to temba about letting go

[Guest guest]

dear temba ~ yes, of course you are right, and thank you so much, and I love

the way you are an example for/of Amma, spreading Her Love far and wide. As

I recently told another devotee, due to the long period when I have not been

able to physically be with Amma, I am getting to know Her all over again

through the magic of YouTube and the many bhajans and videos that are there. I

feel as if I am awash in the waves of Amma's Love.

 

And you are correct there too. We are but waves upon Her Ocean of Bliss, the

Ocean of Amrita. But one thing this child had forgotten (how I just don't

know, except that I have been somewhat blinded by all my symptoms), was to " turn

it over. " I have held onto this illness with the same stubbornness with

which it has grasped me, physically, emotionally, mentally. You have let me see

that I must turn this illness, and all that it is and means, to Amma. Let Amma

be the Driver because, as you say, She already is, whether we are aware or

not. This will be a new sankalpa, to go through this turning over and letting

go process. I have done it before, so I know it is not so easy as it sounds,

until, when one finally let's go, one is surprised at how easy it actually

was. Then we ask ourselves, why did I hold onto that baggage for so long.

 

Thank you dear Amma brother. Jai Jai Ma ~ Linda

 

 

 

temba wrote:

 

....AMMA cannot resist the heartfelt devotion of your heart beloved sister

linda.this is why SHE sends us to each other.it is HER that invoked thsoe tears

of gratitude in you.SHE feels your pain and SHE responds through the hearts

of devotees that seek to love and serve.it is just that simple.

GOD seeks the heart of devotion.when we surrender to HER love HER love

surrenders to us.

 

the love you are recieving is only by way of HER GRACE beloved,but it is has

been my experience for three years that u have selflessly given this love as

well.selfless intetention is the key,but we sometimes are afraid to trust

GOD to take care of us,so we cling to our egos.

 

when we return our egos to AMMA,our reward is bliss and this bliss comes by

WAY of service to HER and HER children.

 

AMMAs sun temba could write about this and talk about this for hours upon

hours.days upon days even.it is because HER GRACE has taught me to LOVE HER

WAYS.EVERYTHING ELSE has become so meaningless.HER LOVE IS THE ONLY THING

REAL.

 

 

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