Why does Baba do this at times? What lesson is behind this?

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Jai Sai Ram,Dear Sai family,I would like to see if any of you could help me find out why Baba does this. I don't mean to crib but only gain clarity into this matter.This is for about the 3rd of 4th time that such a thing has happened with me. He gives me hints and at times I even ask him through chits but in the end whenever it has been something related to starting up a new thing/venture to earn money etc, I have gotten positives from Baba but in the end it didn't work. All other times whenever it is related to other parts of my life, it works, but not when it related to this. Not that I am totally doomed or something but I am not able to decipher why Baba does this. What lesson must be behind it? If he would have given me negative hints then I wouldn't have ever built up my hopes.

I am trying to laugh it out with Baba by telling him that he makes me feel like I am very greedy and he enjoying in making me learn the hard way. May be he wants me to have no hopes in this world at all. But I am just trying to use whatever I have learnt to do different and new things and I confess that at times I have very big goals...But the problem is that I always find Baba's consent in such new things and they don't seem to work as magically as Baba gave me hints and his consent.

I don't know what to say. You guys may think that I am a fool but I had to ask this question.My love for Baba will never fade even if he makes me a begger tomorrow but I only seek for clarity in knowing his wish behind all of this. Perhaps any of you may have also experienced what I have experienced and may be able to answer this for me. I don't mind if you are direct in pointing my faults but please help.

May Baba bless all,Jai Shri Ram, Jai Sai Ram,Saurabh-- -----_/|\_ (Namaste)

" Let Noble thoughts come to us from every side " . - RigVeda (1-89-i)