Re-Sanctifying Rudraksha mala....???

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Technically, she asked me specifically to cleanse and re-energize it; when as an aside I commented that after a year, I was kind of sad that I have not been able to purchase another for myself. Her rejoinder was, " Well, I told you that you can have it ....and I have told you this many times."

But......some undercurrent of insincerity involved there. I know her well enough to know that if she truly meant to give it back, she would do so regardless of protestations....so her words and actions/emotive energy do not correlate entirely. I also have a sense she has said this many times because she knows it is not really in my nature to take it back...!!!

 

I dislike waffling. I had to laugh out loud literally, since when I was pondering this issue months ago, what did I find on the shore of an island after a storm but a lovely whale vertebrae fossilized.....and many other signposts since which tell me " get a backbone"...ha ha ha.

Seems I have no lack of courage for other things, but am a pushover ( my own fault, I own) when it comes to issues invlving letting people exploit the self-less type of compassion and love I extend...not to merely loved ones I know, but the 'needy'.

I think I ought to have gotten a clue when she evinced an attitude 6 weeks ago....I was very generous to a homeless person, blessing them with money after this man simply played some music for me on his guitar....he never asked for money. She felt it was selfish of me to give him money, instead of giving it to her. Well, my Mother was in the hospital; celebrating/showing some gratitude to the Supreme Giver of all Life and Gifts, I chose to bless this homeless man without being asked. He uplifted my spirit, sang very powerful spiritual music for me ( after asking persmission to share his talent with me and not asking for handout!), in response to the answered prayers/supplications/blessings of better health for my Mother. Mind you, we were at a resteraunt where I paid for her dinner, but this was not enough, she actually got miffed that I gave 20 dollars to this homeless man instead of giving it to her.

 

But this being said, I thank you again for the timely advice and suggestions.

Of course the reason she does this stuff is......I have allowed it. Also, it is her choice to behave thus, but she'd not have the opportunity to do it to me or mine if I did not permit her.

So it is my lesson, really.

I am very saddened that she does not 'get it'.....it is all so simple, being a friend of mine.

 

I was very much amused at your phrase of 'a couple of dimes worth'....the saying here when offering an opinion is 'putting ones two cents/pennies in'...and while I am always finding pennies on the ground, now I seem to find dimes also. I love the synchronicity and dots-connecting, getting a glimpse into the 'pattern'.

 

The Eh-Mukhi and 12-mukhi I received yesterday, I hope also the 'power of the sun' assigned to these beads will also expand to include the melting of the frozen parts of my ( and others) hearts/minds so that the light of Divine Love will transform and heal, educate and uplift.

May your dimes be an investment which yield great profit for us all.......!!!!! And may it immediately translate to abundance and wealth on every level within and for me, so that I may soon give back this and more.....!!!

 

Bom! Bom!

Gina