An Incident that disturbed me allot!! ...HELP ME!!

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Hi guys.... im Dinesh from Malaysia, and 19 years old this year.As u

all know,im an ardent devotee of Lord Shiva...lately, my life has been

ultimately missarable, but i have not given up on Lord Shiva and

continue worshiping him with all my heart. But a priest told us that

we are actually under Perumal Naamam [under Lord Vishnu?? i think]..

but i told him that im under Lord Shiva, please excuse me...

 

I must say i cant chant any other Lords/Goddess mantra, its Alwiz OM

NAMAH SHIVAYA for me.... but i do pray to ALL of them & respect them

Equally as Eashwara.

 

Just this Saturday... i got up around 7am, my Lord Shiva locket chain

came out.... something which never happened in the last 4-5 years,the

chain has been hangging on my neck for a very long time. When i saw

the chain on my matress, i was shocked, then i thought logicly, ok

probably it came out coz i slept very messily... k...then my right

hand, only a particular part was hurting...when i take a look at it...

my veins were clearly poping out... when i look propaly, for my eyes,

it looked like a Lord Vishnu's Naamam...the U shape.... here i have

attachted the pics of my veins... plz take a look and advice me on

this incident.

 

http://img527.imageshack.us/img527/4264/naamamveindy0.jpg

http://img101.imageshack.us/img101/3902/naamamvein2kq1.jpg

 

 

I must admit that lately ive been going to Lord Venkatesh's Shrine

every Saturday Morning.i think around 1 month ago i started going to

His place.Does this means Lord Shiva is now 'sending' me to Lord

Vishnu????

 

But i dont think i can leave Lord Shiva or just pray to Him normally

without giving him my heart & soul.... What should i do.... please

ADVICE!!!!!!!!