Amma

[Guest guest]

A couple of songs and a poem to share

 

 

GANNA KNOW THE REAL ME

 

Can’t seem to get off the ground,

My Head spinnin’ all around,

Lost myself along the way,

Where do I belong today?

 

Just an empty shell, I fear,

Falling all the time, these tears,

I cry out from the devil’s tree,

Are you even listening to me?

 

Never gonna know, never gonna know,

The real me, cause I can’t see,

Livin’ in dispair, all unaware.

This life I have so solitar-y.

Never gonna know, never gonna know,

The real me.

 

Only one who understands,

Seems to have let go of my hand,

Falling from her embrace,

Have I become a disgrace?

 

Show me that you’re still around,

I’ll try to not let you down, again.

I know my purpose isn’t here,

I think that’s becoming clear.

 

Never gonna know, never gonna know,

The real me, cause I can’t see,

Livin’ in dispair, all unaware.

This life I have so solitar-y.

Never gonna know, never gonna know,

The real me.

 

Day to day played my games

On myself, brought down the flames,

Now it’s time to see,

What’s been shown to me……

 

In this life, gotta be strong,

Gotta live right from wrong,

Gotta show you now,

Gotta make that vow, today.

 

Gonna know, gonna know,

The real me, cause I’m gonna see,

This life is made of better things,

And with her gift of tiny wings,

I’ll fly so high I can’t come down,

I’ll never touch the ground, again.

 

So many mistakes I have made,

Gonna see that I can change,

I’m standin’ here,

I’m gotta persevere.

 

Gotta stop dreamin’

Gotta start believin’

In myself, it’s all there,

Gonna walk on air.

 

Gonna know, gonna know,

The real me, cause I’m gonna see,

This life is made of better things,

And with her gift of tiny wings,

I’ll fly so high I can’t come down,

I’ll never touch the ground, again.

 

 

 

 

100 YEAR WAR

 

Afraid to see disappointment in your eyes again,

Rememberin’ the tears falling down back then,

Feeling like I let you down once more,

Feelings of disgrace burning me to my core.

 

How do I make it all right with you?

Feel like I’m spinnin’ and I’m so confused.

Nothing solid to pull me to the shore,

Think I’m sinking to the ocean floor.

 

Looking into your eyes what will I see?

When it’s all said and done where will I be?

Never know if I’ve done the right thing,

With these thoughts always wrestling.

 

Feel like I don’t know who I am anymore,

I’ve been living in a hundred year war, with myself.

Nothing seems to shake this feeling,

Can’t find nothing to believe in.

 

How am I going to keep moving on?

How am I going to keep myself strong?

Somehow I was lead astray,

Somehow have to find my own way.

 

Need your guidance, need your anchoring,

Will you be the air beneath my wings?

Have a stirring in my within my soul,

Waiting to see what life is ganna unfold,

 

Going to find my way back to you.

How can I have ignored the truth?

Is your hand still there,

extended in the air to me, to me?

 

It’s Going to be a long road

Getting where I need to go,

But that’s OK, head held high,

Going see eye to eye, no need to cry.

 

It’s Going to be a long road

Getting where I need to go,

But that’s OK, head held high,

Going see eye to eye, no need to cry.

 

COSMOS

 

I see the cosmos

gently resting in her hands,

Stars - tiny pinholes in the darkness expand

to and fro

lighting the sky

glimmering, shimmering,

scattered in the night.

To her breast

we weigh

and play

along the celestial milky way.

Hearing the sound

of whispered hums

the beat, the drum,

the vibrational thrum

constantly serenading

her enchanting song.

 

Robin

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Thanks for sharing; very nice. Amma Bless !

 

 

Ammachi , Robin Wilson <lilymoonjewel wrote:

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> A couple of songs and a poem to share

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> GANNA KNOW THE REAL ME

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