Guest guest Posted June 5, 2007 Report Share Posted June 5, 2007 Greetings all, Robin thanks for posting this exerpt about Shradda. Does anyone have strategy for how to keep the ego from jumping up and saying to oneself, " oh you are so holy and so special, you can concentrate and you are so perfect! " I am finding it difficult to just be in the peace without commenting to myself how wonderful I am and then chastising myself for saying how wonderful I am. It is a funny monkey mind game that I have to laugh at...the mind is so tricky sometimes. Om Namashivaya - In Amma's service, Supriti Omenka Nnadi It's here! Your new message! Get new email alerts with the free Toolbar. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 5, 2007 Report Share Posted June 5, 2007 Dearest Sister Supriti, You are so funny and cute. This is so normal. I have been having the same problem with my own ego you remind me so much of myself. Aside from chanting your mantra here is what I do when I have negative thoughts or ego creeping in... aside from chastising myself as well. This is from another email from awhile back: Any bad thoughts that rise up within me I tell myself quickly " I am not these thoughts " over and over. Any good thoughts that come up, the 'I' tries to take credit, I tell myself " These thoughts belong to Amma, there is no 'I' here, there is only Amma. " If a situation is happening I don't like...I try to immediately become a witness to thoughts and actions and let it go, surrendering to the outcome. I try to take the 'I' away, the 'selfish' feeling and tell myself the next time my body and mind are tired, " You are not the body, the body is here to serve others, not the self. " These things can become overwhelming to me often, but then I hear Amma whisper, " One step at a time, your effort is good. Don't become overwhelmed, take it slow and do what you can when you can. " When I feel myself letting go, surrendering, I feel the humility within rise up, then Amma comes and nothing else matters in that moment, only Amma. Keep shining on and remember that within each of us is our own Amma. Something that has been working for me since trying out the lessons from the previous email you just read about shraddha is chanting my mantra constantly and while chanting I imagine Amma's Divine form in my heart with a candle light .. somehow it is so easy that way for me. Its brought me immense concentration for the past two days and an overwhelming devotion at times. Her presence is undeniable. The concentration keeps away the thoughts and the devotion keeps away the ego. Hope one of these helps! I will be going to Dallas, Iowa and Chicago this year... I will look for you... Love always, R. Omenka Supriti Nnadi <oomenka wrote: Greetings all, Robin thanks for posting this exerpt about Shradda. Does anyone have strategy for how to keep the ego from jumping up and saying to oneself, " oh you are so holy and so special, you can concentrate and you are so perfect! " I am finding it difficult to just be in the peace without commenting to myself how wonderful I am and then chastising myself for saying how wonderful I am. It is a funny monkey mind game that I have to laugh at...the mind is so tricky sometimes. Om Namashivaya - In Amma's service, Supriti Omenka Nnadi It's here! Your new message! Get new email alerts with the free Toolbar. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 5, 2007 Report Share Posted June 5, 2007 I should also probably throw in that this is defiantly hard because as Swami says.. your eyes do have a tendency to wander which makes it hard to focus your mind... but when you realize your mind is wandering you just bring it back and continue...some is better than none, small steps, big leaps! Eventually, I am guessing our concentration will progress. Jai Ma! Omenka Supriti Nnadi <oomenka wrote: Greetings all, Robin thanks for posting this exerpt about Shradda. Does anyone have strategy for how to keep the ego from jumping up and saying to oneself, " oh you are so holy and so special, you can concentrate and you are so perfect! " I am finding it difficult to just be in the peace without commenting to myself how wonderful I am and then chastising myself for saying how wonderful I am. It is a funny monkey mind game that I have to laugh at...the mind is so tricky sometimes. Om Namashivaya - In Amma's service, Supriti Omenka Nnadi It's here! Your new message! Get new email alerts with the free Toolbar. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 6, 2007 Report Share Posted June 6, 2007 What do you do when it's not thoughts that mess up your concentration, but images and music?? I see stuff al the time, and hear music too. Mary > Omenka Supriti Nnadi <oomenka wrote: Greetings all, Robin thanks for posting this exerpt about Shradda. > > Does anyone have strategy for how to keep the ego from jumping up and saying to oneself, " oh you are so holy and so special, you can concentrate and you are so perfect! " > > I am finding it difficult to just be in the peace without commenting to myself how wonderful I am and then chastising myself for saying how wonderful I am. It is a funny monkey mind game that I have to laugh at...the mind is so tricky sometimes. > > Om Namashivaya - In Amma's service, > > Supriti Omenka Nnadi > > > It's here! Your new message! > Get new email alerts with the free Toolbar. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 6, 2007 Report Share Posted June 6, 2007 here's some meditation ideas - first it may not be productive to try and stop the thoughts, images, sounds, etc - they come anyway, and sometimes the harder you try to suppress them the more they come. So why not let them come, observe them, and let them go. Then realize that you can forget the ego- it's not you. There is no you. You don't live life- life is being lived through you. You're just the vehicle. Do you make your blood flow, your heart pump, your hormones excrete, your cells divide? You don't create your joy either. You just plug into the universal joy that permeates the universe. You have nothing to do with it - no ego. [previously quoted message text snipped by moderator] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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