Forgive Me!

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Forgive me!

Forgive me for I know not that I have sinnedIn dispair I called you names and turned away from you.I cried felt like an orphan, unloved and lonely - did not know I had you to love me,I yearned for a lap to rest my head and be pampered, In my grief I forgot that I have been resting on your lap since the day I was born.I was disappointed when things did not go as I wishedYet again you were overseeing my needs and knew what is best.Blind though I was and failed to recognise your loving hand guiding me always.Oh Forgive me for I know not that I have sinned.

Drenched with hurt and angry I wished worse for the offenders, Alas! I hurt you for I was blinded with emotions and forgot you were them too.I always put forth my wishes, and implored you for their fulfillment.Ignorant that I am I know not what is good for me and what is not.Yet you always took care of my needs and wiped my tears.You did things in your own way and in your time,Yet, here I am always impatient and demanding things selfishly.Oh Forgive me for I know not that I have sinned.I am your child, tired, lost, confused and distressedI seek to be saved from myself and rest in the shade of your love.My life is at your feetI beg you to mend it, mould it, fill it with loveLet the love fill my heart and soul and flow to others.Help me to forget and forgive even when the world turns away from meI know not what is right and what is wrongAll I know, whatever I am - you are always my father and I am your child Oh Forgive me for I know not that I have sinned.

 

An offering at the feet of BABA.

Humble pranams

sairam

Anitha Kandukuri

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