Devotee Experience - Deepa

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I received mail from Sai Devotee Deepa who wants to share her recent heart throbbing experience with Shirdi Sai Baba. I was dumb founded when I read the whole experience. I can only say that Shirdi Sai Baba's way to awaken sleeping souls is quite unique. He is the greatest Healer, Saviour of All. I just stop my hands now and copy paste the mail and attachment which I received. -Sai Ram Hetal Patil - I have had a recent experience of Sai Leela that I was wondering, if you could post on your blog so that I can

share it with other devotees. I am attaching a word document where I have written about my experience and thoughts. Please let me know if you think this can be posted and shared with other devotees. May Baba bless you, DeepaAgar Baba Nahi Aatey Toh Mai Kabhi Bhi Theek nahi ho paati (Had Baba not come himself, I would have never been cured and lived my whole life in dismay)Dear Baba Ji’s Devotees, I cannot describe in words what I experienced myself. As I mentioned in the opening lines above, Had Baba not come himself I would have never been cured of what I was going through. Since beginning of year 2008, I started suffering from anxiety attacks, extreme restlessness of mind and depression. People who have gone through depression and other psychological issues would understand what I am referring to as it’s not easy to come out of them since your mind is not in your

own control. I tried going to a counselor, tried meditation for short period of time, chanting, medication for anxiety but still it would only help me for a very short period of time. Nothing, Nothing, Nothing was completely helping me. My parents and friends were worried as I was getting weaker. I live away from my family (they are in India) in a foreign land with my older sister who is a firm devotee of Baba.One day I was in a pretty bad shape and was totally sunk in the mouth

on anxiety and depression. My sister reads Sai Satcharitra everyday and keeps a small photo of Baba in it as a bookmark. That day she again prayed to Baba for me and she was sitting on the sofa when Sai Satcharitra fell off to the floor from the sofa. She was really scared as she took it as a bad omen that something bad will happen as this has not happened before. Amidst all this confusion, she forgot to open and read the page which had opened up itself when Sai Satcharitra had fallen on the floor. It seems Baba had something planned already!We have a photo of Baba Ji in every room. In my bedroom, I have a photo of Baba hanging on the wall behind my bed which is exactly above the center of my bed. I always sleep on the left side of the bed but that night somehow without realizing I slept on the center of the bed right below Baba’s photo (all HIS plan!). I dreamt about death of a lady in someone’s house and they were doing rituals for the

lady who had passed away. While still in my dream, I heard a very scary and wicked laugh that terribly scared me. Just then still in the dream listening to that scary laugh, I started getting up slowly as I felt as if someone came and touched me physically (I don’t know how to describe that experience) and just then my eyes opened and I saw an orange colored wave swirl above me for a flash of seconds. It’s hard for me to remember everything as it all happened within flash of seconds and my eyes had just opened up. I have never been so scared in my life before. The first thought that came to my scared mind was may be some evil spirit trying to touch me or possess me. Just then the next moment, I thought of Baba and thought how anything evil could come in my room when I have Baba’s photo and I was lying right under it...........Read

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Sai Nathay ArpanastuAnant Koti Brahmand NayakRaja Dhi Raj Yogi RajPara Brahma Shri Sachidanand SadguruSainath Maharaj Ki Jai !!!Hetal Patil Please Visit : http://www.experienceswithshirdisaibaba.blogspot.com/

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