Bhagawan Sri Sai - The Supreme Bliss - Contributed by Sai Veena N.Swamy

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Dear Sai Sister Veena,

I am pleased to see your dream ( going for

Medicinal studies) came true with BABA's blessings.

Thanks for sharing. Be blessed always.

Meera

--- swamy mahadevan <mahadevanvnswamy

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> Devotees Experience - Contributed by Veena N.swamy

>

>

> " Bhagawan Sri Sai - The Supreme Bliss "

>

> " OM SRI SAI RAM "

>

> I would like to share some of my experiences that I

> have had in my daily life....bcoz there are

> innumerable

> experiences out of which i would choose this now...

>

> To say about my family, we are a 4 member nuclear

> family,My father being a staunch devotee of Bhagwan

> ever since the times I can remember...and my mom and

> younger brother too being devotees...

>

> Just like my father i too strongly believe in

> Bhagwan

> and HE has proved for me that HE is always with

> me.There was a crucial moment in my life..after I

> finished my 12th in 2002, I appeared for the

> entrance

> examinations and we were awaiting the results.I

> didn't

> have much hope that time and as I expected the

> results were unfavourable...I was always interested

> in joining a medical proffession(MBBS) since my

> childhood and my parents too had inspired me and

> they

> too wished the same..and getting through the

> entrance

> exams was not an easy task..

>

> Disappointed,and not knowing what to do...I decided

> to

> spend an year studying thoroughly for the same to

> appear for the entrance exams next year,for I has

> hopes too.. and as I suggested my parents though not

> willing to go by my decision...finally approved for

> I

> was stubborn on my part.They joined me in a reputed

> institution training students for the same nearly 2

> hours travel from home and I had to be in the hostel

> for the first time in my life...!!! I was ready to

> bear the difficulties bcoz my aim was everything for

> me! I always carry Sai Satcharitha Book with me and

> read it

> regularly.By Bhagwan's grace,I could stay there

> being

> alone for the first time and I successfully

> completed

> my studies.

>

> In 2003,we were all expecting much...and this time

> too

> when the same thing happened,eveything turned

> topsy-turvy...Still my parents never uttered a word

> or

> blamed me,though I had an ill- feeling from inside.I

> really prayed to Swami grieving from inside not

> knowing why did all this happen....bcoz i was sure

> now

> it was HIM being the only one who can help me for I

> have done my part...

>

> Being of no use I attended the counselling,where I

> was

> given Ayurveda which i didnt want.I was told within

> few days If any of the candidate leaves or any

> change

> of that sort I would be called for.Still getting

> MBBS

> was sure out of reach.Few months passed and many of

> my

> friends got their seats for engineering and some

> other courses and few for medicine too..

>

> I was still in a dialemma and was least interested

> in

> engineering..I have heard lots of cases where

> Bhagwan

> himself paved a way for many...but that was the time

> when I even couldn't believe in Bhagwan....As not to

> make me sit idle,my parents asked me to join for

> some

> degree course temporarily,until anything works

> out,for

> they feared I would lose another year of my

> life.Completely out of disinterest I agreed and

> nearly

> for a month I attended my classes.Daily morning I

> get

> up I pray to Bhagwan,looking at HIS photo and

> thinking atleast today he would make my day...I had

> started changing from myself really a very bad

> state,not knowing what i was doing...

>

> Life during those times was really a hell for

> me,completely worthless...and I has a feeling I was

> fit for nothing...It was during those times I has to

> face such a situation,experiencing much mental

> trauma

> too.Things were more worse than a student of my age

> can face... It was during these days when after

> coming

> from college I prayed from the bottom of my heart to

> Swami...crying very badly in my pooja room,at HIS

> photo,I pleaded HIM.... " SWAMI, plz..If not MBBS,BDS

> atleast you couldn't get me.... " Within two days I

> myself experienced good changes..Then we came to

> know

> there was a Private seat available for BDS in one

> college at komarapalayam, (T.N)though it costed more

> my

> parents decided they will join me there for they

> couldn't keep watching my pathetic condition...Soon

> after enquiring about it,my parents saw the college

> and I was appointed as a student there...Even now I

> remember sobbing looking at Swami's photo out of

> helpessness...and now I can say that its HIM-THE

> SUPREME BLISS who has fulfilled my longlasting

> ambition somehow at the end...I really dont have

> words

> to express how GREAT is SAIMA!!! This is just one

> instance of my life....There are still more which I

> will be writing about soon.

>

> And now I 'm thankfull to MY SAI for his grace

> showered upon me and my family...and I have never

> felt

> sad I could never get an MBBS thereaftter for am

> much

> satisfied with what I got....still SAI is with me

> helping me to get through in my BDS

> examinations.....By sai's Grace & Blessings I have

> completed my final year exams now and am praying HIM

> to pass me and I strongly believe in HIM.Without HIS

> grace i have no existence and am thankfull to him to

> grant me such parents too...bcoz without their

> support

> I wouldnt have had the courage to face all this!!!

> KOTI PRANAMS TO SAI....BE WITH US AND BLESS US

> ALWAYS!

>

> JAI SAI RAM!!!

> Veena N.Swamy

> Tripunithura

> Cochin

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