Sharing more awesome blessings and mysteries.... & Happy New Year !!!

[Guest guest]

Namaste & The Most Blessed New Year for ALL....

 

I wish to update that I did in fact return the Siddh bracelet, and

fastened it on my friend ( no matter her actions from ignorance which

insult my ego, I resolve to recognize that I have no enemy but the

one within LOL , while telling her I attached my unconditional love

and forgiveness, and many desires and wishes for her, and let her go,

a long with my own plea to have all residual feelings within me still

attached to these events dispelled and negated.

 

You will not believe this, or maybe you will....but those ancient red

coral beads which went 'missing' appeared in a jar of oil in my house.

No, they were not there, before. No, she did not have access to return

them either. In fact, even the 2 I had given her were present. There

was only my person and a very strong aroma/scent of flowers in the

air, close to Rose. Very curious. I have no such flowers in the

house growing, nor any outside. Yet scent lingered so that others

still smelled it too later. We gave thanks for the aroma, and later

it was not present. So it must be meaning something. Yet I am not sure

what.

 

I pondered your last advice, and have only little to say in rejoinder.

I have on good authority from multiple sources that I am not paying

dividends on negative karma accrued from past lives; in fact, my

blessings and life are from God/dess's merciful grace and love as

gifts for my previous and current love.

But I am not fully 'awake', so I have some difficult lessons to

(re)learn in this life cycle, and I am determined to benefit, to

surmount the ego and illusory form of Maya....this is why Rudraksha

ratna center and this group, as well as the estimable and revered

Neeta-ji have been so helpful. all contribute some tools or point

out those sing-posts on the map which direct me the best route for

mySelf to have love with Divine.

 

Many moons ago, my jeweler friend offered to me a custom-made ring,

very lovely....it was so unusual, he wanted to gift it, but I paid

nominal fee. Now this ring.....it is hard to describe, it is gold band

and the front is like flowing capital " S " or a figure-8 which is not

closed but flowing together, becoming one piece, blending both halves.

In each place of the loop, there is tear-shaped sapphire stone; one is

pink and one is blue. They are incomparable clarity, and in fact like

my purple spinel stone, they seem to also reflect other hues and

colors in sunlight, there is orange and fiery red in pink stone, as

well as greens and indigo blues in the lighter blue stone. Very

wondrous piece, and though I felt drawn to it so much, I just haven't

'felt' the UpaGuru guiding me to wear on fingers of either hand. Long

time ago, I had vision in a dream, and then one day on your website I

saw the picture itself! It is the Divine Form called Ardhanareeshar,

as Neeta-ji so kindly reminded me! At last! So I knew this was another

affirmation to order the Guari-Shankar and have this ring made into

ornament to honor the bead and all it represents. Unless such a thing

would be prohibited or not prescribed for bead. But I think if you saw

this ring, compared with picture of Divine form Ardhanareeshwar, and

contemplated the Gauri Shankar bead, perhaps you would see how it all

connects.

 

The perfect blending with Self, connection with Divine One....to have

anchor into the reality of connection to All, what more can any soul

really seek?

This is such a powerful and seemingly perfect way to honor Shakti

energy and Lord Shiva, etc....I am so profoundly enmeshed in

wonderment and love, and such gratitude, how can I ever be worthy of

such blessing and adornments, such love?

 

So....I have looked at the Charity offerings, for donation to Temple,

that I must ask ( sorry I do not know, thanks for kind patience)....is

there any of these, or combination, which would thus be appropriate

and correspond to this magnificent blessed event?

 

I have no verbiage to convey my intentions for such incredible

blessings in year of 2009, in whole Universe, that I only can wish

each and all Happy New Year !!!

Love in its purest essence is spiritual fire, and I am igniting sparks

with my intentions that each sentient being is blazing and shining

with this most ineffable and incomparable light/energy/fire/bliss/love

( Skahti?). I am sorry I do not know at this moment the correct words

for the things to express, but words themselves are only signposts

which point to the meaning.

Here in America I have long told people, " Feel the Love, Be the

Light! " and it is like everyone understands this in best way for each

one.

The Catholic Saint Mother Teresa was known to have said, " You say a

prayer as you understand God, and I will say my prayer, and together

we will offer a most wonderful thing (song) to God/dess "

 

 

Bom! Bom! OM Shanti, Shanti, Shanti...

 

Respectfully,

Gina