Guest guest Posted April 12, 2010 Report Share Posted April 12, 2010 Sairam to all, I write this email whil in one of the most toughest situations of my life. I have been asked to leave my job by the end of this month. The reason they are giving is I am very expensive and they will replace me with someone with less half my salary. While recruiting they said they will keep me for one year and then decide, but now since they dont have funds they want me to leave immediately. Baba the only mistake I did was to dream. I dreamed of becoming an IAS officer. I wanted to join the governrnment and do something for the people. I wanted to help the poor. And for this dream, Baba is punishing me for the last one year. I was on a high paying corporate job but I did not get job satisfaction. Running behind profits and lots of money made no meaning to me. I resigned my job and studied hard to become an IAS officer but I failed by 14 marks in the exam. And then I found this job after struggling for 3 months. I was happy that Baba had blessed me with something good and I was very grateful. Last month there was severe financial struggle in my family and I applied Rs. 15 lakhs loan. I again thought all my problems are taken care by Baba and I can be happy. But now my company is dropping this bomb saying I have to leave by the end of the month. I am already 28 years old and I have a younger sister to get married. At this point, even after studying B.E. and MBA, my career has not even started. And now again I am searching for a job. Everyone at the home is depressed on seeing my situation. I am searching hard for a job but again everything is in a profit making company and its all running behind money. I want to join some NGO or not for profit and help people and make a difference to people. Is this such a bad thing to ask for? Why is Baba killing me like this? All I want to do is help people. Please Baba, help me with a good job. I really want to help people. If I dont get a good job to do what I want to do, there is no point in dreaming. I will lose all hopes of dreaming and I will never dream again in my life. Please Baba, show some mercy... your true devotee Balajee Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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