How Baba saved me and leads me.

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Many troubles and failures prompted me to seek a help mate in this miserable existence. Shirdi Baba entered into my life even when i was a little baby of 6 months or so. Due to double nimonea, i stopped breathing and the doctor has given up his hope. My father being a staunch devotee of Sai was prompted to keep the "Dwarakamai photo" beneath the pillow of mine. I survived due to the sole grace of Baba. Second time when i was a boy of 15 or so, i was bedridden due to severe dysentry. My head reeled and i was sunk, though i was conscious of the happenings. I was unconscious but i was aware of a pit with several pairs of hands trying to grab me. It was almost over but i still survived. Like this Baba saved me from certain death 3 to 4 times and he saved me from fatal accidents two times. Of course i have much karma which needed clearance. However i was lucky to get the loving care of both Babas though they are really one. Swami told me in one of the interview to chant 'sairam, sairam' to remove one bad habit in me way back in 65. Though i do not practice it assiduously, still i chant the name whenever i am in deep trouble or my mind is otherwise disturbed.. I have failed miserably in following the directions of Swami and i am undergoing the results of such disobedience. Still He takes care of me invisibly and protect me from disasters. Anyway, he utilise me in his own way by making me to post in saibaba list though i am incapable of it. He prompts me and i type these messages. Sairam.