I need suggestion

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Hi brothers and sisters,

Sairam to you all.

 

It is really great to be part of a spiritual group.

I've and am facing many difficulties in my life. I started feeling that people all are selfish and started hating myself and my life.

I asked baba many times what to do. He gave me many suggestions many times. He really is with me.

But, daily i come across one or the other thing that upsets me. I dont find a way. I always told myself that baba wants to see this way. he gave you this.

I always feel that there is a message that baba wants to give through me.

But, today, I'm totally desperate...I'm not understanding many things.

I read many quotes that say karma is what brings all this. I dont know. I dont want to expect anything.

But, how to make sure that others dont expect anything from me?

I know i haven't put my grief here in detail. But, I dont know whom to ask or what to ask and for what.

One minute i'm very happy that baba takes care of the things. Next minute i get dipressed why all this to me?

But, when i try to leave everything and go on... I am somehow getting into the situations which dipress me.

I just wanted to share my grief. That's all. I know every individual in this world has some or other problem.

When we have so many gods and people worshipping god, why is there so much suffering in the world?