Anni

[Guest guest]

I prayed to God that Anni be without pain and suffering. We all have our own

Pain and suffering I guess but this girl needs help more than I. I hope all of

us pray and make this happen. God Bless You Anni and all who help you everyday.

I also hope that you are under a doctors supervision.

 

ammastony

 

urbansaints wrote:

 

 

Dearest friends and family,

 

Our sweet Lord has left san Ramon. I am sending this via our dear friend Anand

over the phone as we still don’t have a computer or internet.

After Devi Bhava, we got behind the curtains with Amma and she asked for

everyone in our ashrams to pray for Anni.

 

I somehow feel that the situation requires tremendous support. Please feel free

to inform all your friends, parents, other religious congregations, and to form

groups. People who can pray with wringing hearts for Anni.

 

It somehow feels to me that she needs a very wide circle of spiritual support in

order to survive this ordeal and remain with us here on Earth.

I don’t know how to beat the drum or blow the trumpet, but it must be done.

Please feel free to print out pages of the blog if you feel it’d be useful, and

leave them in places for requests for prayers for her safety, well being and

survival.

 

Today has been Anni’s worst day to date. Her body is racked with pain. Her heart

beat has gone from 60 to over 130, up and down, back and forth. Along with that

has come tremendous clutching and crushing pains in her chest. She seems

pre-heart-attack to me. Her other body pains that were tremendous before the

heart problems began over a month ago, have again come into vogue.

 

Today she told me there was a new pain in the liver area which she found

stabbing and excruciating the entire day. She is extremely weak, unable to pour

her own toilet water or sit up in the wheelchair for more than 5 or 10 minutes.

Or hold her head up for any length of time. Dizziness, blurry vision… it’s been

a terrible terrible day.

 

While giving her a sponge bath, I noticed that her ribs were sticking out like

blades. It makes me wonder how her skin can hang on without getting sliced by

such sharp angles. This must be the cachexia—the wasting away of the body that

can occur in cancer cases.

 

But, the good news is Amma told her how important it was for her to eat and to

drink the vegetable and fruit juices and today Anni ate two bananas, one peach,

one nectarine, one apricot, one bowl of oatmeal, one bowl kanni with paneer, and

a little curd, and some tomato. Along with 8 (8 ounce) glasses of vegetable

juice. But the coughing doesn’t stop and each paroxim of coughing brings

consequent chest pain as well as stops her from resting.

I can’t tell you how urgent I feel this is that all of us must inform as many

people as possible that there is an angel named Anni who loves God and needs

everyone’s prayers in order to be able to stay on this Earth.

 

Please help. The battle is far from being won. We do not understand God’s ways

but maybe the small token of selflessness on the part of many for this sweet

child is something that God needs to know human beings are capable of as we

approach the result of massive adharmic action on the planetary level.

 

I don’t understand it. Just my gut instinct says we need a planet (or at least a

percentage, or maybe just a drop in the ocean) crying for God’s mercy if Anni is

going to be able to stay.

 

Amma told me that she is Anni’s mother. I have been priviledged to play the role

of mommy with Anni, and I love that role. I should always want to be her mommy.

Nonetheless, I don’t understand what things she and Amma have planned or are

planning. I only know that I do not want the song that is my Anni’s life to

leave this Earth for a long time to come.

 

I feel her life song will make this earth a more beautiful place. Thursday is

coming—let us pray, let us fast, let us inform as many others and create as many

groups together praying. Let us not wait until thursday—let us start now. Please

tell everyone you know, or meet about Anni and her need for prayers to stay on

this Earth. It was our lord Amma who said “all of us will heal Anni.” We have to

make it come true.

 

“Group chanting and prayer is very powerful. It can change anything.” — Amma

 

Loving you all, Kamala [and Anand]

 

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