Where is swami, is he in the moon?

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Sairam to my Dear Sai family, Hearing from everybody that swami gave Darsan, I was telling myself why I am not seeing swami. I was thinking I do not have enough good karma to deserve his Darsan, so I can;t see him. This past weeks,I did not have a day I did not cry in front of swami's pict asking why he is not giving me Darsan, why I am being left out....my eyes were wet most of the timesI felt hurt and shattered, I was sobbing with deep pain, I was feeling heavy.I was waking up several times at night and looking at the moon, again no swami in the moon.On Saturday, It was 5a in the morning, I got ready to leave for a work, gave a glance to moon hoping I would see him, again no swami in the moon. I started my car and started driving to work, I have to drive more than 1hr to go to work, that;s my quality time with my dear lord, I feel his presence in my passenger seat which I always leave empty for him while I go to work, I kept moving my mirrors looking for swami in the moon. I opened my hood of the Car to look in sky looking for swami in the moon,

here I am driving on a highway and looking for the moon to find my Dear Lord, my Car almost went to the ditch.. thank Swami, I was the only one on the road!!again no swami in the moon.I started crying hard again, I turned Audio Bhagwat Geeta on while I was driving , as soon as I turned it on, the first sentence came ... there was a message from Dear lordMisery is good for you because it makes you think of God.... .......I smiled....oh, swami !! that's why I can;t see you ....you are making me cry like this wanting to have your darsan in the moon, I am very miserable here.....I heard a very clear voice

in me My Dear!! what about me inside you? what about me around you? . why are you forgetting me inside you and looking out in the moon? I am here with you all the time. I laughed!! and said Oh, how ignorant I am!!. I am sorry my dear lord, I felt instantly good, stopped crying.here the words keeps going in me from dear lord!!..the more you separate me from you the more pain you will feel, I feel the pain too if you separate me from you, Please do not do that, please do cry my Dear!!. you and I are one, the whole creation is me, you are in me!! I felt so comforted... Contd swami's word And stop looking for me in specific form, Specially try finding me in you , the way you are trying to find me in the moonTry finding me in everyone and everything you see around you, in fact you are me, just please do not look at the moon, Look at the mirror!!This was very clear sentences I heard in me again and again. When my Car almost went to ditch I was able to see lord;s

beautiful crown hair and face outline in the moon..., I just smiled and said, swami, you are trying to make me happy here.... Again, I said, I am sorry dear lord, I was doing what everybody was doing, I stopped my Car on the shoulder and kept looking at the moon for sometime, he was there. Yes, he is everywhere, there is no place he is not..... .. With lots of Sailove, Seema More sai Krishna Picts @ http://myoffering2umylord.multiply.com/photos/album/16/Sai_krisna My humble offering 2u Lord saiPhotos Designed by swami himself in this little body http://myoffering2umylord.multiply.com/photos Love all Serve all, help ever hurt neverwww.mysai.multiply.com