The Winds Of Change – 2002/3 – Sathya Sai Memories

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As i write this, my eyes brim with tears of bliss from this memory of the final

days when He walked among us. Be loved and be blesses.

 

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Dear Loving Hearts

 

Sai Ram Martin, I thank you heartily for sharing your thoughts with us. How true! Yes, the Winds of Change have changed. From 1987 to 1994 I had enjoyed many Darshans and Blessings from loving Sai Baba both inside the interview room and outside under no roof.

 

Before the police came in, the Pavan family invited me to join them in when Sai Baba called them. He blessed mw with a ring. This was my last interview. This was when, after my last interview, the policewomen in uniforms came in for the first time and screened us. Many Sai devotees were angry and left the Ashram in protest. Therefore, the police donned saris instead of uniforms and cream scarves. Since this, we foreigners are being pushed to the back or some few rows away from the first line. Three years ago, (my last trip to the Ashram for Darshans) one day I went to patient area due to vision impairment. A new fortnight seva dal on duty wrote asking me if was a publican or patient. I am deaf so writings have to be done for conversations. I pointed to the word, "patient" I was surprised when she worded "Publican". It would be better if she simply wrote, "Are you a patient?" Every one of us is a "special" and equal to loving Heart of Divine Sai Baba.

 

Still, Sai Baba gave me many loving looks and even thumbed up "Good" . To me, interview room or inner interview Darshans are as the same. It is because He does not talk to me when I am in the interview room. An interpreter tells me what He had said to me when we are outside.

 

When I think of old memories and old days. I know I have had been very lucky that I went to Sai Baba in early days. I had been on first line many times and Sai Baba would enjoy teasing our group. I am treasuring inner secrets of my experiences with Him. Seeing new Sai devotees coming in, I know they have missed close Darshans so I have to accept the deprival of interview room Darshans. Now I look to Him inside my Atmic heart. I have not been able to take trips to the Ashram for last 3 years because of serious financial difficulties. I am still begging Sai Baba to let me seeing Him face to face. I know if I want to be close to Sai Baba, Christmas season is the best because Christians will sit at the front as specials. Sai Baba Willing.

 

A Blissful New Year to you all.

 

Betty

 

 

 

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