Bhagawan Sri Sai - The Supreme Bliss - Contributed by Sai Veena N.Swamy

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Devotees Experience - Contributed by Veena N.swamy

 

 

" Bhagawan Sri Sai - The Supreme Bliss "

 

" OM SRI SAI RAM "

 

I would like to share some of my experiences that I

have had in my daily life....bcoz there are innumerable

experiences out of which i would choose this now...

 

To say about my family, we are a 4 member nuclear

family,My father being a staunch devotee of Bhagwan

ever since the times I can remember...and my mom and

younger brother too being devotees...

 

Just like my father i too strongly believe in Bhagwan

and HE has proved for me that HE is always with

me.There was a crucial moment in my life..after I

finished my 12th in 2002, I appeared for the entrance

examinations and we were awaiting the results.I didn't

have much hope that time and as I expected the

results were unfavourable...I was always interested

in joining a medical proffession(MBBS) since my

childhood and my parents too had inspired me and they

too wished the same..and getting through the entrance

exams was not an easy task..

 

Disappointed,and not knowing what to do...I decided to

spend an year studying thoroughly for the same to

appear for the entrance exams next year,for I has

hopes too.. and as I suggested my parents though not

willing to go by my decision...finally approved for I

was stubborn on my part.They joined me in a reputed

institution training students for the same nearly 2

hours travel from home and I had to be in the hostel

for the first time in my life...!!! I was ready to

bear the difficulties bcoz my aim was everything for

me! I always carry Sai Satcharitha Book with me and read it

regularly.By Bhagwan's grace,I could stay there being

alone for the first time and I successfully completed

my studies.

 

In 2003,we were all expecting much...and this time too

when the same thing happened,eveything turned

topsy-turvy...Still my parents never uttered a word or

blamed me,though I had an ill- feeling from inside.I

really prayed to Swami grieving from inside not

knowing why did all this happen....bcoz i was sure now

it was HIM being the only one who can help me for I

have done my part...

 

Being of no use I attended the counselling,where I was

given Ayurveda which i didnt want.I was told within

few days If any of the candidate leaves or any change

of that sort I would be called for.Still getting MBBS

was sure out of reach.Few months passed and many of my

friends got their seats for engineering and some

other courses and few for medicine too..

 

I was still in a dialemma and was least interested in

engineering..I have heard lots of cases where Bhagwan

himself paved a way for many...but that was the time

when I even couldn't believe in Bhagwan....As not to

make me sit idle,my parents asked me to join for some

degree course temporarily,until anything works out,for

they feared I would lose another year of my

life.Completely out of disinterest I agreed and nearly

for a month I attended my classes.Daily morning I get

up I pray to Bhagwan,looking at HIS photo and

thinking atleast today he would make my day...I had

started changing from myself really a very bad

state,not knowing what i was doing...

 

Life during those times was really a hell for

me,completely worthless...and I has a feeling I was

fit for nothing...It was during those times I has to

face such a situation,experiencing much mental trauma

too.Things were more worse than a student of my age

can face... It was during these days when after coming

from college I prayed from the bottom of my heart to

Swami...crying very badly in my pooja room,at HIS

photo,I pleaded HIM.... " SWAMI, plz..If not MBBS,BDS

atleast you couldn't get me.... " Within two days I

myself experienced good changes..Then we came to know

there was a Private seat available for BDS in one

college at komarapalayam, (T.N)though it costed more my

parents decided they will join me there for they

couldn't keep watching my pathetic condition...Soon

after enquiring about it,my parents saw the college

and I was appointed as a student there...Even now I

remember sobbing looking at Swami's photo out of

helpessness...and now I can say that its HIM-THE

SUPREME BLISS who has fulfilled my longlasting

ambition somehow at the end...I really dont have words

to express how GREAT is SAIMA!!! This is just one

instance of my life....There are still more which I

will be writing about soon.

 

And now I 'm thankfull to MY SAI for his grace

showered upon me and my family...and I have never felt

sad I could never get an MBBS thereaftter for am much

satisfied with what I got....still SAI is with me

helping me to get through in my BDS

examinations.....By sai's Grace & Blessings I have

completed my final year exams now and am praying HIM

to pass me and I strongly believe in HIM.Without HIS

grace i have no existence and am thankfull to him to

grant me such parents too...bcoz without their support

I wouldnt have had the courage to face all this!!!

KOTI PRANAMS TO SAI....BE WITH US AND BLESS US ALWAYS!

 

JAI SAI RAM!!!

Veena N.Swamy

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