Devotee's Experience - by Barkha, UAE

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DEVOTEE'S EXPERIENCE

 

I am a single working mother looking after two children settled in Dubai. Like

everyone else I was waiting for the New Year to begin, thinking it will have a

new and nice beginning for me but it was the opposite. Nothing seemed to go

right, be it something small like sending documents to any bigger issue. In

other words everything that I did went wrong and due to that my expenses also

increased and I was very tense and worried and kept on screaming and shouting at

my kids. I had no control over my temper and did not do what to do.

 

One night before sleeping I called out to Sai Baba and asked him why was this

happening? Why was everything going wrong? Why can’t I control my temper? Please

tell me what is it that I am doing wrong and what I should do to correct it.

With this I fell asleep. That night Sai Baba came in my dream in his usual white

dress and said: " READ THE WHOLE BOOK. "

 

When I woke up the next morning, I remembered my dream clearly but was totally

confused as to what book I had to read. I asked Sai Baba again and again what

book I have to read and this increased my uneasiness. A few days later in the

evening my best friend who is now settled in Canada stood at my door. I was

shocked to see her for she never said she was coming to Dubai. From Canada she

had gone to India to meet her family in Delhi. Then she went to Shirdi and she

gave me a gift that she got me from Shirdi. The gift was 'Sai Satcharitra' along

with Udi and a photo of Sai. My joy knew no bounds as then that very moment I

realised that Sai Baba had sent me the book that He wanted me to read. On the

very first Thursday that came I started reading the Sai Satcharitra and finished

it in one week and by that time all my problems got over and my mind was

peaceful. My temper is now under control. I am not losing my senses like I used

to. Since then (mid Jan) I have left all my decision making to my Sai and I

don’t plan or think anything. I leave it to Sai and if it cant be left and I

need an answer then I take out chits with Yes and No in front of Baba's photo

and do exactly as is advised in the chit. This and one more experience left me

totally besotted with Sai and therefore I thought I should share my experience

with all Baba’s devotees.

 

Barkha, UAE

 

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