Jump to content
IndiaDivine.org

testimony from a drug addict AMMA devotee.

Rate this topic


Guest guest

Recommended Posts

Guest guest

dear beloved sister and darling daughter of GODS love.please be so kind to

open your heart to what i am about to share with you.AMMA devotees that do this

are not AMMA devotees at all.it is the same as CHRISTIANs that claim jesus as

their lord and savior ,yet they don't follow his teachings.all walks of life

have this common thread .JESUS said that if we were not going to believe

him,then at least to look at his works.LOOK AT AMMAS WORKS!

if you read the bible ,you will discover that it is full of hypocrisy,we

cannot place that blame on GOD,JESUS,AMMA ETC.now here is the raw truth from my

own personal experience.

I AM A DRUG ADDICT,EX-CONVICT,OUTKAST,EX-HOMELESS PERSON,CRIMINAL ETC. who

AMMA herself has called GOOD.AMMA has treated me like i would have expected

CHRSIT to treat this outkast if i had been born in that day and time.i have done

two prison bids since being a AMMA devotee and never has AMMA once said anything

to me about it nor judged me.AMMA has personally told the org.to give me their

FULL SUPPORT and out of the four most successful service projects that have been

created in AMMAS org ,THIS DRUG ADDICT AND OUTKAST started three of them.AMMA

herself just personally wrote a letter to 500 men and women who are currently

locked up in prison!

AMMA will build homes for homeless people in n.america.that is AWSOME!what

INDIAN SAINT has done this?THIS IS MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE.

AMMA HERSELF WAS AN OUTKAST AND LOOKED DOWN UPON BY HER OWN FAMILY!AMMA WAS

PERSECUTED FOR HER DARK SKIN AS A CHILD!AMMAs entire LIFE HAS BEEN CENTERED

AROUND SERVING AND LOVING THE LESS FORTUNATE AND THOSE THAT SUFFER THE MOST,YET

SHE LOVES ALL.

 

WHEN WE BRING HOMELESS PEOPLE TO MEET AMMA,YOU SHOULD SEE HOW AMMA

RESPONDS!EVERYTHING STOPS IN ORDER THAT THEY ARE SERVICED AND MADE TO FEEL LIKE

SOMEONE CARES.

 

PLEASE DO NOT PLACE THE ILL BEHAVIOR OF CERTAIN PEOPLE ON MY BELOVED

MOTHER.THIS HURTS my heart to hear this crap being pre-imposed on my beloved

AMMA.THE PEOPLE THAT ARE SAYING THOSE ILL THINGS ARE SUFFERING THEMSELVES AND

MAY NOT KNOW IT AND THIS HURTS THIS HEART AS WELL.

WE ARE ALL GODS BELOVED CHILDREN.WE ARE ALL CHILDREN OF HIS/HER LOVE!LOVE IS

SO SIMPLE.IT IS LIKE BREATHING.LETS ALL PRAY FOR EACH OF US.THAT IS WHAT CHRIST

SAID TO DO AND THIS IS WHAT AMMA says to do " MAY ALL BEINGS BE PEACEFUL AND

HAPPY " .CHRIST SAID TO BLESS YOUR ENEMY'S.BELOVED brothers and sisters,lets not

become what we despise.LOVE IS THE ONLY WAY.OPEN YOUR HEARTS AND LET LOVE

IN.RETURN LOVE FOR HATE.RETURN UNDERSTANDING WHEN SOMEONE ATTACKS YOU.BE THE

LOVE.YOU ARE ALL CHILDREN OF

LOVE.AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA IS LOVE.

 

PLEASE CALL IF ANYONE WANTS TO ...641-233-8255.you are all my family.this is the

spirit of AMMA devotion.

 

 

 

 

Ammachi: violetdoves: Tue, 5 Aug 2008

19:51:19 +0000 Ananthasree's Drug Use

 

 

 

 

Someone just forwarded me a message from this group and advised I takea look at

it. I would just like to say that my partner is a clinical therapist whoworks as

a drug and alcohol counselor for primarily teenagers, and Ihave spent many years

volunteering with at-risk youth at Crossroads, ahomeless shelter in my area.

Needless to say, many of these youthshave problems with drug dependency and it

is no laughing matter orsomething that I take lightly. People suffer from these

addictions asa result of much emotional turmoil in their lives, and they

destroythemselves and others in the process. To come here and find Ammachi

devotees calling me a drug addict wasnot only slanderous, insensitive and

untruthful...but it is does notsurprise me in the least. Thank you for reminding

me why I left andwhy I will never again engage with those who practice

spiritualhypocrisy and call it " divine " . Boy, did I ever make a good decision.

Do you understand now, why I wasinitially hesitant to reveal my true identity?

It's so sad to seeself-righteousness masquerading under the guise of

spirituality. Idon't say that sarcastically, I say it truthfully. It's a shame

howlacking in compassion the followers of the compassionate one are.

 

 

 

 

 

_______________

Get Windows Live and get whatever you need, wherever you are. Start here.

http://www.windowslive.com/default.html?ocid=TXT_TAGLM_WL_Home_082008

 

 

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Guest guest

Ammachi , temba spirits <tembaspirits wrote:

>

>

> dear beloved sister and darling daughter of GODS love.please be so

kind to open your heart to what i am about to share with you.AMMA

devotees that do this are not AMMA devotees at all.it is the same as

CHRISTIANs that claim jesus as their lord and savior ,yet they don't

follow his teachings.all walks of life have this common thread .JESUS

said that if we were not going to believe him,then at least to look at

his works.LOOK AT AMMAS WORKS!........................

 

>............. WE ARE ALL GODS BELOVED CHILDREN.WE ARE ALL CHILDREN

OF HIS/HER LOVE!LOVE IS SO SIMPLE.IT IS LIKE BREATHING.LETS ALL PRAY

FOR EACH OF US.THAT IS WHAT CHRIST SAID TO DO AND THIS IS WHAT AMMA

says to do " MAY ALL BEINGS BE PEACEFUL AND HAPPY " .CHRIST SAID TO BLESS

YOUR ENEMY'S.BELOVED brothers and sisters,lets not become what we

despise.LOVE IS THE ONLY WAY.OPEN YOUR HEARTS AND LET LOVE IN.RETURN

LOVE FOR HATE.RETURN UNDERSTANDING WHEN SOMEONE ATTACKS YOU.BE THE

LOVE.YOU ARE ALL CHILDREN OF

LOVE.AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA IS LOVE.

>

> PLEASE CALL IF ANYONE WANTS TO ...641-233-8255.you are all my

family.this is the spirit of AMMA devotion.

>

>

OM Amrtesvaryai Namah!!

 

Namaskarams!!!!

 

May Amma's sun (Temba) be ever blessed and protected and inspired by

his Beloved Mother, our Ammachi......

 

thank you for that loving and inspired posting dear brother. What you

say is so simple and straightforward, and needs NO " techniques " or

meditations, or special initiations...just basic original spiritual

teachings, as taught by all the great ones....Love and Serve your

brothers and sisters, wherever there is need.

 

just as you say dear brother, there is NO need for constant sarcasm

and cutting down, insulting and hurting other people's feelings, all

in the name of " truth " .....Mother Herself has said that although we

should speak the truth always...if it would hurt someone it is better

not to say such a " truth " ....better to say nothing....or even a little

lie if it will avoid really hurting someone....

 

are we not here in this world to remember, as Temba says, that we are

incarnations of Divine Love itself? how will we remember this if we

treat each other so callously....as that old sixties song that was so

inspiring then used to say:

 

" come on people now, smile on your brother, everybody get together,

and try to love one another right now…. "

 

that is really Amma's message to us and if we cannot do something so

simple as that, what kind of devotees can we think we are?

 

i think it is simply wonderful, dear brother Amma's sun that Amma said

to you that She would build houses in America now for the homeless

ones...as you say, let us focus on these kinds of things rather than

focussing on whether or not " other " devotees are really up to the

" mark " or not...after all how do WE know WHO is up to the mark and who

isn't....other than by a feeling of love and peace in their presence.

 

i think that Amma is truly talking through Her beloved " drug addict "

" sun " , in these last couple of posts....if there were more inspiring

writing like that and fewer criticisms and insults, i suspect that the

Amma list would be a lot healthier...and more people would want to

join and post on such a list...

 

if we must insist on stoning one another, perhaps we should remember

what Christ had to say about this practice: " Let he who is without sin

cast the first stone..... "

 

In Amma's Divine Love,

and in Her Service,

as ever,

your own Self,

 

visvanathan

 

Om Amrtesvaryai Namah!

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Guest guest

Re: testimony from a drug addict AMMA devotee.

 

 

Om Amriteswaryai Namah!

 

Amen to that, Visvanathan (and Temba!). One of the things Amma said

on tour this year that stayed with me is a suggestion that we

constantly evaluate what we are doing for spiritual practice and to

be of service to others, and keep trying to do better every day.

 

I've just found a marvelous passage by Eknath Easwaran:

 

 

***

" Love, and do what you like. "

St. Augustine

 

Instead of telling friends you are leading the spiritual life, which

sometimes makes people raise their eyebrows, you can say, " I am

learning to love. " It is the same thing. Learning to love in the

way Saint Augustine is talking about is the most difficult, the most

demanding, the most delightful, and the most daring of disciplines.

It does not mean loving only two or three members of your family;

that can often amount to building a kind of ego-annex. It does not

mean loving only those who share your views, read the same

newspapers, or play the same sports. Love, as Jesus puts it, means

blessing those that curse you, doing good to those that hate you.

 

Most of us do not begin by blessing those that curse us. That is

graduate school. We start with first grade—being kind to people in

our family when they get resentful. Eventually comes high school,

where we learn to move closer to those who are trying to shut

themselves off from us. College means returning good will for ill

will. Finally we enter graduate school " Return love for hatred. "

There we learn to give our love to all—to people of different races

countries, and religions, different outlooks and strata of society,

without any sense of distinction or difference.

 

***

 

 

 

 

 

Visvanathan, I'm sorry I didn't get a moment to introduce myself to

you during Amma's Toronto visit. My roommate in San Ramon, Sindhu,

wanted me to pass on a big hug to you.

I was doing assistant prasad seva when you came up to Amma with a

beautiful mala made with crystal and blue and green stones of some

sort. Did you see, She kept it on for the rest of the night? Near

the end of darshan, I saw Her shifting the pallu of Her sari so that

the mala was tucked underneath.

 

Jai Ma,

Pranada

 

 

(Sorry for the double posting - was logged in under the wrong

address!)

 

 

 

> thank you for that loving and inspired posting dear brother. What

you

> say is so simple and straightforward, and needs NO " techniques " or

> meditations, or special initiations...just basic original spiritual

> teachings, as taught by all the great ones....Love and Serve your

> brothers and sisters, wherever there is need.

>

> just as you say dear brother, there is NO need for constant sarcasm

> and cutting down, insulting and hurting other people's feelings,

all

> in the name of " truth " .....Mother Herself has said that although we

> should speak the truth always...if it would hurt someone it is

better

> not to say such a " truth " ....better to say nothing....or even a

little

> lie if it will avoid really hurting someone....

>

> are we not here in this world to remember, as Temba says, that we

are

> incarnations of Divine Love itself? how will we remember this if we

> treat each other so callously....

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Guest guest

Dear beloved brothers and darling children of AMMAs love.there are a wave of

selfless services being initiated through AMMAs inspiration ,even as this child

write's.those that cry to HER and long to see others given the gift of lOVE that

we have all been given will be pulled into this experience.it is the experience

of BLISS! to be able to serve others is a gift.your heart gets so filled and you

forget about yourself.AMMAs grace pours down through you and you cry tears of

gratitude>

this seems so profound,but it is really oh so simple.it is as simple as

thanking LIFE for LIFE itself.if we would ,but realize that all LIFE is serving

us in order that we have LIFE,we would long to serve LIFE.we would long to GIVE

to LIFE ,what LIFE so freely gives to us in every moment that we LIVE.to serve

others is our true nature,for we are all children of LIFE and LIFE IS THE

GREATEST SERVANT OF ALL.this for me and others is CALLED AMMA.AMMA EMBODIES LIFE

AND IS IN FULL AWARENESS OF LIFE AND LIVING.THIS IS THE LIVING WATER AND ETERNAL

LIFE THAT CHRIST SPOKE ABOUT.LIFE SERVES ALL.LOVE SERVES

ALL.LIFE,LOVE,AMMA,CHRIST,YOUR HEART BEAT,ETC, ARE ALL SERVANTS OF LOVE.this is

our nature.that is why it is said that we are not the doers.LIFE IS THE DOER.

ACCEPT AND EMBRACE,but take credit for nothing and your heart will stay full

with LIFE.

 

know always ,no matter what that you are a child of LOVE AND LIFE.even the

most disobedient child ,like myself can embrace this.if temba can claim this

then anyone can.i am the most dis-obedient of all.that is whY HER grace follows

me in the way that it does.love you beloved family

 

 

 

 

 

Ammachi: kasi_visvanath: Wed, 6 Aug 2008

18:24:29 +0000 Re: testimony from a drug addict AMMA devotee.

 

 

 

 

Ammachi , temba spirits <tembaspirits wrote:>> > dear

beloved sister and darling daughter of GODS love.please be sokind to open your

heart to what i am about to share with you.AMMAdevotees that do this are not

AMMA devotees at all.it is the same asCHRISTIANs that claim jesus as their lord

and savior ,yet they don't follow his teachings.all walks of life have this

common thread .JESUSsaid that if we were not going to believe him,then at least

to look athis works.LOOK AT AMMAS WORKS!........................>.............

WE ARE ALL GODS BELOVED CHILDREN.WE ARE ALL CHILDRENOF HIS/HER LOVE!LOVE IS SO

SIMPLE.IT IS LIKE BREATHING.LETS ALL PRAYFOR EACH OF US.THAT IS WHAT CHRIST SAID

TO DO AND THIS IS WHAT AMMAsays to do " MAY ALL BEINGS BE PEACEFUL AND

HAPPY " .CHRIST SAID TO BLESSYOUR ENEMY'S.BELOVED brothers and sisters,lets not

become what wedespise.LOVE IS THE ONLY WAY.OPEN YOUR HEARTS AND LET LOVE

IN.RETURNLOVE FOR HATE.RETURN UNDERSTANDING WHEN SOMEONE ATTACKS YOU.BE

THELOVE.YOU ARE ALL CHILDREN

OFLOVE.AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMMA,AMMA,AMMA,AMMA IS LOVE.> >

PLEASE CALL IF ANYONE WANTS TO ...641-233-8255.you are all myfamily.this is the

spirit of AMMA devotion.> > OM Amrtesvaryai Namah!!Namaskarams!!!!May Amma's sun

(Temba) be ever blessed and protected and inspired byhis Beloved Mother, our

Ammachi......thank you for that loving and inspired posting dear brother. What

yousay is so simple and straightforward, and needs NO " techniques "

ormeditations, or special initiations...just basic original spiritualteachings,

as taught by all the great ones....Love and Serve yourbrothers and sisters,

wherever there is need. just as you say dear brother, there is NO need for

constant sarcasmand cutting down, insulting and hurting other people's feelings,

allin the name of " truth " .....Mother Herself has said that although weshould

speak the truth always...if it would hurt someone it is betternot to say such a

" truth " ....better to say nothing....or even a littlelie if it will avoid really

hurting someone....are we not here in this world to remember, as Temba says,

that we areincarnations of Divine Love itself? how will we remember this if

wetreat each other so callously....as that old sixties song that was soinspiring

then used to say: " come on people now, smile on your brother, everybody get

together,and try to love one another right now…. " that is really Amma's message

to us and if we cannot do something sosimple as that, what kind of devotees can

we think we are?i think it is simply wonderful, dear brother Amma's sun that

Amma saidto you that She would build houses in America now for the

homelessones...as you say, let us focus on these kinds of things rather

thanfocussing on whether or not " other " devotees are really up to the " mark " or

not...after all how do WE know WHO is up to the mark and whoisn't....other than

by a feeling of love and peace in their presence.i think that Amma is truly

talking through Her beloved " drug addict " " sun " , in these last couple of

posts....if there were more inspiringwriting like that and fewer criticisms and

insults, i suspect that theAmma list would be a lot healthier...and more people

would want tojoin and post on such a list...if we must insist on stoning one

another, perhaps we should rememberwhat Christ had to say about this practice:

" Let he who is without sincast the first stone..... " In Amma's Divine Love,and

in Her Service,as ever,your own Self,visvanathan Om Amrtesvaryai Namah!

 

 

 

 

 

_______________

Reveal your inner athlete and share it with friends on Windows Live.

http://revealyourinnerathlete.windowslive.com?locale=en-us & ocid=TXT_TAGLM_WLYIA_\

whichathlete_us

 

 

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Join the conversation

You are posting as a guest. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.
Note: Your post will require moderator approval before it will be visible.

Guest
Reply to this topic...

×   Pasted as rich text.   Paste as plain text instead

  Only 75 emoji are allowed.

×   Your link has been automatically embedded.   Display as a link instead

×   Your previous content has been restored.   Clear editor

×   You cannot paste images directly. Upload or insert images from URL.

Loading...
×
×
  • Create New...