Guest guest Posted August 26, 2007 Report Share Posted August 26, 2007 Dear Father, Aum Sairam Today on my 29th birthday I want to accept the fact that the fire of soul that was gifted to me along with this body I have played with willingly. I have used that fire as a fire of hate. I have played with my body as my own. I have been greedy, lustful, lazy and sinful. I misused His name to get appreciation from others and for the selfish purpose of gaining acceptance within the society. Today on his 29th birthday this wayward son would like to apologize to Sai, Sai Ka Laadla, his parents and to everyone else for being an egoist and a liar with the motive to mislead and for the willful misuse of your gifts. Today on his 29th birthday this wayward person would want a gift of change. I want to learn to change my thoughts of hate so that I use this Sai gifted fire of soul responsibly as Fire Of Love. So that I can give up this sense of false ownership of my Sai gifted body and nurse it with same care as I have my nursed my false ego for the past 29 years. Today on his 29th birthday this wayward Aman would like to die and be born again as new nameless son of Sai who wants to learn to pray to his real father Baba to teach him to take the first step away from the self created darkness within and be taken into the world of Light called Sai. Today this nameless writer on the day of his birth would like to talk to you about his first dream. Toady I dreamt of a hateless and a warless world self-sustaining on the Light Of Love from Sai who is ever shining like the Sun in this world. Today on the eve of my birth I want to give back the return gift of a promise that I will surrender myself completely to Sai safe in the belief that all I need to do to realize my dream is to learn to believe in Sai with complete faith and patience. Today Aman whose dictionary always read “Promises are meant to be broken” would like to die on the eve of his birth to be born again as a person who has the courage to make the pledge to Sai that I will keep my promise. Sabka Malik Ek - Anaam- (A nameless Sai Entity) Be a better Globetrotter. Get better travel answers from someone who knows. Answers - Check it out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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