Auspicious Combination? Plus many questions...

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Namaste.

 

Thanks for info on CD's. You have a salient,valid point with the

name. I presumed it was merely my name in his language-I did not ask.

 

I have decided to wait on wearing/adding any beads to my neck mala

until the 40-90 day period is concluded with the first ones I put on.

After puja, they will remain in oil at altar,being chanted to &

imbued with my loving environment. Even not being worn,they are

still transmitting into the atmosphere,correct? Contact with wearing

directly on body only enhances the affects,if I am understanding.

 

I added the 15 and 16,but experienced some moments of vertigo...so

think maybe the collective impact overwhelming my system? I am very

sensitive. Also some neurological problems I was hoping the 11-mukhi

Nepal might help alleviate. Since I am not accustomed to wearing

Rudraksha recently,maybe I am best advised to introduce them to

direct contact with my system slowly?

 

Another question...I have been promised that Haridwar Baba would find

me some antique 4mm malas and antique Nepal beads....but how can I

wear something that carries the former owners energies? Isn't it

recommended not to even let others touch the rudraksha?

 

I experience this thing sometimes with correct spine alignment &

asana,other times just by touching something: the most amazing

sensations, pure bliss..it pulses from my fingertips up arms, all the

way up my neck (sometimes it erupts from the top of my head & feels

like air blowing gently in my hair) -sometimes it stops at the base

of my skull. It pulses thru my buttocks, but doesn't go all the way

down my legs. Now when this happens,my eyes roll up the same as when

I had the best pleasure or ecstacy? This is the best description I can

convey. I am so serene & peaceful,and while I am aware of everything

around me, Ihave no real desire to disturb this sensation by talking.

I was told this is the Kudalini energy; after the first time this

happened, I lost my appetites for 'spousal relations', and flesh meats and junk

food, television. Now enjoying these moments is the best experience on

earth,but I did not see any Divine manifestations. Is it stopping at

the base of my skull because a chakra is blocked?

 

Will the Dhyan Yog

mala augment this process? I must insist...there is nothing that

compares with this!

 

I know this must be a gift,for certainly I am not noble or deserving

enough to merit; yet,I also beleive there is more beyond this point,

and I would be foolish to settle for just enjoying the bliss when on

the other side is something wondrous. Althoug how anything can be

more wondrous than this,I cannot fathom.

 

In Western history,Saints would call this spiritual ecstacy or

rapture, but if I am receivng on any level, I am unaware of

coomunication with Spirit (meaning I don't visibly see any

incarnations or devis). So when I asked for recommendations for

Rudraksha, I mentioned some health issues & opening chakras to flow

freely - knowing what I described, would you ultimately recommend the

DhyanYog mala for this reason?

 

Thanks, Ishvarar ke dena.

Bom Bom

Gina