Devotee's Experience - Contributed by Barkha, UAE

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Devotee's Experience - Contributed by Barkha, UAE

 

Om Sri Sai Ram

 

I am a single working mother looking after two

children settled in Dubai. Like everyone else I was

waiting for the New Year to begin, thinking it will

have a new and nice beginning for me but it was the

opposite. Nothing seemed to go right, be it something

small like sending documents to any bigger issue. In

other words everything that I did went wrong and due

to that my expenses also increased and I was very

tense and worried and kept on screaming and shouting

at my kids. I had no control over my temper and did

not do what to do.

 

One night before sleeping I called out to Sai Baba and

asked him why was this happening? Why was everything

going wrong? Why can’t I control my temper? Please

tell me what is it that I am doing wrong and what I

should do to correct it. With this I fell asleep. That

night Sai Baba came in my dream in his usual white

dress and said: " READ THE WHOLE BOOK. "

 

When I woke up the next morning, I remembered my dream

clearly but was totally confused as to what book I had

to read. I asked Sai Baba again and again what book I

have to read and this increased my uneasiness. A few

days later in the evening my best friend who is now

settled in Canada stood at my door. I was shocked to

see her for she never said she was coming to Dubai.

From Canada she had gone to India to meet her family

in Delhi. Then she went to Shirdi and she gave me a

gift that she got me from Shirdi. The gift was 'Sai

Satcharitra' along with Udi and a photo of Sai. My joy

knew no bounds as then that very moment I realised

that Sai Baba had sent me the book that He wanted me

to read. On the very first Thursday that came I

started reading the Sai Satcharitra and finished it in

one week and by that time all my problems got over and

my mind was peaceful. My temper is now under control.

I am not losing my senses like I used to. Since then

(mid Jan) I have left all my decision making to my Sai

and I don’t plan or think anything. I leave it to Sai

and if it cant be left and I need an answer then I

take out chits with Yes and No in front of Baba's

photo and do exactly as is advised in the chit. This

and one more experience left me totally besotted with

Sai and therefore I thought I should share my

experience with all Baba’s devotees.

 

This experiences I am posting only after reading

Sai Brother Swamy Mahadevan's yesterday's articles about

'Shri SAI SATCHARITA'. Its a very powerful book. If possible

Brother please try to send one Hindi Book to me or write to me

 

Sai Ram

Barkha,

UAE