Guest guest Posted September 18, 2009 Report Share Posted September 18, 2009 Sweet Family... I was in a quandry over a question I asked Amma, she went on like a Mother, very agitated and almost yelling, pointing to me and Big Swami rolled his eye's at me. The Interperter was the Doctor from AIMS in India, I was desprate to know what the 8 minute tirade was about, but the Doctor turned to me and told me Amma knows you and loves you very much. I of course let my fear run it's squirly path in my head. Bewildered. HHMMMM. so then I go to get my Darshan and Amma does not say daughter, my daughter she wispers a word I do'nt know, a K word like Katha, or Karna. Anyway my heart was hurt because I thought (because I am seriously sick) that Amma was asking me to be prepared for death. Oh what the mind will do! Mother knew I was asking the same question again and Kali Ma came out, I understand that love MA. And the Satguru was tellling me at Darshan that hard times are coming, I'll make it, I have Mothers Sankalpa. I really am such a child when I;m with my Mother Amma. Kali gives me the strength to rid my ego, and Amma throws me the rope of nectar when I'm drowning in the ocean of illusion, pulls me closer to the goal by following the river of love. Oh Love Blessings and Thank you Amma Om Namah Shivaya vaishnavi Whatever merit is acquired by one, through pilgrimmages and from bathing in the Sacred Waters extending to the seven seas, cannot be equal to even one thousandth part of the merit derived from partaking the water with the Guru's Feet are washed. Guru Gita Verses 157, 87 At Her Perfect Lotus Feet Vaishnavi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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