Guest guest Posted December 21, 2009 Report Share Posted December 21, 2009 My humble pranams to Bhagawan Sathya Sai Baba....Sai ram Bro and sis,Im currently facing a very difficult situation in my life regarding my education pathway. I am from Malaysia but came to India to study as i taught that is what swami wants. Whenever, im in confuse state, i will write down in two piece of paper which in one paper the word "yes" and another word "no". I will keep this to paper in front of swami's picture and i will ask him the question which i should decide on. Then i will pick one paper and i believe it is the answer from swami. That is what i did before i decided to came India as swami permited to come to his land. However, i was cheated in my first university that i joined and later on i came back to Malaysia and i did the same ting again by asking swami and pick another paper and he said yes for me to join another university in india here and currently im studying here. Unfortunately, i was not allowed to sit for my examination as they promised previously and the college management made me to join the break batch which is to study another 6 month with those who fail in the exam to reseat again for the paper in order to enter second year. I was then not that dissapointed and pursued my studies as i need to face my karma. After 9 month im in this university tings change where they did not teach me properly and being in break batch hurts me badly as people think im a failure student and i did not receive a proper education as i should. I need to ask everything personally to the lectures but it should be their duty to teach me. Those who is in break bacth are totally isolated. Im dam upset and confuse what shall i do. My main exam is on february and im trying to study everytung by my own. I cant argue with the management or the lectures as they will fail me. I have asked swami again about my studies weather shall i discontinue my studies by the same method and he said " yes" at the first try one week before. I just let it go and told my parent and there is no changes in them. So i did some mass prayers today and told swami all that hapened to me and i told i will try again twice more and that should b exact answer. The second answer was 'No" but the third answer was "yes" as the first answer he given. Can anyone tell me wheather am i doing the right choice and is that swami's answer course all the answer that he given made my life upside down. Please help me.Jai Sai ram...With Love,Vignes.... New Windows 7: Find the right PC for you. Learn more. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 21, 2009 Report Share Posted December 21, 2009 Dear Vignas, so sorry to hear of your troubles. As i read this i feel , and it is up to you of course, that you should dispense with the yes / no papers- questions. I feel you should do what ever is in your heart and not what is in your mind - head - Swami knows what is best for you in and no matter what the outcome is . Do your very best in life and trust in him... then trust in yourself for surely this is the greatest display of faith in him. I wish you luck indeed,God Bless you in your endeavours. Dave ascensionforyou "Vignes" <Vignes Sent: Monday, 21 December, 2009 15:30:31[sBOI-post] Help required to clear my doubt My humble pranams to Bhagawan Sathya Sai Baba....Sai ram Bro and sis,Im currently facing a very difficult situation in my life regarding my education pathway. I am from Malaysia but came to India to study as i taught that is what swami wants. Whenever, im in confuse state, i will write down in two piece of paper which in one paper the word "yes" and another word "no". I will keep this to paper in front of swami's picture and i will ask him the question which i should decide on. Then i will pick one paper and i believe it is the answer from swami. That is what i did before i decided to came India as swami permited to come to his land. However, i was cheated in my first university that i joined and later on i came back to Malaysia and i did the same ting again by asking swami and pick another paper and he said yes for me to join another university in india here and currently im studying here. Unfortunately, i was not allowed to sit for my examination as they promised previously and the college management made me to join the break batch which is to study another 6 month with those who fail in the exam to reseat again for the paper in order to enter second year. I was then not that dissapointed and pursued my studies as i need to face my karma. After 9 month im in this university tings change where they did not teach me properly and being in break batch hurts me badly as people think im a failure student and i did not receive a proper education as i should. I need to ask everything personally to the lectures but it should be their duty to teach me. Those who is in break bacth are totally isolated. Im dam upset and confuse what shall i do. My main exam is on february and im trying to study everytung by my own. I cant argue with the management or the lectures as they will fail me. I have asked swami again about my studies weather shall i discontinue my studies by the same method and he said " yes" at the first try one week before. I just let it go and told my parent and there is no changes in them. So i did some mass prayers today and told swami all that hapened to me and i told i will try again twice more and that should b exact answer. The second answer was 'No" but the third answer was "yes" as the first answer he given. Can anyone tell me wheather am i doing the right choice and is that swami's answer course all the answer that he given made my life upside down. Please help me.Jai Sai ram...With Love,Vignes.... New Windows 7: Find the right PC for you. Learn more. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 21, 2009 Report Share Posted December 21, 2009 Vignes, Hi my name is Charlie and I am writing you from Colorado, USA. In response to your query regarding your studies I do have some thoughts. I would like to say that your vigilance in these matters concerning your studies is admirable. You pray and turn all over to Sai. Love sprouts from perseverance. Regardless of what path you choose know that Swami is with you in your heart always and that He loves you. Not the student or the son or brother but You. Continue walking the path you have chosen and if it is not the right path know that Baba will put you where you need to be. Trust in His process. I understand your frustration and currently have many frustrations in my own life. Most days I want to run away screaming but I don't. I trust that Swami knows what is best for me. I give everything to Him and do the best I can do. I put one foot in front of the other and breath. Sai Ram and I pray for you. You are blessed. Love-Vignes rao Sent: Monday, December 21, 2009 7:30:31 AM GMT -08:00 US/Canada Pacific[sBOI-post] Help required to clear my doubt My humble pranams to Bhagawan Sathya Sai Baba....Sai ram Bro and sis,Im currently facing a very difficult situation in my life regarding my education pathway. I am from Malaysia but came to India to study as i taught that is what swami wants. Whenever, im in confuse state, i will write down in two piece of paper which in one paper the word "yes" and another word "no". I will keep this to paper in front of swami's picture and i will ask him the question which i should decide on. Then i will pick one paper and i believe it is the answer from swami. That is what i did before i decided to came India as swami permited to come to his land. However, i was cheated in my first university that i joined and later on i came back to Malaysia and i did the same ting again by asking swami and pick another paper and he said yes for me to join another university in india here and currently im studying here. Unfortunately, i was not allowed to sit for my examination as they promised previously and the college management made me to join the break batch which is to study another 6 month with those who fail in the exam to reseat again for the paper in order to enter second year. I was then not that dissapointed and pursued my studies as i need to face my karma. After 9 month im in this university tings change where they did not teach me properly and being in break batch hurts me badly as people think im a failure student and i did not receive a proper education as i should. I need to ask everything personally to the lectures but it should be their duty to teach me. Those who is in break bacth are totally isolated. Im dam upset and confuse what shall i do. My main exam is on february and im trying to study everytung by my own. I cant argue with the management or the lectures as they will fail me. I have asked swami again about my studies weather shall i discontinue my studies by the same method and he said " yes" at the first try one week before. I just let it go and told my parent and there is no changes in them. So i did some mass prayers today and told swami all that hapened to me and i told i will try again twice more and that should b exact answer. The second answer was 'No" but the third answer was "yes" as the first answer he given. Can anyone tell me wheather am i doing the right choice and is that swami's answer course all the answer that he given made my life upside down. Please help me.Jai Sai ram...With Love,Vignes.... New Windows 7: Find the right PC for you. Learn more. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2009 Report Share Posted December 22, 2009 My dear boy , you SHOULD NOT go on testing the Lord Sai ,once Swami says NO,you should have gone back to your native country, instead of postponing Swami's first decision. Realise that, Swami is the SUPREME, & just obey HIS decision on the first count , & then afterwards,however many times, you put the chit,it is based on your mind's desires. & not that of the Lord .wish you all the best .JaiSairam. S.Ramachandran,with blessings.Mumbai On Mon, Dec 21, 2009 at 9:00 PM, <> wrote: My humble pranams to Bhagawan Sathya Sai Baba....Sai ram Bro and sis,Im currently facing a very difficult situation in my life regarding my education pathway. I am from Malaysia but came to India to study as i taught that is what swami wants. Whenever, im in confuse state, i will write down in two piece of paper which in one paper the word " yes " and another word " no " . I will keep this to paper in front of swami's picture and i will ask him the question which i should decide on. Then i will pick one paper and i believe it is the answer from swami. That is what i did before i decided to came India as swami permited to come to his land. However, i was cheated in my first university that i joined and later on i came back to Malaysia and i did the same ting again by asking swami and pick another paper and he said yes for me to join another university in india here and currently im studying here. Unfortunately, i was not allowed to sit for my examination as they promised previously and the college management made me to join the break batch which is to study another 6 month with those who fail in the exam to reseat again for the paper in order to enter second year. I was then not that dissapointed and pursued my studies as i need to face my karma. After 9 month im in this university tings change where they did not teach me properly and being in break batch hurts me badly as people think im a failure student and i did not receive a proper education as i should. I need to ask everything personally to the lectures but it should be their duty to teach me. Those who is in break bacth are totally isolated. Im dam upset and confuse what shall i do. My main exam is on february and im trying to study everytung by my own. I cant argue with the management or the lectures as they will fail me. I have asked swami again about my studies weather shall i discontinue my studies by the same method and he said " yes " at the first try one week before. I just let it go and told my parent and there is no changes in them. So i did some mass prayers today and told swami all that hapened to me and i told i will try again twice more and that should b exact answer. The second answer was 'No " but the third answer was " yes " as the first answer he given. Can anyone tell me wheather am i doing the right choice and is that swami's answer course all the answer that he given made my life upside down. Please help me. Jai Sai ram...With Love,Vignes.... New Windows 7: Find the right PC for you. Learn more. -- The best way to love GOD is to 'love all,be goodserve all, & help ever ----Sri Sathya Sai Baba. Loving blessings & best wishes . S.Ramachandran Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2009 Report Share Posted December 22, 2009 Dear Devotee, I agree with the others pls leave out this yes/no method. There are many people who follow this method but in the end get confused. What has happened has happened. Pls pray to swami and he will definetely guide you. Dont worry all will be fine. Swami is with u... Sai Love Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2009 Report Share Posted December 22, 2009 Sorry Vignesh but this writing on a piece paper method only cheapens baba..Hes not some genie there to keep on answering you on a piece of paper unless he has personally told you to do so..I know from personal experience that once you totally surrender and leave everything in his hands how difficult the situation then answers come either by signs or dreams or other synchronicities but you have to learn to be patient first ... --- On Mon, 21/12/09, Vignes <Vignes wrote:Vignes <VignesSubject: [sBOI-post] Help required to clear my doubt Date: Monday, 21 December, 2009, 15:30 My humble pranams to Bhagawan Sathya Sai Baba....Sai ram Bro and sis,Im currently facing a very difficult situation in my life regarding my education pathway. I am from Malaysia but came to India to study as i taught that is what swami wants. Whenever, im in confuse state, i will write down in two piece of paper which in one paper the word "yes" and another word "no". I will keep this to paper in front of swami's picture and i will ask him the question which i should decide on. Then i will pick one paper and i believe it is the answer from swami. That is what i did before i decided to came India as swami permited to come to his land. However, i was cheated in my first university that i joined and later on i came back to Malaysia and i did the same ting again by asking swami and pick another paper and he said yes for me to join another university in india here and currently im studying here. Unfortunately, i was not allowed to sit for my examination as they promised previously and the college management made me to join the break batch which is to study another 6 month with those who fail in the exam to reseat again for the paper in order to enter second year.. I was then not that dissapointed and pursued my studies as i need to face my karma. After 9 month im in this university tings change where they did not teach me properly and being in break batch hurts me badly as people think im a failure student and i did not receive a proper education as i should. I need to ask everything personally to the lectures but it should be their duty to teach me. Those who is in break bacth are totally isolated. Im dam upset and confuse what shall i do. My main exam is on february and im trying to study everytung by my own. I cant argue with the management or the lectures as they will fail me. I have asked swami again about my studies weather shall i discontinue my studies by the same method and he said " yes" at the first try one week before. I just let it go and told my parent and there is no changes in them. So i did some mass prayers today and told swami all that hapened to me and i told i will try again twice more and that should b exact answer. The second answer was 'No" but the third answer was "yes" as the first answer he given. Can anyone tell me wheather am i doing the right choice and is that swami's answer course all the answer that he given made my life upside down. Please help me.Jai Sai ram...With Love,Vignes.... New Windows 7: Find the right PC for you. Learn more. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 23, 2009 Report Share Posted December 23, 2009 Dear Vignes, I read your email and understand your plight! Sometimes we seem to be force Swami to guide us by tuning our thought process to get the desired result we want. We accept results when they are in sync with whatever has been pre-decided by us and question when they dont tally. Forget the situation and channelize your thought process with Swamis grace to excel in what you have. Cribbing and worrying about external conditions (while it is your Dharma as a student to study and excel) is not going to help. Quitting is again not a choice but a decision we often make to escape the consequences. I cannot name anyone here but do you know how challenging things can be for students even at Swamis college. First they have limited time to study, standard of education is tough and as ever politics in its own way exists. There have been some students who despite being good cannot cope up and drop out at times. Swami helps each student in his own way based on his earnestness and his bank balance (good deeds). Just do your part of studying and seek his grace to come out with flying colours. My instinct tells me that you are a fighter and will take this as a challenge to excel!! Best Wishes & Sai Ram.. Venkat Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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