Bhagwan Si Sai - The Supreme Bliss! - By Sai Veena swamy mahadevan Part 02

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SHRI SAI--THE SUPREME BLISS " By Sai Veena Swamy Mahadevan - Part 2

 

Sai Ram To all,

 

To begin with I have already shared some of my experiences which I have posted

to the group last year……and I think its now time for me to quote few another

of them...Like what Swami always says the devotees are just the instruments and

HE is the one who makes the instruments work at the right time. .I would like to

start by offering humble PRANAMS TO HIS LOTUS FEET from both myself and my

family...

 

It was few years ago in 2003 when I passed out my 12th board and from that time

or even before that Bhagwan's role in my life is inevitable. I was interested in

the field of medicine and I finally had an opportunity to join for BDS after

suffering a lot of hardships for the same. It was for the first time ever in my

life I had to be away from home in a totally different environment. I remember

from the day 1st what and all miracles have happened. But listing each one would

make this too long. So I will enlist the unavoidable here.

 

The very same day night when my parents left me in the hostel I had a dream of

Lord Krishna.. I took it to be the most pleasant sign and started my life in the

new college. Things were just as I expected going fine. Soon within a few days I

got a Dream of Sri Sathya sai…in which a photo of HIS kept in our puja room

was saying to me the motto- " WHY FEAR WHEN I AM HERE " .I could myself make out

that HE just wanted to let me know that HE was always with me wherever I go and

whichever be the place…Soon I had to appear for my first year exams and I was

studying day and night burning midnight oil in fact.. The syllabus was too tough

for a child soon after 12th.Not knowing what to do, I kept praying BHAGWAN and

went on reading HIS satcharitha as usual. Out of three papers two turned out to

be very tough. I had no hopes..And now it was time for the results after exams

and I was quite tensed. Finally I can only say that by HIS grace I could clear

all the papers with 2 Distinctions in the tough papers. This proved to be a

miracle of BABA again. The same thing again happened in my second year, but all

the examz were smooth going and finally again had the same result this time

too.. Whenever I talk with my friends much tensed about the exam results they

ridicule me saying I would always get good marks and I am acting as otherwise.

But to my surprise, even the papers which I didn't even expect a simple pass

BHAGWAN gave me a distinction instead…

 

Third year too went well and atlast when I was in Final year..cause of the busy

schedule and more number of papers-7 that had to be cleared things again went

topsy-turvy. One of the 7 papers was too tough and a practical too.But I had

full confidence in my Beloved Bhagwan.Just like I do every year before the

results I finished a saptaha of the Sai Satcharitha and was patiently waiting

for the results.

 

Another important aspect is that, I always get a Dream darshan of Swami before

my exams each year and I had been getting it till this date even before my final

year exams.That itself gives me confidence to study and hope for the best. The

day of results were near and 2 days before that I had a dream of Tirupathi

Balaji—what we can say as the Pandarinath or Vithal or VISHNU himelf. That was

again an indication..

 

Finally three days ago my results were out and lo - again the miracle - the

paper in which I couldn't fare well, I got a distinction with an all clear in

the remaining subjects and with very good marks too. If I have ever reached

uptil now, dear devotees Its not because of my work alone, Its only because of

HIS grace and blessings. Am happy that He gave me a chance to make my parents

happy for they have supported me a lot in every way. Now I have an year more to

complete that is to do my internship there till 31.10.2008.

 

I fully believe in SWAMI and dedicate myself and my family to his lotus feet.And

am sure he will definitely answer our prayers once we dedicate ourselves to HIM

with full faith and devotion.Without HIS grace and blessing we are nothing but

big zeroz….Its only with HIS blessing that we can succeed in any endeavour. By

Sai's grace planning to join with Sri Sathya Sai Super Speciality on 23.11.2008

as per our beloved Saima, my parents also agrred for that. My dad use to support

me in each and every walk of my life whatever it may be, He is one give me

encouragement for spirituality. ..what to tell Sai Ram. at alst as per Saima

will be Joining with Sri Sathya Sai Super Speciality Hospital on 23.11.2008

 

Once again bowing to BHAGWAN for everything…and invoking HIS GRACE in future

too...

 

JAI SAI RAM

Sai Veena Swamy Mahadevan

 

Continued... ..Will be Posting Part 03 within a month Sai Ram