Guest guest Posted December 26, 2007 Report Share Posted December 26, 2007 Devotees Experience Contributed by N.Swamy Mahadevan Sai Ram First of all I am submitting this letter to the lotus feet of my beloved BABA. By the grace of Baba, I share with you all, some precious segments of my life. Baba has been helping me in every possible way. But in desperate times I totally forget all that and start worrying. Now I learnt that nothing is impossible for those who believe in Baba. Neither should helplessness set in for us. He is there to help us all the time. He will never forsake us! I request all the readers not to lose hope in desperate hours. Baba is always there to take care of us. I am a mute spectator to Baba's lute. There are everyday miracles by our Baba in our everyday lives, but this particular incident is unforgettable. My name is N.Swamy Mahadevan. I belong to an average family financially and have a daughter, her name is Sai Veena N. Swamy who is 18 years old and a son named Sai Venkatesh Mahadevan he is now doing first year engineering course. We all believers of Baba. My daughter passed her XII Std. CBSE last year (2002) scoring 81 % marks and my son is presently in 9th Std. My daughter wanted to take admission in a professional course last year. She had appeared for an entrance examination conducted by Government of Kerala and the All India Entrance Examination, but she didn’t succeed. In the meantime I tried to get a seat in some professional courses in Tamil Nadu and Karnataka, but that also did not materialize. The huge capitation fees demanded by these private colleges hindered her admission because of my financial position. So I told her to take admission in any of the degree courses without wasting a year, but she didn’t want to do it. I had a strong feeling that if she was destined she would get admission in a college of her choice the successive year. Subconsciously as a father, I had a strong intuition of Baba’s grace. I was confident of Baba’s help, and that he would test us in innumerable ways. I also thought that by the grace of my beloved Baba, this time she would get admission in the college of her choice. But this year also she didn’t succeed. In despair I wailed in our pooja room. I learnt that her friends had got admitted in some colleges dealing in various schools of medicine. As I browsed through the net I got the following message: “We should not worry. We should have implicit faith in Baba, in our Inner Pilot or in our spiritual Master. We have to feel that not only does Baba know what is best for us, but He will do what is best for us " We worry because we do not know what is going to happen to us tomorrow, or even the next minute. We feel that if we do not do something for ourselves, then who is going to do it? But if we can feel that there is someone who thinks then we will not worry about our destiny; we will not be afraid of us infinitely more than we think of ourselves, and if we can consciously offer our responsibility to Him, saying, ‘You be responsible. You be responsible for what I do and say and grow into,’ then our past, our present and our future become His problem. As long as we try to be responsible for our own life, we will be miserable. We will not be able to properly utilize even two minutes out of every twenty-four hours we have. When we can feel that we are Baba's conscious instruments and He is the Doer, of us infinitely more than we think of ourselves, and if we can consciously offer our responsibility to Him, saying, 'You be responsible. You be responsible for what I do and say and grow into,' then our past, our present and our future become His problem. We should not and we need not ever worry about destiny. On the strength of our surrender, we become inseparably one with Saba's cosmic Will' As per the above stated Shirdi Message, as per that in my practical experience, there is no need for us to worry about anything. We should have implicit faith in Baba, in our inner pilot or in our spiritual master. We have to feel that not only Baba knows what is best for us, but also he will do what is best for us. In this critical situation I decided to go on short vacation from my place (from 24th July 03 to 14th August 03). Only by the grace of Baba within this period I thought of completing everything connected with admission and reached my house on 24th July 03. The purpose for my leave was mainly to try professional course admission for my daughter. The day I left that was Thursday, the same day I received Shirdi Message for the week “His Grace” dated 24th July 03. That means I got green signal from my 'Sai’. After seeing this Shirdi mail by ‘Baba’s grace’ I got some courage, the 24th July 03 was Thursday I was very sad, full of tension. I kept on praying, remembering Baba all the time. During this period through Sri Sathya Sai Organization I met Dr. Sujith, and only by the grace of Baba through the help of Dr. Sujith we all went to J.K.K. Dental College, Tamil Nadu on 01st August 03. With a worried mind my daughter and I entered the Principal’s room for the admission. There I noticed a Picture of ‘Balaji with Padmavathi’ and ‘Baba’. And I also noticed something written in Baba’s picture “I am always with you”. In the meantime Principal agreed to admit my daughter and also informed me to pay the fees yearly. I left everything under the lotus feet of Baba and came out from the Principal’s room with peace and happiness. Once again Baba showered His grace on us and she got BDS admission on 01st August 03 in J.K.K. Dental College her BDS classes started on 11th August 03. We were really surprised but not shocked as we knew as to who had done it all for us. Baba will take care of my daughter, He will arrange everything and also teach her the knowledge, good habits and impart her the power of God. After reading Sai Satcharitra I came to understand Baba's love towards his devotees. And after this incident I completed Sai Satcharitra two reading. Baba has his own ways of helping his devotees. He is always there for his devotees whenever they call him. He tests his devotees and again he rescues them from their difficulties. He is the whole and sole protector of the universe. I can never forget the ‘bhiksha’ Sai had given to my daughter. May Sai bless you all. For me Baba is anything and everything. Today (that is 2nd September 03) I received one letter from my daughter stating that Baba started coming in her dream and told her to have 'Padanamaskar' Baba does not leave his devotees. All his actions have a purpose. That anyone who believes in him strongly.. .he will show up and may be he may not always grant us what we ask for but he'll be always there with us. Still I am confident Baba always helps, he may test us but he'll never leave us with our trouble. I had told Baba if he helps me I'll share this with all devotees through all sai's group so that we learn not to let our faith in Baba get shaken in times of crisis. May Baba always help all his children in this way and that with every breath that we take we forever think of him only. I pray to Baba to let this peace remain in my life forever, as money, I think, is only secondary. I have lot of experiences in my life where Baba helped me a lot. He is always with me, with my family and everyone. As of today whatever I am, it's only by the grace of my beloved Baba. Even now also I am able to write this experience only by the grace of Baba. May Sai Baba bless everybody. 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Guest guest Posted December 31, 2007 Report Share Posted December 31, 2007 Dear Mahadevan ji What you have stated is true word to word..I shall describe my experience in my forth coming letter to you but I am undergouing the same turmoil as you currently but I have surrendered myself to the Lord and I have also determined to accept His Will as my prasadam.After having determined so,a strange calm has set in and i no longer think about it as I used to day in and day out!! Such is the Love of our Lord and I place myself at His Lotus Feet totally. Sairam With Best regards Dr.C.S.Shobha--- On Wed, 26/12/07, swamy mahadevan <mahadevanvnswamy wrote: swamy mahadevan <mahadevanvnswamy Devotees Experience Contributed by N..Swamy Mahadevan"" Wednesday, 26 December, 2007, 10:20 PM Devotees Experience Contributed by N.Swamy Mahadevan Sai RamFirst of all I am submitting this letter to the lotus feet of my beloved BABA.By the grace of Baba, I share with you all, some precious segments of my life. Baba has been helping me in every possible way. But in desperate times I totally forget all that and start worrying. Now Ilearnt that nothing is impossible for those who believe in Baba. Neither should helplessness set in for us. He is there to help us all the time. He will never forsake us! I request all the readers not tolose hope in desperate hours. Baba is always there to take care of us. I am a mute spectator to Baba's lute. There are everyday miracles by our Baba in our everyday lives, but this particular incident isunforgettable.My name is N.Swamy Mahadevan. I belong to an average family financially and have a daughter, her name is Sai Veena N. Swamy who is 18 years old and a son named Sai Venkatesh Mahadevan he is now doing first year engineering course. We all believers of Baba.My daughter passed her XII Std. CBSE last year (2002) scoring 81 % marks and my son is presently in 9th Std. My daughter wanted to take admission in a professional course last year. She had appeared for an entrance examination conducted by Government of Kerala and theAll India Entrance Examination, but she didn’t succeed. In the meantime I tried to get a seat in some professional courses in Tamil Nadu and Karnataka, but that also did not materialize. The huge capitation fees demanded by these private colleges hindered her admission because of my financial position. So I told her to take admission in any of the degree courses without wasting a year, butshe didn’t want to do it. I had a strong feeling that if she was destined she would get admission in a college of her choice the successive year. Subconsciously as a father, I had a strong intuitionof Baba’s grace. I was confident of Baba’s help, and that he would test us in innumerable ways. I also thought that by the grace of my beloved Baba, this time she would get admission in the college of herchoice. But this year also she didn’t succeed.In despair I wailed in our pooja room. I learnt that her friends had got admitted in some colleges dealing in various schools of medicine. As I browsed through the net I got the following message: “We should not worry. We should have implicit faith in Baba, in our Inner Pilot or in our spiritual Master. We have to feel that not only does Baba know what is best for us, but He will do what is best for us" We worry because we do not know what is going to happen to us tomorrow, or even the next minute.. We feel that if we do not do something for ourselves, then who is going to do it? But if we can feel that there is someone who thinks then we will not worryabout our destiny; we will not be afraid of us infinitely more than we think of ourselves, and if we can consciously offer our responsibility to Him, saying, ‘You be responsible. You be responsible for what I do and say and grow into,’ then our past, ourpresent and our future become His problem. As long as we try to be responsible for our own life, we will be miserable. We will not be able to properly utilize even two minutes out of every twenty-four hours we have. When we can feel that we are Baba's conscious instruments and He is the Doer, of us infinitely more than we think of ourselves, and if we can consciously offer our responsibility to Him, saying, 'You be responsible. You be responsible for what I do and say and grow into,' then our past, ourpresent and our future become His problem. We should not and we need not ever worry about destiny. On the strength of our surrender, we become inseparably one with Saba's cosmic Will'As per the above stated Shirdi Message, as per that in my practical experience, there is no need for us to worry about anything. We should have implicit faith in Baba, in our inner pilot or in our spiritual master. We have to feel that not only Baba knows what is best for us, but also he will do what is best for us.In this critical situation I decided to go on short vacation from my place (from 24th July 03 to 14th August 03). Only by the grace of Baba within this period I thought of completing everything connected with admission and reached my house on 24th July 03. The purpose for my leave was mainly to try professional course admission for my daughter. The day I left that was Thursday, the same day I received Shirdi Message for the week “His Grace†dated 24th July 03. That means I got green signal from my 'Sai’. After seeing this Shirdi mail by ‘Baba’s grace’ I got some courage, the 24th July 03 was Thursday I was very sad, full of tension. I kept on praying, remembering Baba all the time. During this period through Sri Sathya Sai Organization I met Dr. Sujith, and only by the grace of Baba through the help of Dr. Sujith we all went to J.K.K. Dental College, Tamil Nadu on 01st August 03. With a worried mind my daughter and I entered the Principal’s room for the admission. There I noticed a Picture of ‘Balaji withPadmavathi’ and ‘Baba’. And I also noticed something written in Baba’s picture “I am always with youâ€. In the meantime Principal agreed to admit my daughter and also informed me to pay the fees yearly. I left everything under the lotus feet of Baba and came outfrom the Principal’s room with peace and happiness. Once again Baba showered His grace on us and she got BDS admission on 01st August 03 in J.K.K. Dental College her BDS classes started on 11thAugust 03.We were really surprised but not shocked as we knew as to who had done it all for us. Baba will take care of my daughter, He will arrange everything and also teach her the knowledge, good habits and impart her the power of God. After reading Sai Satcharitra I came tounderstand Baba's love towards his devotees. And after this incident I completed Sai Satcharitra two reading. Baba has his own ways of helping his devotees. He is always there for his devotees whenever they call him. He tests his devotees and again he rescues them fromtheir difficulties. He is the whole and sole protector of the universe. I can never forget the ‘bhiksha’ Sai had given to my daughter. May Sai bless you all. For me Baba is anything and everything.Today (that is 2nd September 03) I received one letter from my daughter stating that Baba started coming in her dream and told her to have 'Padanamaskar'Baba does not leave his devotees. All his actions have a purpose. That anyone who believes in him strongly.. .he will show up and may be he may not always grant us what we ask for but he'll be always there with us. Still I am confident Baba always helps, he may test us but he'll never leave us with our trouble. I had told Baba if he helps me I'll share this with all devotees through all sai's group so that we learn not to let our faith in Baba get shaken in times of crisis. May Baba always help all his children in this way and that with every breath that we take we forever think of him only. I pray to Baba to let this peace remain in my life forever, as money, I think, is only secondary. I have lot of experiences in my life where Baba helped me a lot. He is always with me, with my family and everyone. As of today whatever I am, it's only by the grace of my beloved Baba. Even now also I am able to write this experience only by the grace of Baba. May Sai Baba bless everybody.Bow to Shri Sai – Peace be to allN.Swamy MahadevanNext-Sai's Miracle-Without left leg managing everything Part 02 Chat on a cool, new interface. No download required. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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