Better that I didn't know that...

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Jai Guru Datta

 

I never had the slightest idea that, these things are going to be like this, in

this boat. He has taken me in this His boat, but if I had known that it were all

going to be like this, I would have never said, " Aye Aye Capn ! "   to this

Capn, with Mt. Kailash upside down.

 

But isn't good that I didn't have that vision?

Or am I saying this as, splinters tied in the broken bone dressing?

 

If I praise the Lord for all the goodies, why should I blame the poor self for

the baddies? And the Vaasanaas, for even the Annadhaana for mosquito.

 

Struggle,struggle and more of it, more the merrier that should be.

If you complain, you are looked down with contempt, " You haven't grasped the

TRUE meaning yet ! "

Taking everything, with a pinch of salt, biting the bullet, for its all my

fault.

Not in this birth, sure sure not in this birth at all. Many many pasts. Many

many sins.

You are not carrying the load, and you are making the mistake of your life time,

if you do. Even think, you don't.

The lord does it. He does it all the time.

The heart struggles. Lord provides the pennies to buy the medicine. Only pain do

we bear. No, only a little. Rest will be borne by Him. The thought gives more

pain. The Lord to suffer for my sins?

Silent teacher, suffers silently. For others pain. Unknown.

 

The Rishis at Thaarakaa vanam. Very powerful and one drop fromtheir kamandal,

enoughto burn Ravanaa and his whole lineage.

Suffered the pains of getting eaten ALIVE. Knowing fully wellthat, such agony

could be easlity POSTPONED. Enough power. Allowing the lousy powered to eat them

alive.

 

Oh, My God ! Impossibletoeven thinkof themasmodels.What a highest pedestal !

But that is where, the Lord wants, " Am I remotedly eligible? "

" You are. For I know what you are ! "

and with a sidelong glance " Trustme ! "

 

Better that I din't know all these.Otherwise Iwould have never cometo Him,many

years ago.

 

Now, don't start, " It was not you.....It was HIm who made you come to Him. "  

and all that.

 

 

Bond