Guest guest Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 Hello Everyone: It's been a while since I posted an update on my condition. Last time when I wrote to the group, my condition had improved considerably after the panchakarma that I got done in India. Since then a lot has happened and I wanted to post an update so that others seeking remedy may be benefited. It so happened that after returning back from India, my mental health improved for almost a month and a half and I had less frequent occurrence of schizophrenic symptoms/episodes. There were days when I felt like I never had any problems at all. Out of a week, I had almost 4-6 good days and then an episode would strike. Given my previous history of continuous and torturous symptoms, that was a great relief. But, that did NOT last for long. After 90 days, things started getting worse again. I don't know if that had anything to do with the lifestyle and environment in the US -- most likely yes, as nothing else had changed. I was still taking the same herbs, followed the same diet, etc. While I was in India under treatment, I obviously was not working 9 hours a day with the computers, but here I was -- that too inside an airconditioned building where fresh air is never allowed to enter - and then we all know about the contamination of water, air and food in the US. One thing that I perhaps did not mention in my previous post was that while undergoing Panchakarma in India, I had stopped taking the antipsychotic completely! That resulted in a few withdrawal symptoms, but I could somehow tolerate them while I stayed in Thane and then later some small town near Jamshedpur. The withdrawal symptoms got much worse when I moved to Delhi. I had no choice but to start back on the antipsychotic! Very soon, I discovered that I had candida as well that contributed to some of my mental symptoms or at least aggravation of those symptoms. So, I started a full-fledged treatment of candida. While that requires a detailed separate post on what protocol I followed to treat candida, the good news is that after about 6 months, the symptoms associated with candida (excess mucus, aggravation of mental symptoms, etc.) are under control. It was quite a struggle dealing with candida die-offs as that aggravated my symptoms to the max -- if you are treating candida, please be careful not to start on anti-candida herbs before weakening them with proper diet. Now, onto some metaphysical discoveries. After about a month and a half of those good days, once my symptoms got worse, I talked to a psychiatrist who believed that in almost 80-90% of the Schizophrenia cases, some " entities " are involved! They are the ones who reside in your mental body and create the symptoms. At that time, I knew that Ayurvedic definition of " Bhoot-unmad " does not quite describe Schizophrenia (at least with the kind of symptoms that I have). Instead, " Nij-unmad " is what comes close to describing Schizophrenia like symptoms -- and " Nij-unmad " does not involve any " entities " . So, I hesitated in accepting this psychiatrist's theory, but at the same time realized that I had always felt that there is someone controlling my thoughts, dictating/suggesting how I should live my life, and creating paranoid thoughts. So, I wanted to find out just for the heck of it, how one can find out if there are " entities " hanging out in one's mental field/aura. So, I researched and found a ghostbuster, who examined my mental field and told me that I had a LOT of entities hanging out there!!! Then I thought, " ah, that explains why I have so many different symptoms! " . So, I asked her if she could get rid of them -- she agreed for a fee of $400. She also put me on a month long protection plan that she would clear my mental field every morning. Here is what happened afterwards. The first time she cleared me, I felt simple " great " ! For a day and a half, it seemed like I had left all my problems behind -- in fact, I felt fabulous. And then about two days later, my problems were all back! So, I called her and asked her why that was. She again examined my mental field (she did this from a remote location -- I was in Florida and she was in Indiana) and informed me that the entities are " back " now. Since then, it was every morning that she cleared me and then the so-called " entities " would come back either in a few hours or after a day. So, so much for ghostbusting! That did not seem like a lasting solution. Therefore, I moved on to the next metaphysical experience. I am a Hare Krishna and my metaphysical education tells me that a disease is always a result of past karma -- or else, why would one contract a certain disease, while another won't under similar circumstances during a lifetime? Ayurveda recognizes this concept too. In Ayurveda, a disease is curable only when the karma " permits " ! So, someone suggested that apart from doing mantra meditation which is part of the Hare Krishna spiritual practice, there are other ways to counter your previous bad karma. I was all ears. He mentioned " Yagya " (or fire sacrifice offered to Gods, Demi-gods/Archangels, etc.), " Charity " , etc. -- Yagya being the most effective one. So, I found someone who arranges for yagyas to be performed in different temples in India. He mentioned several yagyas and recommended certain ones that work on mental issues. I chose " Kala Bhairava " that is performed to please Lord Shiva who in turn supposedly gives you benediction of mental peace. The concept here is that certain Sanskrit verses ( " mantras " ) when pronounced correctly by qualified pious persons ( " Brahmanas " ) have the effect of pleasing the Gods and receiving their benediction. The power of mantras is known to many of us. Anyway, I don't know if it's the effect of the Yagya, but after about a month since when the Yagya was performed, I am back in India -- this time for a long time! I was almost forced to leave US! While I didn't like the " forced " part of leaving the US, here I am in a small town in India. I don't have a stressful job anymore and am living a semi-retired life in a town with almost no pollution -- you can find organic food for cheap, water tastes sweet, and the air smells better! It has been few weeks since my arrival here and I am feeling much better almost from day one. Apart from the environmental and lifestyle factors, one thing that has overlaid/superimposed every modalities of treatment, physical or metaphysical, for me is the chanting of the " maha-mantra " which is part of the spiritual practice that I undergo everyday as a Hare Krishna. Ever since I landed back in India, I have had time to chant the maha-mantra everyday early morning. Every day when I chant the mantra (approx. 108 x 16 times, which takes anywhere from 2 hours to 2 and 1/2 hrs) in the morning, the rest of my day just " flows " -- I feel totally at peace and almost no mental symptoms. Perhaps, the yagya that was performed convinced me to come to India and live this simple life where I would find time to chant in the mornings which was not possible with a family and a full-time job in the US. I am sure that other factors, environmental and lifestyle, also have their contributions, but as I said, the chanting has always (even when I stayed in the US and did not follow a diet, etc.) helped me " especially " when done in the morning with strong focus. Those who do not know what this maha-mantra is -- it's simply: " Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare, Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare " . Correct pronunciation and attentive listening while chanting are the key to success. To those suffering, I highly recommend performing the meditation in the morning. Last but not the least, I found this mentioned in a book by Dr. Frawley that we have several bodies layered upon one another -- physical being the lowest and causal being the highest. A treatment applied on a higher level body is *always* more effective than the treatment applied to a lower body. EFT for example, works on the mental body which is higher than the physical body. A prayer offered to God or mantra chanted as a prayer to God works on the highest, the causal body. Any kind of Yoga that aims to take you closer to God also works on the causal body and is therefore superior to treating just the physical body. What happens is that the treatment given to the higher body perlocates down to the lower body! Treating the physical body is like cleaning a tunnel at the end when the trash is being dumped much upstream. Wouldn't you rather first stop dumping the trash wherever upstream that it is getting dumped into your tunnel or clean up the area upstream? :-) Regards, Matt Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 1, 2008 Report Share Posted December 1, 2008 hello your condition is familiar to me, as i have under treatment few people with the same suffering. they are going well, most of them are not taking neuroleptics anymore. the most spectacular succes was with a girl, diagnosed with this condition at an early age, already non-resposive to any medicine anymore when i saw her. the part with tho ghost-busters is right. u must increase your yang energy (the oshawa diet no 7 would be super). then maybe join an authentic yoga school, tell the teacher about your condition, and ask for a method to increase the aura-protection by yourself. you need to maintain the high resonances all the time, and this is a tough training, which should be done under the supervision of an wise and experienced yoga teacher. it is wonderfull that you turned towards spirituality as part of the treatment; worshiping god in any manner, no matter the religion, is going to the roots of this suffering. i'm happy that you have found the right path. wish you succes . maybe the experience you accumulated in trying to control your suffering will make able some day to help other people, and this way find a new " job " away from computers wishing you the best _____________________ It's been a while since I posted an update on my condition. Last time when I wrote to the group, my condition had improved considerably after the panchakarma that I got done in India. Since then a lot has happened and I wanted to post an update so that others seeking remedy may be benefited. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 3, 2008 Report Share Posted December 3, 2008 Hello: Thanks for the input on aura protection using Yoga. Somehow I thought that that was possible as Ramdev Baba, a popular yogi in India, has been curing quite a few mental patients of their illnesses including Schizophrenia. Since most of his patients follow the usual pranayama sequence that he recommends to most, I have a hunch that it must be one from the usual set or a combination of more than one from the set that work on strenghtening your mental aura. I have not heard him recommending a pranayama outside the usual set to any mentally ill. I also learned today while watching Ramdev Baba's program that Pranayama iradicates your previous karma and samskaras as well -- which should not be surprising as Pranayama also is part of a spiritual path leading to God. Btw, just out of curiosity, since you mentioned that your patients with similar symptoms are getting cured, what treatment do you use on them? Regards, Matt ______________ your condition is familiar to me, as i have under treatment few people with the same suffering. they are going well, most of them are not taking neuroleptics anymore. the most spectacular succes was with a girl, diagnosed with this condition at an early age, already non-resposive to any medicine anymore when i saw her. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 4, 2008 Report Share Posted December 4, 2008 hello, Mathew i never said my patients are completly cured, but they keep the problem under control, most without neuroleptics. they are feeling good now; but if they would stop the treatment, they would decompensate and go back to the state they had before. of course, i could not expect permanent effects in short time, the " oldest " patient came to me in may 2008. the treatment is different for each of them, consists in diet, plants, life style and some devices with external use, made of plants, discovered by a romanian physicist. for only few cases i recomanded some yoga exercises, because they are from other towns, and i cannot check on them to see if they are doing it the right manner. unfortunately there is no english version of the site describing the devices. one of them discovered spontaneously a form of meditation, that just " happened to him " , using the subtile vision of the blue colour. the doctors before told him this was part of the disease, and tryed to " cure " him from it, even if this " hallucination " was balancing him. i encouraged him in practicing it until he will do it at will, and not when it happens, and gaved him more hints and practical advices in using subtile colours. shortly he didn't need neuroleptics anymore, he started drawing beautiful immages and being more sociable. (i observed that most of the peple with mental suffering have special artistic talent). i know someone who was told by a guru to do a very simple exercise: take a white small ball, like the ping-pong ones, put it against a dark simple background, without drowings on it. look at the ball for a while, and then close the eyes and try to rebuild the immage of the ball in the space between the eyebrows. he was told that, when he will be able to maintain a stable inner immage for 1 minute, he can go to next stage. this is a wonderful method for making the mind stable and silet, and keep it under control. if you start pranayama, first ask for a competent advice, do not learn them from internet, because some of the methods might not fit you right now. i never saw you, i don't know much about your dosha type and specific manifestation of the sympthoms, but i think the method with very fast breething might overstimulate you, for example. i'm not a yoga teacher, only a yoga student for the last 15-16 years, so i also ask for advice of a teacher when i make recommendations in delicate cases. for the rest of the problems, like jonts or spine pain, bad digestion, even some forms of cancer, i have no problem in recommending some of the simple asanas. i should mention that, not being a yoga teacher, i only tell them about physical effects and not subtile ones, but they end up discovering those by themselves. i never recommended advanced pranayama, only the complete yogic breeth and abdominal breething, because the subtile structures must be prepaired before such strong methods. one needs some months of asanas, diet and detoxifying methods before starting pranayama, even years for some special forms of pranayama. pranayama is like a very sofisticated technology, without proper training might harm you. immagine a 5 years old kid driving a car, but his legs are too short to reach the break peddal. the training before pranayama is " growing the limbs " is this comparison. wish you the best of luck in finding a good yoga teacher ___________________ Thanks for the input on aura protection using Yoga. Somehow I thought that that was possible as Ramdev Baba, a popular yogi in India, has been curing quite a few mental patients of their illnesses including Schizophrenia. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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