Guest guest Posted March 5, 2009 Report Share Posted March 5, 2009 Jai Guru Datta Swamiji says, again and again. You get confusion, immediately email,email. Swamiji has given so many solutions, in Bhakthimala and in discourses and in books, cassettes.But whenever you get doubt,confusion and depression, you email. I have to share something here. This time after a week of serious bad karma burning, I was fed up and asked myself,after pondering , what would be Swamiji's advise if He materalizes before me. Then I realized that, my desires, however right they feel, they landed me in this and my bad karma is preventing me, not to think deeply. Then somehow I managed to concentrate and a thought wave came and I grabbed the recent Bhakthimaala.Even then I could not see the words that would give methe solution. But finally I saw the lines, that could pacifyme.Then I could realize my pathetic condition. And then after considerable pain, I bitterly cried to Swamiji. Then AS USUAL, there were some happenings and a new hope was lit. Also somebody dear to me (and Swamiji too)suffered physically. But there is some hope now. Usually, when we cry out, He comes. Till then He watches behind the curtain(our ignorance). He watches how we, His children, manage to play this Game of LIfe of our own Doing. For LKg kids He plays along with them. But if we want to play at level 10+ (High Difficult) He lets us play. He appears only when we cry. And we can't cry before, because He would not put us in that 10+ level unless He is sure that we can play in that level. To that Lord, who made a promise, (His mere words are promises) never to leave me and never lets me down, I say Jai Guru Datta. Bond Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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