Only You

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I can only be complete with YouOnly You can fill the emptiness of my heartI can only be happy with YouOnly Your presence can fill light in the dull gloomy day called my life

Time and again, I get deluded thinking that something or someone else would change my life, All the while ignoring Your presence with me, in me, around me, above me and below meYet You are never tired of telling me that You love meYou would never get away from meI keep doing the same mistakes, burning my hands the same way every time But somehow nothing could ever make You hate me, I do not know whyI do not know why You relish, O Supreme Poet, using this dull-inked pen to write Your epic of LoveEvery other moment it fades off, Why Swami, do You take so much pain?I do not know how You could love me so long forever, when all the while I reciprocated Your love so poorly?Where from does that glow in Your Face come every time you see me in Kulwant Hall, Though You know fully well how easily I forget You after I go back? If ever I could do the tiniest thing, and do it for You and only for You, with You alone in my heartI would be done with the whole array of lives I am spending here

So now tell me, how can I see only You everywhere, the Viswa Virat Svaroopa Darshan? Yesterday night, someone told me that Baba is appearing on moonI ran downstairs, went out and looked at the sky; I strained my eyes to see You on the moon,

I tried hard to make out a shape that resembles the crown of Your hair Thanks for the session of practice; now I shall endeavor to see You in everything that my eyes fall onIf You declare that You would appear in moon, I would make a moon out of every object around

I shall try to make out Your Form in all the panorama of world around me I shall accept only You in everything that I see, hear, smell and touch I shall breathe only that fragrance which I breathed when Your robe passed by me

I shall hear Your mellowed voice alone, in everything that I hearI am neither the body made of five elements, nor the mind that wavers endlesslyI am not the thoughts; nor I am the intellect; I gather neither merit, nor sin

I am Yours and only Yours; that's the only fact I will accept.Only that. And I will not lose my heart, whatever happens.I will hold on with hope to see what You've got in store for me, Baba.

Any number of days, any number of nights.Sandesh

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