Guest guest Posted August 11, 2007 Report Share Posted August 11, 2007 Dearest Sai Brothers and Sisters, I have been blessed to be in Swamy's fold. Though I came to know of Bhagavan in 1975, my association with the Sai family become more meaningful only from 1995. Sometimes I ask Bhagavan "why Swamy??? why did You not call me earlier" then i get an answer from within that each and everyone go to Saifold in Swamy's time not ours. But still the desire to be near (physically) to Swamy arises and I have been blessed with answsers thru dreams many a times by our most Beloved Bhagavan. Now I am trying .... its very hard but trying to practice sathya, dharma, shanti and prema. Without the Lord's blessings nothing is possible. I am zero - but by the grace of my everloving Saima I am happy these days. But one problem troubles me. I have very close people - two of them - who have hurt me and I always seek Baba's Blessings to forgive them and love them. In fact I try to love them forgeting the past but i get more hurt. Then i think i should just surrender this to Bhagavan - but actually eventhough i have surrendered this problem - at times especially when they try to hurt me again, the hurt and kind of sadness envelopes me and for sometime i become sad. Then i come back to my senses and ask my Lord for help. Can anyone tell me what to do? These two persons are very close relatives to me. Jai Sai Ram Thankam Nair Be a better Globetrotter. Get better travel answers from someone who knows. Answers - Check it out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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