Raja / this may sound odd but to be honest

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Dear Raja,

 

Thank you for sharing. You are truly a fortunate person. You are

passing through a phase when the rudrakshas are expunging past

karmas, and the negativities are striving to take over. Negative and

positive exist together....Just as good and evil exists together. In

this Kal-Yuga, whenever positivity is getting established, the

negative devils come onto it to cloud it. In your case, you are

experiencing negativities in the form of giving up the rudrakshas,

or taking up all that is prohibited while wearing them, and yet, you

blessed soul: You are writing to this group and fighting the

negativities!! Your Upa Guru is guiding you to seek guidance from

the universe in the form of this group forum.

 

All of us who have ever worn these holy beads-- no matter what facet

or how many of them, have experienced the urge to give them up. When

that happens is the time to truly feel blessed and stick with the

beads and whatever spiritual routine you are following. But, it is

during this time that it is the hardest to do so...some issue or the

other will creep up that will distract you and come in the way of

you wearing them/ worshipping them. Please do not give up-- this

phase is not going to persist.

 

I wish I had done what you are doing. When this stage came for me I

just gave up my beads and got sucked into the negativities, did not

go out and write and get help, or anything....after some lapse of

time my Upa Guru emerged and urged me to pick up my beads and wear

them again. And, the negativities surfaced again-- only this time I

did not give up. And, the results have been truly astonishing, and

now, whenever I wear new beads or add more of the existing, or

implement some spiritual discipline, I feel blessed when that time

comes: because I know that after that time, things will change for

me forever. Please stay with the beads, with the group and with your

Upa Guru. Eat non-veg if you cannot resist, but after eating and

cleaning yourself wear your beads again.

 

Most importantly, remember that we are all fighting some battle or

the other all the time: that is why we are born-- to learn our

individual lessons and to bear the fruit of our past karmas.

Rudrakshas help tremendously in this awakening, but what is required

is the commitment to yourself.

 

Remember Raja, you are blessed: Lord Shiva is blessing you

constantly to fight all the negativity around you.

 

Om Namah Shivaya

 

 

 

, " Raja Gursahani "

<rajagursahani wrote:

>

> i have been having craving meat now and find this very strange

because i

> have been a vegetarian for quite sometime and never had a problem

mentally

> with it even when shown meat. i am wondering why this is

happening and the

> only honest explanation for this is that i have been wearing

rudrakshas for

> the last 4 months (11 mukhi and 12 mukhi primarily). there is

really no

> other explanation for this. can someone enlighten me? however

rudrakshas are

> said to make one not eat meat i thought?

>

> __________

>

> Raja Gursahani

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