FROM PUTTAPARTHI...CHILLING DREAMS THAT TRANSFORM !!!

[Guest guest]

I have always been ardently worshipping Lord Muruga, and I therefore simply could not accept SWAMI's declarations that he's GOD!!! For me, there was no God other than Muruga. I was rich, haughty and arrogant. Kamaraj Nadar, the famous politician, was my uncle. We had a big company and we owned about forty vehicles including many trucks and cars.

So I actually left PUTTAPARTHI and went to Tiruchendur (Tamil Nadu) where we find one of the most sacred temples of Lord Muruga. (See snaps) Standing in front of the idol I said, "O Lord! I was disloyal to you and went after a 'man' who says He is God. Please forgive my temporary betrayal."

That night, around 4.30 A.M., I had a strange dream where I saw myself standing before the idol of Lord Murugan in Tiruchendur, with His consorts 'Valli and Deivayanai' on either side of Him. I had in my hands, flowers and fruits for offering to Him. Suddenly, all the three idols came alive, and I could see all of them laughing loudly. Valli and Deivayanai then began to say to Murugan, "This guy is a madcap. Why are you giving him Darshan?"

On hearing this I became angry and retorted, "No, I am not mad."

The two consorts now turned to me and said, "You are mad, and nothing but mad. That's why you do not understand anything!!!"

Meanwhile, Lord Muruga disappeared, and in His place there now appeared an 'old man' whom I could not recognize then. Deivayanai tells this old man, "This is a mad fellow; he does not understand anything. Why then are you giving Darshan to this fellow?" (Later I realized that this old man was none other than SHIRDI SAI BABA!)

Once again I protested, asserting loudly that I was not mad by any means. While this was going on, the old man fades away and in His place I now see Swami!!!

Now our Swami with the two consorts of Murugan on either side; and they were all laughing. Once again I was described as mad and once again I registered my protest.

Even as I was arguing furiously an elephant appeared looking rather menacing and I was frightened and I blurt out, "I now understand; all Gods are the same!!!"

Valli then demands of me, "At least from now on, would you behave yourself?" Feebly, I reply, "Yes."

Then I woke up with a jolt and I realized it was all a dream. "This very minute, I shall leave for Puttaparthi again", I told myself.

I drove into the Ashram & parked my car right below Swami's window - that is where ladies and children now sit. Even as I was getting out of my car, Prof. Kasturi came out of the Mandir and was walking towards me. He said, "Go up. Swami wants you there; He is waiting."

I was not only taken aback because I had sent no message that I was coming, but also very scared that Swami might scold me. I climbed up the winding staircase and went to Swami's room with great trepidation. I was shaking and shivering, not knowing what to expect.

All the way, I was praying to my favorite God, Lord Murugan: "Oh Muruga, I am all confused and have somehow got caught up with 'this person' who says He is God. You alone know everything. Please protect me, and see that nothing happens to me!"

Finally, I was there in Swami's presence, trembling all over. Swami looked at me, smiled and then said, "So, at least after the dream, you felt like coming back, did you?" It was just one simple sentence, but my God, that one sentence changed my entire life. SWAMI knew about my dream also…I broke down and threw myself at Swami's Feet.

Swami was full of compassion; "Oh, it is nothing. You can go where you want and worship the God you want. But one thing, wherever you go, I will be there!" After that, Swami began to tell me all about my meditations in my younger days!!! NAMES ARE MANY; FORMS ARE MANY; BUT 'GOD IS ONE' – as narrated by 'Chidambaram Krishnan.

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