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Hello everybody...I am a devotee of Shirdi Sai.. Every thursday i used to do bhajan and distribute prasadh in my apts..wat my prb is i feel i am cheated by him.. coz recently i was very happy i got conceived and dat happiness dint last for 3mnths.. after dat just 20dys back i had the miscarriage and they took out the baby from me..

is it wrong wen i said baba cheated me.. i love him very much inspite this happend to me.. how shud i be feeling.. i dint pray for the past 20dys and i am feeling dat he dosent love me at all.. I want to get bk to him and to his bhajans but i am not able to do it whole heartedly and i am not able to pray like earlier.. there is this feeling dat he cheated me wen i tursted him more than anybody else in this world.. how can he do this to me.. why did he give the baby and took it with in less than 3mnths? i hope girls can imagine how dat feel wud be...actually i am angry on him now and dont feel like praying to him ...i joined in al the groups and i like reading abt him and wen i was carrying the baby i infact read sai satcharitra to ensure he wil keep the baby safe.. inspite of me dont all dat he just took away my baby...how shud i feel and why shud i pray there is every reason for me to be angry on him..!! henceforth i decided there is no baba.. he doesnt help any more.. there is no god and no one helped me..

plz help me come out of this and plz help me change my mind and i go bk to him once again..

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HI shiresha,

 

I am kishor a small devotee of lord sai baba.

 

It is really bad to know that miscarriege had happened. I feel very sorrry for that.

 

But dear Did you know  Sai Baba is planning to give you something better than that. It happens your sorrows will be for little time. Do not break your trust toward the Almighty Sai, Have Shraddha (Faith) & Saburi (Patient).

 

It is not like that I have never emcountered the proble. If I will tell you my part you wont belive in that. I am in UAE, & Was working here one company, I left India in Oct. for the better future of my Baby girl, Wife & Parents etc. But you know what.

 

Last month I left My job due to global crisis. but I am sure dat Sai Baba has a very good plan for me. This is what I belive . Can you belive that I am alone in this big country from past 20 days, doing nothing.

 

Do not worry He will bless you soon , Remember if your in ship & facing the storm , we hold our supprt very tightly rather than loosing it, It is the sane. Do not loos ur support.

 

If you are agree with me Pray as usual you do,  & give a reply. Soon he will bless you with baby.

 

Om sai Ram

 

 

On 4/8/09, sireesha angara <sireeshaangara wrote:

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hello everybody...I am a devotee of Shirdi Sai.. Every thursday i used to do bhajan and distribute prasadh in my apts..wat my prb is i feel i am cheated by him.. coz recently i was very happy i got conceived and dat happiness dint last for 3mnths.. after dat just 20dys back i had the miscarriage and they took out the baby from me..

is it wrong wen i said baba cheated me.. i love him very much inspite this happend to me.. how shud i be feeling.. i dint pray for the past 20dys and i am feeling dat he dosent love me at all.. I want to get bk to him and to his bhajans but i am not able to do it whole heartedly and i am not able to pray like earlier.. there is this feeling dat he cheated me wen i tursted him more than anybody else in this world.. how can he do this to me.. why did he give the baby and took it with in less than 3mnths? i hope girls can imagine how dat feel wud be...actually i am angry on him now and dont feel like praying to him ...i joined in al the groups and i like reading abt him and wen i was carrying the baby i infact read sai satcharitra to ensure he wil keep the baby safe.. inspite of me dont all dat he just took away my baby...how shud i feel and why shud i pray there is every reason for me to be angry on him..!! henceforth i decided there is no baba.. he doesnt help any more.. there is no god and no one helped me..

plz help me come out of this and plz help me change my mind and i go bk to him once again..

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Om Sai Ram

 

I dont know what to say but one thing is certain that if u love to baba trust on baba then u have to follow two rules Sharda and Saburi. Is shocking that miscarrige happend with u but i m sure baba must have some other planning for you. You know till today 4.5 years have been elapsed to my marrige but till today we dont have any child. But i Trust on Baba that one day they must shower their blessings on us.So if u love to Baba trust on baba then leave everything on Baba they must make the things better. I hope you understand what i want to say. Love to baba without expecting anything in return of love, Pooja, Bhakti and Bhajans if u do this then i m sure Baba must bless to their devotees. I feel sorry if anything hurts to u

 

Regards

Naval Arora

 

 

--- On Wed, 8/4/09, sireesha angara <sireeshaangara wrote:

sireesha angara <sireeshaangara Fwd: trust broken!! Date: Wednesday, 8 April, 2009, 12:50 PM

 

 

 

Hello everybody...I am a devotee of Shirdi Sai.. Every thursday i used to do bhajan and distribute prasadh in my apts..wat my prb is i feel i am cheated by him.. coz recently i was very happy i got conceived and dat happiness dint last for 3mnths.. after dat just 20dys back i had the miscarriage and they took out the baby from me.. :(is it wrong wen i said baba cheated me.. i love him very much inspite this happend to me.. how shud i be feeling.. i dint pray for the past 20dys and i am feeling dat he dosent love me at all.. I want to get bk to him and to his bhajans but i am not able to do it whole heartedly and i am not able to pray like earlier.. there is this feeling dat he cheated me wen i tursted him more than anybody else in this world.. how can he do this to me.. why did he give the baby and took it with in less than 3mnths? i hope girls can imagine how dat feel wud be...actually i am angry on him

now and dont feel like praying to him ...i joined in al the groups and i like reading abt him and wen i was carrying the baby i infact read sai satcharitra to ensure he wil keep the baby safe.. inspite of me dont all dat he just took away my baby...how shud i feel and why shud i pray there is every reason for me to be angry on him..!! henceforth i decided there is no baba... he doesnt help any more.. there is no god and no one helped me..plz help me come out of this and plz help me change my mind and i go bk to him once again..

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Amma Sireesha Thalli,

We all feel so sorry and sad for what happened. We are all with you and praying for your welfare and peace. We understand your feelings, the pangs of a mother-in-waiting ! It cannot be expressed but only experienced. Our hearts go out to you in this hour of immense agony ! But please bear it with calmness and absorb the sorrow and suffering. Allow the emotions to calm down. We tend to become irrational and insensible during emotions. Only when the mind is silent, then we will know the Truth and Righteousness. Besides, the intricacies of Karma and Dharma and the Cosmic Laws are beyond our comprehension. So, first calm down yourself and regain your composure and balance. Do not dwell your mind on the past and your fate but instead keep your mind open

for the Grace of God to work upon.

We do not know what is the reason behind everything that happens in this universe and since we are not perfect people with perfect minds and perfect control over ourselves and the world around us, it is better if we believe and trust in God to leave and surrender everthing to Him. As long as we have our personal and selfish desires, we always invite sorrow and suffering expecting results for our desires.

But true Bhakthi and love is beyond all desires and expectations. If our Bhakthi and Love is based on conditions, then can that be Bhakthi or Love at all ? Does a mother love her baby child on conditions or expecting something ? Is it not asking nothing in return ?

Remember always that all suffering is self-induced and due to our own karma and what all God does is for our own good and happiness. Who knows what good was behind the miscarriage from the baby point of view and from your point of view. Do not close yourselves to the possibilities of Divine Grace flowing into you. Time alone will prove it. So go on loving God for God alone is true and God alone is worth loving for He is the embodiment of love. Love alone is life, otherwise it is death !!! May God be with you !!!

A most humble devotee

--- On Wed, 8/4/09, sireesha angara <sireeshaangara wrote:

sireesha angara <sireeshaangara Fwd: trust broken!! Date: Wednesday, 8 April, 2009, 12:50 PM

 

 

 

Hello everybody...I am a devotee of Shirdi Sai.. Every thursday i used to do bhajan and distribute prasadh in my apts..wat my prb is i feel i am cheated by him.. coz recently i was very happy i got conceived and dat happiness dint last for 3mnths.. after dat just 20dys back i had the miscarriage and they took out the baby from me.. :(is it wrong wen i said baba cheated me.. i love him very much inspite this happend to me.. how shud i be feeling.. i dint pray for the past 20dys and i am feeling dat he dosent love me at all.. I want to get bk to him and to his bhajans but i am not able to do it whole heartedly and i am not able to pray like earlier.. there is this feeling dat he cheated me wen i tursted him more than anybody else in this world.. how can he do this to me.. why did he give the baby and took it with in less than 3mnths? i hope girls can imagine how dat feel wud be...actually i am angry on him

now and dont feel like praying to him ...i joined in al the groups and i like reading abt him and wen i was carrying the baby i infact read sai satcharitra to ensure he wil keep the baby safe.. inspite of me dont all dat he just took away my baby...how shud i feel and why shud i pray there is every reason for me to be angry on him..!! henceforth i decided there is no baba.. he doesnt help any more.. there is no god and no one helped me..plz help me come out of this and plz help me change my mind and i go bk to him once again..

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Sairam Kishor ji,

 

I am overwhelmed with joy unspeakable to hear your words that you have written to Shiresha ji. Really, she should not lose her devotion for Baba. I am more than 100 percent sure that Baba has something good reserved for her. Whatever may come on our way, we should never lose hope that Baba will not help us. Baba is always with us and He is everywhere. He understands our feelings and knows our hearts although we may not let Him know. Nothing is secret to Him. Shiresha ji should not talk ill of Baba (as she said that Baba has cheated her), rather pray to Him with full heart and soul. Baba can never disappoint His bhakt or one who thinks and talks of Him. I am even sure about you that in no time Baba will guide you to a better state of mind. His eyes are constantly towards you and He will provide with a job soon. Even I was jobless from Nov. 08 to Feb. 08. But never did I lose hope

of getting a job. I knew that Baba was testing me of my patience and faith.. I faced every day with much courage and increased faith and finally, He provided me a job. The little amount of money that I had saved from my salary were all finished during those months of joblessness. Finally, when Baba realised that if He does not provide me with a job, I will not be able to pay off the house rent and other expenses, He provided me a job for which I have never applied. Somebody suggested me to go and meet the concerned person in the office. When I went, there was an immediate vacancy and I got the offer without anyone taking my interview. The salary is handsome and I know Baba has more plan to make me happy though fulfilling my wishes.

 

Have "Shaburi" and "Shraddah". Give it full 100 percent. Then see what Baba does. It is a fact that Baba test our patience and faith before He grants us or fulfills our wishes.

 

Om Sai Ram,

 

Saiansh (Delhi) --- On Wed, 8/4/09, Kishor Giri <kishor.giri wrote:

Kishor Giri <kishor.giriRe: Fwd: trust broken!! Date: Wednesday, 8 April, 2009, 10:25 AM

 

 

 

HI shiresha,

 

I am kishor a small devotee of lord sai baba.

 

It is really bad to know that miscarriege had happened. I feel very sorrry for that.

 

But dear Did you know Sai Baba is planning to give you something better than that. It happens your sorrows will be for little time. Do not break your trust toward the Almighty Sai, Have Shraddha (Faith) & Saburi (Patient).

 

It is not like that I have never emcountered the proble. If I will tell you my part you wont belive in that. I am in UAE, & Was working here one company, I left India in Oct. for the better future of my Baby girl, Wife & Parents etc. But you know what.

 

Last month I left My job due to global crisis. but I am sure dat Sai Baba has a very good plan for me. This is what I belive . Can you belive that I am alone in this big country from past 20 days, doing nothing.

 

Do not worry He will bless you soon , Remember if your in ship & facing the storm , we hold our supprt very tightly rather than loosing it, It is the sane. Do not loos ur support.

 

If you are agree with me Pray as usual you do, & give a reply. Soon he will bless you with baby.

 

Om sai Ram

 

 

On 4/8/09, sireesha angara <sireeshaangara@ gmail.com> wrote:

 

 

 

 

 

Hello everybody...I am a devotee of Shirdi Sai.. Every thursday i used to do bhajan and distribute prasadh in my apts..wat my prb is i feel i am cheated by him.. coz recently i was very happy i got conceived and dat happiness dint last for 3mnths.. after dat just 20dys back i had the miscarriage and they took out the baby from me.. :(is it wrong wen i said baba cheated me.. i love him very much inspite this happend to me.. how shud i be feeling.. i dint pray for the past 20dys and i am feeling dat he dosent love me at all.. I want to get bk to him and to his bhajans but i am not able to do it whole heartedly and i am not able to pray like earlier.. there is this feeling dat he cheated me wen i tursted him more than anybody else in this world.. how can he do this to me.. why did he give the baby and took it with in less than 3mnths? i hope girls can imagine how dat feel wud be...actually i am angry on him

now and dont feel like praying to him ...i joined in al the groups and i like reading abt him and wen i was carrying the baby i infact read sai satcharitra to ensure he wil keep the baby safe.. inspite of me dont all dat he just took away my baby...how shud i feel and why shud i pray there is every reason for me to be angry on him..!! henceforth i decided there is no baba... he doesnt help any more.. there is no god and no one helped me..plz help me come out of this and plz help me change my mind and i go bk to him once again..

 

 

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Hi sireesha iam so sorry about ur loss.I don't believe he is not there ,i trust in his teachings because they helped me a lot to be a human and lead my life unattatched to things and people.I know no talk can fill the emptiness ,but a read to satcharitra helps u attatched to spirituality again .I hope every thing will be healed with time.Believe that u r the reason for every thing bad happens to u and he is the reason why some thing good is happening to u.--- On Wed, 8/4/09, sireesha angara <sireeshaangara wrote:

sireesha angara <sireeshaangara Fwd: trust broken!! Date: Wednesday, 8 April, 2009, 12:50 PM

 

 

 

Hello everybody...I am a devotee of Shirdi Sai.. Every thursday i used to do bhajan and distribute prasadh in my apts..wat my prb is i feel i am cheated by him.. coz recently i was very happy i got conceived and dat happiness dint last for 3mnths.. after dat just 20dys back i had the miscarriage and they took out the baby from me.. :(is it wrong wen i said baba cheated me.. i love him very much inspite this happend to me.. how shud i be feeling.. i dint pray for the past 20dys and i am feeling dat he dosent love me at all.. I want to get bk to him and to his bhajans but i am not able to do it whole heartedly and i am not able to pray like earlier.. there is this feeling dat he cheated me wen i tursted him more than anybody else in this world.. how can he do this to me.. why did he give the baby and took it with in less than 3mnths? i hope girls can imagine how dat feel wud be...actually i am angry on him

now and dont feel like praying to him ...i joined in al the groups and i like reading abt him and wen i was carrying the baby i infact read sai satcharitra to ensure he wil keep the baby safe.. inspite of me dont all dat he just took away my baby...how shud i feel and why shud i pray there is every reason for me to be angry on him..!! henceforth i decided there is no baba.. he doesnt help any more.. there is no god and no one helped me..plz help me come out of this and plz help me change my mind and i go bk to him once again..

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Baba stores good for every one it is us who stored bad from past births and bearing it now.But praying him helps us not effecting those bad deeds of past much on our lives as well as helps us build trust in urself .--- On Wed, 8/4/09, mylovingbaba <mylovingbaba wrote:

mylovingbaba <mylovingbabaRe: Fwd: trust broken!! Date: Wednesday, 8 April, 2009, 11:18 PM

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sairam Kishor ji,

 

I am overwhelmed with joy unspeakable to hear your words that you have written to Shiresha ji. Really, she should not lose her devotion for Baba. I am more than 100 percent sure that Baba has something good reserved for her. Whatever may come on our way, we should never lose hope that Baba will not help us. Baba is always with us and He is everywhere. He understands our feelings and knows our hearts although we may not let Him know. Nothing is secret to Him. Shiresha ji should not talk ill of Baba (as she said that Baba has cheated her), rather pray to Him with full heart and soul. Baba can never disappoint His bhakt or one who thinks and talks of Him. I am even sure about you that in no time Baba will guide you to a better state of mind. His eyes are constantly towards you and He will provide with a job soon. Even I was jobless from Nov. 08 to Feb. 08. But never did I lose hope

of getting a job. I knew that Baba was testing me of my patience and faith.. I faced every day with much courage and increased faith and finally, He provided me a job. The little amount of money that I had saved from my salary were all finished during those months of joblessness. Finally, when Baba realised that if He does not provide me with a job, I will not be able to pay off the house rent and other expenses, He provided me a job for which I have never applied. Somebody suggested me to go and meet the concerned person in the office. When I went, there was an immediate vacancy and I got the offer without anyone taking my interview. The salary is handsome and I know Baba has more plan to make me happy though fulfilling my wishes.

 

Have "Shaburi" and "Shraddah". Give it full 100 percent. Then see what Baba does. It is a fact that Baba test our patience and faith before He grants us or fulfills our wishes.

 

Om Sai Ram,

 

Saiansh (Delhi) --- On Wed, 8/4/09, Kishor Giri <kishor.giri@ gmail.com> wrote:

Kishor Giri <kishor.giri@ gmail.com>Re: Fwd: trust broken!!Wednesday, 8 April, 2009, 10:25 AM

 

 

 

HI shiresha,

 

I am kishor a small devotee of lord sai baba.

 

It is really bad to know that miscarriege had happened. I feel very sorrry for that.

 

But dear Did you know Sai Baba is planning to give you something better than that. It happens your sorrows will be for little time. Do not break your trust toward the Almighty Sai, Have Shraddha (Faith) & Saburi (Patient).

 

It is not like that I have never emcountered the proble. If I will tell you my part you wont belive in that. I am in UAE, & Was working here one company, I left India in Oct. for the better future of my Baby girl, Wife & Parents etc. But you know what.

 

Last month I left My job due to global crisis. but I am sure dat Sai Baba has a very good plan for me. This is what I belive . Can you belive that I am alone in this big country from past 20 days, doing nothing.

 

Do not worry He will bless you soon , Remember if your in ship & facing the storm , we hold our supprt very tightly rather than loosing it, It is the sane. Do not loos ur support.

 

If you are agree with me Pray as usual you do, & give a reply. Soon he will bless you with baby.

 

Om sai Ram

 

 

On 4/8/09, sireesha angara <sireeshaangara@ gmail.com> wrote:

 

 

 

 

 

Hello everybody...I am a devotee of Shirdi Sai.. Every thursday i used to do bhajan and distribute prasadh in my apts..wat my prb is i feel i am cheated by him.. coz recently i was very happy i got conceived and dat happiness dint last for 3mnths.. after dat just 20dys back i had the miscarriage and they took out the baby from me.. :(is it wrong wen i said baba cheated me.. i love him very much inspite this happend to me.. how shud i be feeling.. i dint pray for the past 20dys and i am feeling dat he dosent love me at all.. I want to get bk to him and to his bhajans but i am not able to do it whole heartedly and i am not able to pray like earlier.. there is this feeling dat he cheated me wen i tursted him more than anybody else in this world.. how can he do this to me.. why did he give the baby and took it with in less than 3mnths? i hope girls can imagine how dat feel wud be...actually i am angry on him

now and dont feel like praying to him ...i joined in al the groups and i like reading abt him and wen i was carrying the baby i infact read sai satcharitra to ensure he wil keep the baby safe.. inspite of me dont all dat he just took away my baby...how shud i feel and why shud i pray there is every reason for me to be angry on him..!! henceforth i decided there is no baba... he doesnt help any more.. there is no god and no one helped me..plz help me come out of this and plz help me change my mind and i go bk to him once again..

 

 

 

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BABA NOW ALWAYS WHAT IS BEST FOR US, MAYBE WE CANNOT KNOW NOW BUT SURE AT A LATER STAGE WE WILL REALIZE HOW MUCH HE HAS DONE FOR US ALL.

PLEASE DO NOT LOSE TRUST IN HIM , HE IS ALWAYS WITH US AND I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL BUT REMEMBER HIS WORDS, SHARDA AND SABURI.. TRUST IN THESE WORKS AND ALL WILL TURN OUT TO BE WELL

 

JAI SAI RAM DEEPAK

 

From: sireeshaangaraDate: Wed, 8 Apr 2009 00:20:25 -0700 Fwd: trust broken!!

 

 

 

Hello everybody...I am a devotee of Shirdi Sai.. Every thursday i used to do bhajan and distribute prasadh in my apts..wat my prb is i feel i am cheated by him.. coz recently i was very happy i got conceived and dat happiness dint last for 3mnths.. after dat just 20dys back i had the miscarriage and they took out the baby from me.. :(is it wrong wen i said baba cheated me.. i love him very much inspite this happend to me.. how shud i be feeling.. i dint pray for the past 20dys and i am feeling dat he dosent love me at all.. I want to get bk to him and to his bhajans but i am not able to do it whole heartedly and i am not able to pray like earlier.. there is this feeling dat he cheated me wen i tursted him more than anybody else in this world.. how can he do this to me.. why did he give the baby and took it with in less than 3mnths? i hope girls can imagine how dat feel wud be...actually i am angry on him now and dont feel like praying to him ...i joined in al the groups and i like reading abt him and wen i was carrying the baby i infact read sai satcharitra to ensure he wil keep the baby safe.. inspite of me dont all dat he just took away my baby...how shud i feel and why shud i pray there is every reason for me to be angry on him..!! henceforth i decided there is no baba.. he doesnt help any more.. there is no god and no one helped me..plz help me come out of this and plz help me change my mind and i go bk to him once again..

 

 

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Dear Sireesha,

 

I am sorry to hear the difficulties you have been through.

 

I would like you to answer the following question.

 

During your childhood, when your parents refused to give you your favorite things, where you angry with them and cut off the relationship ? Why did they not give you your favorite things even though you cried a lot ?

 

 

Sai Ram.....

 

 

 

 

 

 

n Wed, 8/4/09, sireesha angara <sireeshaangara@ gmail..com> wrote:

sireesha angara <sireeshaangara@ gmail.com> Fwd: trust broken!!Wednesday, 8 April, 2009, 12:50 PM

 

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I am a devotee of Shirdi Sai.. Every thursday i used to do bhajan and distribute prasadh in my apts..wat my prb is i feel i am cheated by him.. coz recently i was very happy i got conceived and dat happiness dint last for 3mnths.. after dat just 20dys back i had the miscarriage and they took out the baby from me.. :(is it wrong wen i said baba cheated me.. i love him very much inspite this happend to me.. how shud i be feeling.. i dint pray for the past 20dys and i am feeling dat he dosent love me at all.. I want to get bk to him and to his bhajans but i am not able to do it whole heartedly and i am not able to pray like earlier.. there is this feeling dat he cheated me wen i tursted him more than anybody else in this world.. how can he do this to me.. why did he give the baby and took it with in less than 3mnths? i hope girls can imagine how dat feel wud be...actually i am angry on him now and dont feel like praying to him ...i joined

in al the groups and i like reading abt him and wen i was carrying the baby i infact read sai satcharitra to ensure he wil keep the baby safe.. inspite of me dont all dat he just took away my baby...how shud i feel and why shud i pray there is every reason for me to be angry on him..!! henceforth i decided there is no baba... he doesnt help any more.. there is no god and no one helped me..

plz help me come out of this and plz help me change my mind and i go bk to him once again..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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thnx loads for all this moral strength u have given me..

hope u will be there for me..infact for all of us...will keep praying. and thnx today is thursay here. so nice start...!!

 

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SireeshaOn Wed, Apr 8, 2009 at 3:25 AM, Kishor Giri <kishor.giri wrote:

 

 

 

 

 

HI shiresha,

 

I am kishor a small devotee of lord sai baba.

 

It is really bad to know that miscarriege had happened. I feel very sorrry for that.

 

But dear Did you know  Sai Baba is planning to give you something better than that. It happens your sorrows will be for little time. Do not break your trust toward the Almighty Sai, Have Shraddha (Faith) & Saburi (Patient).

 

It is not like that I have never emcountered the proble. If I will tell you my part you wont belive in that. I am in UAE, & Was working here one company, I left India in Oct. for the better future of my Baby girl, Wife & Parents etc. But you know what.

 

Last month I left My job due to global crisis. but I am sure dat Sai Baba has a very good plan for me. This is what I belive . Can you belive that I am alone in this big country from past 20 days, doing nothing.

 

Do not worry He will bless you soon , Remember if your in ship & facing the storm , we hold our supprt very tightly rather than loosing it, It is the sane. Do not loos ur support.

 

If you are agree with me Pray as usual you do,  & give a reply. Soon he will bless you with baby.

 

Om sai Ram

 

 

On 4/8/09, sireesha angara <sireeshaangara wrote:

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hello everybody...I am a devotee of Shirdi Sai.. Every thursday i used to do bhajan and distribute prasadh in my apts..wat my prb is i feel i am cheated by him.. coz recently i was very happy i got conceived and dat happiness dint last for 3mnths.. after dat just 20dys back i had the miscarriage and they took out the baby from me..

is it wrong wen i said baba cheated me.. i love him very much inspite this happend to me.. how shud i be feeling.. i dint pray for the past 20dys and i am feeling dat he dosent love me at all.. I want to get bk to him and to his bhajans but i am not able to do it whole heartedly and i am not able to pray like earlier.. there is this feeling dat he cheated me wen i tursted him more than anybody else in this world.. how can he do this to me.. why did he give the baby and took it with in less than 3mnths? i hope girls can imagine how dat feel wud be...actually i am angry on him now and dont feel like praying to him ...i joined in al the groups and i like reading abt him and wen i was carrying the baby i infact read sai satcharitra to ensure he wil keep the baby safe.. inspite of me dont all dat he just took away my baby...how shud i feel and why shud i pray there is every reason for me to be angry on him..!! henceforth i decided there is no baba.. he doesnt help any more.. there is no god and no one helped me..

plz help me come out of this and plz help me change my mind and i go bk to him once again..

[Guest guest]

Om Sairam dear Sireesha sister

 

I can understand your feelings. On this matter I may

suggest u to follow this bhajan of sainath.

 

Dhiraj rakh who rehamat ki barakha barasa bhi dega.

Jis sai ne derd diya hai wohi dawa bhi dega.

chod kabhi na aas ki dori

khushiya dega bharbhar gori,

mager who gam ki perchaise tuze dara bhi dega.

Jis sai ne derd diya hai who hi dawa bhi dega.

 

I hope u may understand this Hindi song. If not ask anybody to explain

the meaning.

 

Sangita.

On 4/8/09, sireesha angara <sireeshaangara wrote:

> Hello everybody...

>

> I am a devotee of Shirdi Sai.. Every thursday i used to do bhajan and

> distribute prasadh in my apts..

> wat my prb is i feel i am cheated by him.. coz recently i was very happy i

> got conceived and dat happiness dint last for 3mnths.. after dat just 20dys

> back i had the miscarriage and they took out the baby from me..

> is it wrong wen i said baba cheated me.. i love him very much inspite this

> happend to me.. how shud i be feeling.. i dint pray for the past 20dys and i

> am feeling dat he dosent love me at all..

> I want to get bk to him and to his bhajans but i am not able to do it whole

> heartedly and i am not able to pray like earlier.. there is this feeling dat

> he cheated me wen i tursted him more than anybody else in this world.. how

> can he do this to me.. why did he give the baby and took it with in less

> than 3mnths? i hope girls can imagine how dat feel wud be...actually i am

> angry on him now and dont feel like praying to him ...i joined in al the

> groups and i like reading abt him and wen i was carrying the baby i infact

> read sai satcharitra to ensure he wil keep the baby safe.. inspite of me

> dont all dat he just took away my baby...how shud i feel and why shud i pray

> there is every reason for me to be angry on him..!! henceforth i decided

> there is no baba.. he doesnt help any more.. there is no god and no one

> helped me..

>

> plz help me come out of this and plz help me change my mind and i go bk to

> him once again..

>

[Guest guest]

Dear Sister,

 

Do't worry. I can understand your problem But have full faith on sai. Sai is testing your patience. May be this is good for you because only sai knows it . So everthing will be allright I promise you and it is guarantee from sai that next time it would not be happen again take care of your health I have a full faith on Sai so I am telling you have little bit patience and faith on SaiBaba. And don't weep. Have trust on Sai..

 

Sairam

With Regards

 

 

Aparna--- On Thu, 9/4/09, suhas hande <hande.suhas wrote:

suhas hande <hande.suhasRe: Fwd: trust broken!! Date: Thursday, 9 April, 2009, 11:46 AM

 

 

Om Sairam dear Sireesha sisterI can understand your feelings. On this matter I maysuggest u to follow this bhajan of sainath.Dhiraj rakh who rehamat ki barakha barasa bhi dega.Jis sai ne derd diya hai wohi dawa bhi dega.chod kabhi na aas ki dorikhushiya dega bharbhar gori,mager who gam ki perchaise tuze dara bhi dega.Jis sai ne derd diya hai who hi dawa bhi dega.I hope u may understand this Hindi song. If not ask anybody to explainthe meaning.Sangita.On 4/8/09, sireesha angara <sireeshaangara@ gmail.com> wrote:> Hello everybody...>> I am a devotee of Shirdi Sai.. Every thursday i used to do bhajan and> distribute prasadh in my apts..> wat my prb is i feel i am cheated by him.. coz recently i

was very happy i> got conceived and dat happiness dint last for 3mnths.. after dat just 20dys> back i had the miscarriage and they took out the baby from me.. > is it wrong wen i said baba cheated me.. i love him very much inspite this> happend to me.. how shud i be feeling.. i dint pray for the past 20dys and i> am feeling dat he dosent love me at all..> I want to get bk to him and to his bhajans but i am not able to do it whole> heartedly and i am not able to pray like earlier.. there is this feeling dat> he cheated me wen i tursted him more than anybody else in this world.. how> can he do this to me.. why did he give the baby and took it with in less> than 3mnths? i hope girls can imagine how dat feel wud be...actually i am> angry on him now and dont feel like praying to him ...i joined in al the> groups and i like reading abt him and wen i was carrying the baby i

infact> read sai satcharitra to ensure he wil keep the baby safe.. inspite of me> dont all dat he just took away my baby...how shud i feel and why shud i pray> there is every reason for me to be angry on him..!! henceforth i decided> there is no baba.. he doesnt help any more.. there is no god and no one> helped me..>> plz help me come out of this and plz help me change my mind and i go bk to> him once again..>

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YOUR SMILE IS YOUR BEST FRIEND._._._..MAKE IT SOME ONE ELSE'S TOO !BE HAPPY, IT'S ONE WAY OF BEING WISE, I am a devotee of Shirdi Sai.. Every thursday i used to do bhajan and distribute prasadh in my apts..wat

my prb is i feel i am cheated by him.. coz recently i was very happy i

got conceived and dat happiness dint last for 3mnths.. after dat just

20dys back i had the miscarriage and they took out the baby from me..

is it wrong wen i said baba cheated me.. i love him very much inspite

this happend to me.. how shud i be feeling.. i dint pray for the past

20dys and i am feeling dat he dosent love me at all.. I

want to get bk to him and to his bhajans but i am not able to do it

whole heartedly and i am not able to pray like earlier.. there is this

feeling dat he cheated me wen i tursted him more than anybody else in

this world.. how can he do this to me.. why did he give the baby and

took it with in less than 3mnths? i hope girls can imagine how dat feel

wud be...actually i am angry on him now and dont feel like praying to

him ...i joined in al the groups and i like reading abt him and wen i

was carrying the baby i infact read sai satcharitra to ensure he wil

keep the baby safe.. inspite of me dont all dat he just took away my

baby...how shud i feel and why shud i pray there is every reason for me

to be angry on him..!! henceforth i decided there is no baba.. he

doesnt help any more.. there is no god and no one helped me..

plz help me come out of this and plz help me change my mind and i go bk to him once again..-----------------Dear Sireesha,I am also a devotee of Shirdi Sai Baba, may be for the last 20 yrs. and it is only for the last 2 yrs that I started reading Sai Satcharitra regularly. Besides I am also a devotee of Bhagwan Shiv, Bala ji (Hanuman Ji) of Menhdipur Ghata- Rajasthan and also of Shani Dev & Durga Maa without any disrespect to any one.But it does not mean that I never had to suffer, I suffered also, lost so much and gained a lot, and in the end I feel that I am gainer. I am much elder to you so I feel that I have a right to scold you amd show you the right path, and thats why I

have highlighted and underlined some lines of your letter. You must have known this doha:Chinta wa ki keejiye jo anhonee hoyeAnhonee honi nahi honi hoye so hoye. To beta, I can realize your mental condition because of the miscarriage, but my dear, either it might have been for some future betterment or may be because of your some past karm in this life or the past life.Secondly, since you had been reading Sai Satcharitra regularly, just see the last paragraph of the Chapter 25 in which Shri Damoo Anna had the same confuions and Baba replied that all the flowers on the mango tree do not turn into mangoes, a large number is destroyed before turning into small fruit, and a good number gets destoyed due to wind etc. similarily every devotee is also not benefitted completely. Look at Mahalsapati, he was the closest devotee of Shirdi Sai, still he had to live all his life in poverty and even Baba did not allow him to accept any money

from anybody. But he maintained Sharddha and Saburi.And now the main question, do you need Baba or Baba needs you. It is we who surrender before him without knowing our sins and accept him as our saviour. If you feel he has cheated you or he does not exist then you are most welcome, there are trillions of persons in the world who do not know anything about him or do not have faith in him, still they are living.But don't forget that everything has its own time, "Hani laabh jeevan maran, yash apyash Vidhi haath" we are there to fulfill our duties and ther result is in HIS hands, we will certainly get the result but how much and when, we can not impose or dictate, we have to follow. There is always a possibility that this mishappening might be having some good for your future, so have trust with complete devotion and patience, may it be Shirdi Sai or any one of your choice. But HE also has to see our eligibility, test us, judge our

perseverance, our patience and trust. Choice is yours, HE will not come to beg for your bhakti, Sorry if my bluntness hurt you.God Bless you. Jai Sai RaamSincerelyKr.Shiv Pratap Singh--- On Wed, 4/8/09, sireesha angara <sireeshaangara wrote:sireesha angara <sireeshaangaraRe: Fwd: trust broken!! Date: Wednesday, April 8, 2009, 6:57 PM

 

Hi ..

 

 

thnx loads for all this moral strength u have given me..

hope u will be there for me..infact for all of us...will keep praying. and thnx today is thursay here. so nice start...!!

 

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A conclusion is simply the place where someone got tired of thinking....!

Cheers,

SireeshaOn Wed, Apr 8, 2009 at 3:25 AM, Kishor Giri <kishor.giri wrote:

 

 

 

 

 

HI shiresha,

 

I am kishor a small devotee of lord sai baba.

 

It is really bad to know that miscarriege had happened. I feel very sorrry for that.

 

But dear Did you know Sai Baba is planning to give you something better than that. It happens your sorrows will be for little time. Do not break your trust toward the Almighty Sai, Have Shraddha (Faith) & Saburi (Patient).

 

It is not like that I have never emcountered the proble. If I will tell you my part you wont belive in that. I am in UAE, & Was working here one company, I left India in Oct. for the better future of my Baby girl, Wife & Parents etc. But you know what.

 

Last month I left My job due to global crisis. but I am sure dat Sai Baba has a very good plan for me. This is what I belive . Can you belive that I am alone in this big country from past 20 days, doing nothing.

 

Do not worry He will bless you soon , Remember if your in ship & facing the storm , we hold our supprt very tightly rather than loosing it, It is the sane. Do not loos ur support.

 

If you are agree with me Pray as usual you do, & give a reply. Soon he will bless you with baby.

 

Om sai Ram

 

 

On 4/8/09, sireesha angara <sireeshaangara wrote:

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hello everybody...I am a devotee of Shirdi Sai.. Every thursday i used to do bhajan and distribute prasadh in my apts..wat my prb is i feel i am cheated by him.. coz recently i was very happy i got conceived and dat happiness dint last for 3mnths.. after dat just 20dys back i had the miscarriage and they took out the baby from me..

is it wrong wen i said baba cheated me.. i love him very much inspite this happend to me.. how shud i be feeling.. i dint pray for the past 20dys and i am feeling dat he dosent love me at all.. I want to get bk to him and to his bhajans but i am not able to do it whole heartedly and i am not able to pray like earlier.. there is this feeling dat he cheated me wen i tursted him more than anybody else in this world.. how can he do this to me.. why did he give the baby and took it with in less than 3mnths? i hope girls can imagine how dat feel wud be...actually i am angry on him now and dont feel like praying to him ...i joined in al the groups and i like reading abt him and wen i was carrying the baby i infact read sai satcharitra to ensure he wil keep the baby safe.. inspite of me dont all dat he just took away my baby...how shud i feel and why shud i pray there is every reason for me to be angry on him..!! henceforth i decided there is no baba.. he

doesnt help any more.. there is no god and no one helped me..

plz help me come out of this and plz help me change my mind and i go bk to him once again..