My Lurking Feelings

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Oh! My Merciful Sai Baba,

I

was indeed fortunate have got Thee on the 6th Mar: 2010, while Thee

was leaving for Allahabad at Domestic Airport, Mumbai, for a few seconds, where

Thee showered Thy blessings on me and my entire family, by giving a green

signal in guiding me, directing me to proceed with My Master’s Voice, to be

released on the 20th Feb, 2011, being the 76th Children

Day.

 

I

Salute Thee again and again, to invoke Thy Grace and Blessings upon this soul, so

that I could carry on my remaining period of life with Thy inspiration, without

any insurmountable impediments. I do not know how to express or convey my

gratitude & heartfelt reverence to my Pujya Gurudev, who picked me and has

been systematically guiding me every time, not necessary through the medium of

speech, but by Thy very look, grace, blessings, which has erased the rust

collected on my inner outlet & gradually being substituted with Thy Love.

 

This is Thy glory, oh my Master! Thy very warmth

& smiling takes me to a different world, even now while expressing my

thoughts, I could visualize during THIS small interaction, by Thy pleasant

signals assuring me that although I may not be physically present on all

occasions, but I am there in some cozy corner of Thy bosom. I do not know how I

could be of useful to Pujya Gurudev in particular & Sri Bhagawati Sai

Sansthan in general; please ignore my faults & defects. Although, Thee are

keeping me at distance physically, but are always keeping me in Thy Kavtch to

ferry me across this samsara.

 

Let me confess and express with an open mind that it

is my Pujya Gurudev, who has always been igniting me with inspiration by

enlightening me with a virbal torch of knowledge, although I am sitting today

at a distance away from Him, but He has been my source of strength &

survival and guiding force in my day to day Life.

 

My Master’s Voice, which I initiated on the during

latter part of the 2009 will have a final shape with 76 Vanis running into 76

pages to form a book as “MY MASTER’S VOICE” to be released on the 20th

Feb 2011. This would not have been feasible to see the light of the day, but

for the inspirable vibrations, Love, Guidance & Wisdom showered by Thee.

 

To sustain and proceed in that direction to realize

the Infinite, one has to follow and practice the Sadhana, as directed by Pujya

Gurudev, regularly and intensively with Shraddha & Saburi, two sides of the

same coins as envisaged by Sri Sai Baba. I am a tool in Thy hand & I am

completely indebted to Thee and I am confident that I will not be in a position

to repay in this life the bounties Thee has been showering on me and on the

entire clan of nimano

fakir.           

 

My

association with my Master goes back for Nine lives, who has been guiding me,

leading me, loving me, taking care of me and looking to my needs like a Divine

Mother before I could demand any thing.  My earnest and the only desire is

that I want to breathe my last in Thy Lap.

 

Oh

My Master, I am glad to serve Thee in any capacity, in any manner to suit the

dramatic climax and anti climax required for the drama of Thy manifestation. I

am a fakir, who is always holding a begging bowl, knocking every time at Thy

dwelling for satisfying my physical, mental, spiritual hunger. Please be with

me, as you have always been, in leading me, guiding me and uplifting me to

relish and immerse me in Thee for ever and ever, even at a distance. The

praises, I sing of my Pujya Gurudev is not even equivalent to a drop of water

in the vast ocean of humanity. Thy powers are undefeatable & finally have

landed me on this treacherous road, with a cobra having a thousand heads

emitting venom, but I did not feel or experience or will feel the impact of any

impediments in all times to come. “WHEN THEE ARE WITH ME, THEN WHY FEAR”.

 

We

are not only lucky but fortunate to have Thee as our Pujya Gurudev, whose

guidance to all of us & various happenings in every body’s life cannot be

measured with any scientific apparatus but has to be evaluated & felt with

self experience and judged by the five sense organs and sharpened intellect,

which is like a computer storing all the experiences.

 

The

Lord, the Guru & the disciples are all Reality manifesting in different

forms. I have not seen the Lord & I am in close association with my Pujya

Gurudev, who is the Lord for me to lead me, guide me, thereby I do not

underestimate the importance of the Lord. We are three to merge to become one

to realize Self. It is the Lord, Guru  & Disciple, who ultimately

become One, or it may reflect Soul, Body & Spirit. 

 

The Guru is holding the Key to open the door for me.

God Almighty comes to me in the form of a Guru. There is no difference between disciples, Guru &

Lord. Although, they are seen as three different entities, but in actual

parlance they are one only. Like Lord

Brahma, Lord Vishnu, & Lord Shiva, they may look as three individuals, but

as matter of fact THEY ARE ONE & ONE ONLY. They have only their

departmentalized work set up. Guru is always hidden in the disciple.

Remove the worldly cover & recognize the real image of Guru, who is seen in

the disciple. Oh Baba! I pray the Lord of Lords to tune me up Thy

physical texture in an excellent shape to spread the Teachings and Life of Sri

Sai Baba in the entire Cosmos. But for us, those who has not seen Baba, Thee

are our Baba, our God Incarnate.

 

Please accept our Sastang Pranams at Thy Lotus Feet.

Oh Baba, Mein Ander Ka Andha Hoon,

Bhukha Hoon Aapa Ke PYAAR Ka,

Meri  Jyot  Jala Rakhein

Aapa Ke PYAAR SE,

Tu Mein Aapako Dekh Sakun, Aape Se

Mil Sakun,

Aape Se Baaten Ker Sakun, Aape

Mein Samajaoon,

        

Hamesha Ke Liye.

OM   

SAI   RAM 

                                                                    nimano

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