Guest guest Posted October 20, 2009 Report Share Posted October 20, 2009 Hi, just wanted to share something with you. Recently, everything in my life has been turned around. A 7year relationship totally changed and with it so did all the things I had planned to do in that relationship in the future. Pow! Just like that. I was totally toppled ofcourse, left feeling terrified and lost although still rock solid inside. Since then Ive turned into a wild child once again!! It's funny, my social life has become amazing and filled with male attention which I had rejected for 7 years...now I'm spoiled for choice.... however, I dont think this is the time to be wild. I strongly feel I should center myself. Feel truely what it is I want, where Im going, who I want to go with...this is no time for snap decisions...to early to fling myself back into aany old routine. So I think I would like to take a few days to clean up. Clean up my mind for 1 Clean up my body...too much alcohol and not enough nutrients Get some good sleep Spend some me time Fasting is excellent for all these reasons as I'm fully aware. Ive been endangering my body and mind by jumping onto a very quickly moving round-about...I think I did it a little bit to cover up for the emptiness and sadness I felt. Ok, so I got it out of my system. I feel strong, empowered and sexy...however, my poor body did take a bit of a battering through my hedonism and my mind is a little confused. Back to basics for a few days. Tomorrow is Wednesday 21st. I will water and tea fast Weds, Thurs, Fri, Sat, Sun and perhaps resume eating healthy and nicely Monday. Im not looking to lose any weight really, I dont need to after the last few weeks!! But I hope to get that healthy glow back and to tone up muscles through exercise and fasting combined. Just 3 days fasting through work...should be ok. Then the weekend to relax and spend some time thinking about where/what to do next. Its a really exciting time since I have the world at my feet and the choices are all mine...just hope I can make the right ones!! LOL Thanks for listening(reading) x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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