Devotees Experience - “SHRI SAI--THE SUPREME BLISS”-Part 2 by Sai Veena

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" SHRI SAI--THE SUPREME BLISS " -Part 2

 

Devotees Experience Contributed by Sai Veena

 

Sai Ram To all,

 

To begin with I have already shared some of my

experiences which I have posted to the group last year……and I think

its now time for me to quote few another of them…..Like what Swami

always says the devotees are just the instruments and HE is the one

who makes the instruments work at the right time. .I would like to

start by offering humble PRANAMS TO HIS LOTUS FEET from both

myself and my family…..

 

It was few years ago in 2003 when I passed out my

12th board and from that time or even before that Bhagwan's role in

my life is inevitable. I was interested in the field of medicine and

I finally had an opportunity to join for BDS after suffering a lot of

hardships for the same. It was for the first time ever in my life I

had to be away from home in a totally different environment. I

remember from the day 1st what and all miracles have happened. But

listing each one would make this too long. So I will enlist the

unavoidable here.

 

The very same day night when my parents left me in

the hostel I had a dream of Lord Krishna.. I took it to be the most

pleasant sign and started my life in the new college. Things were

just as I expected going fine. Soon within a few days I got a Dream

of Sri Sathya sai…in which a photo of HIS kept in our puja room was

saying to me the motto- " WHY FEAR WHEN I AM HERE " .I could myself make

out that HE just wanted to let me know that HE was always with me

wherever I go and whichever be the place…Soon I had to appear for my

first year exams and I was studying day and night burning midnight

oil in fact.. The syllabus was too tough for a child soon after

12th.Not knowing what to do, I kept praying BHAGWAN and went on

reading HIS satcharitha as usual. Out of three papers two turned out

to be very tough. I had no hopes..And now it was time for the results

after exams and I was quite tensed. Finally I can only say that by

HIS grace I could clear all the papers with

2 Distinctions in the tough papers. This proved to be a miracle of

BABA again. The same thing again happened in my second year, but all

the examz were smooth going and finally again had the same result

this time too.. Whenever I talk with my friends much tensed about

the exam results they ridicule me saying I would always get good

marks and I am acting as otherwise .But to my surprise, even the

papers which I didn't even expect a simple pass BHAGWAN gave me a

distinction instead…

 

Third year too went well and atlast when I was in

Final year..cause of the busy schedule and more number of papers-7

that had to be cleared things again went topsy-turvy. One of the 7

papers was too tough and a practical too.But I had full confidence in

my Beloved Bhagwan.Just like I do every year before the results I

finished a saptaha of the Sai Satcharitha and was patiently waiting

for the results.

 

Another important aspect is that, I always get a Dream

darshan of Swami before my exams each year and I had been getting it

till this date even before my final year exams.That itself gives me

confidence to study and hope for the best. The day of results were

near and 2 days before that I had a dream of Tirupathi Balaji—what we

can say as the Pandarinath or Vithal or VISHNU himelf. That was again

an indication..

 

Finally three days ago my results were out and lo….again

the miracle….the paper in which I couldn't fare well, I got a

distinction with an all clear in the remaining subjects and with very

good marks too. If I have ever reached uptil now, dear devotees Its

not because of my work alone, Its only because of HIS grace and

blessings. Am happy that He gave me a chance to make my parents

happy for they have supported me a lot in every way. Now I have an

year more to complete that is to do my internship there. I fully

believe in SWAMI and dedicate myself and my family to his lotus

feet.And am sure he will definitely answer our prayers once we

dedicate ourselves to HIM with full faith and devotion.Without HIS

grace and blessing we are nothing but big zeroz….Its only with HIS

blessing that we can succeed in any endeavour.

 

Once again bowing to BHAGWAN for everything…and invoking HIS GRACE

in future too…..

 

JAI SAI RAM

Sai Veena