to Temba about victory- and I need reassurance =love

September 10, 2009

Jaya Jaya Love is all around

Jaya Jaya :Love is alll around

Temba and all my brothers & sisters

Hold the intent

I need to come home

I am a vessel of service, although sick, the weakness cannot diminish my

strength...

the heavy heavy heavy is coming

Amma I only want to chant your name

please brothers & sisters light your lanterns so I may find my way

My Mother, AMMA looked me in the soul/eyes/heart and told me I had her sankalpa,

oh family help me to be present to the truth.

I need help, I'm being mentally abused. My Daughter Prajna,dedicated her CD to

AMMA, I recieved it yesterday, oh family check our MUKTI. AMMA has brought so

much to our family. The last time I saw Amma, I did not tell her I lost 4 " of

my stomach, or that had a complete hysterictomie. and thaqt I will in 2 weeks

be undergoing interferon (chemo) treatment. That's drama. So I limped,

grimiced and fell intyo Ma's lap. But she gave the DOc of AMS and Big SwamiJI

dthe complete roaring KALI MA answer, yeah friends 10 minutes of roaring, Big

Swami rolled his eyes, and the doctor simply told me AMMA LOVES YOU! Hmmmmm

sure would have loved to KNOW what MA said. Then in July's Darshan with my

Mom, Amma pulled my nose ring and leela'd and played with my MOM. Well AM I A

MIND READER? A HEART READER? I guess I am because I totally put my neck under

her sword. This is the hardest part of my life/or the best. Ones, Family,

Aikaya, Temba,

Gri Gita, all of my family in love of our Sarguru's Feet

Needing your love & input

Vaishnavi

Whatever merit is acquired by one, through pilgrimmages and from bathing in the

Sacred Waters extending to the seven seas, cannot be equal to even one

thousandth part of the merit derived from partaking the water with the Guru's

Feet are washed.

Guru Gita

Verses 157, 87

At Her Perfect Lotus Feet

Vaishnavi

--- On Wed, 9/2/09, nierika <nierika wrote:

nierika <nierika

Re: to Temba about victory

Ammachi

Wednesday, September 2, 2009, 11:02 AM

Dear Temba ~ Yea!!!!!!! You did it! And thank you for the added info.

Blessings ~ Linda

Temba wrote:

....through AMMAs grace we have successfully built a EARTH DOME HOME in the

poorest place in the country for a forgotten family,never forgotten by our

beloved AMMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAA!!!!!! !!!!!!!!! !!!!!

LET'S ALL CELEBRATE THIS

VICTORY!!!!! !!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!

September 10, 2009

dear beloved sister,there is also something called, " i am fearlessly not taking

this stuff anymore! "

i renounced my mother when i realized that she was not my TRUE MOTHER,SHE

became more like my sister.she abused me.kicked me out the house when i was

twelve.called me a b*tch as a child constantly.said ahe should have aborted me.

smoked weed with me as a child,etc! on the other hand when i realized that i

" DID NOT " have to aborb her crap anyomore i was free.i wish i would have known

that as a child.

people think that being on the spiritual path is SO AIRY FAIRY.the spiritual

path is for those willing to courageously love themselves and others with no

ego!

I have learned to LOVE myself.why? simply because i realized that is MY MOTHER

AMMA was beautiful and i was HER offspring i had to be just as BEAUTIFUL AS HER

sun(child). a lot of people think it is ego to say something like this,but AMMA

has told my heart different..

See yourself as BEAUTIFUL beloved sister and fearlessly SAY NO to the

disrespect!,

Humility is to ACCEPT TRUTH! u and all of us are Beautiful,but no one can

accept that for us.love u beloved child of

AMMA.AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA............

Ammachi

vaishnavifantuzzi

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 09:41:28 -0700

Re: Re: to Temba about victory- and I need reassurance =love