Guest guest Posted December 6, 2007 Report Share Posted December 6, 2007 Swami sharanam to all Ayappa devotees, I had initially thought oif going to sabarimala after completing my 41 days of vratham and have Jyothi darshan, but unfortunately due o tensions in life and frustrating moments I took my irumudi on the day 7 of wearing mala and I went to sabarimala and had darshan yesterday, I cried a lot in front of him and seeking appologies, so as a ayappa devotee I am appologising all swamis to kindly excuse me........I am really really worried and I am getting tensed, I feel like dieing, and this is my 3rd year, Earlier I went all 41days complketed and jyothi darshan, but this time I couldnt, Why si this happening to me , what did I do , coz I am great devotee of ayap[pa, adn this time, I dont know why it happened l ike this, I am ready to even die in the name of lord ayappa, or leave evrything and take up sanyasa. I am married since last 3 yrs and day by day my debts arew going up, Unfortunattely My fate is also going very bad, time is getting worsened day by day, What should I do, PLease I welcome each and every ayyapan swamy ro give me a feedback... Swamiyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sharanam ayappaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Karthik -- KARTHIK.N Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 8, 2007 Report Share Posted December 8, 2007 Swamy saranam swamy Karthik swamy. its a test done by our lovely god. see this is my 2nd time and i took mala on 8th of october from that day to till date. total days are 61 days co,mpleted. im ging to jyothi darshan. see before taking maala, i dont have single paisa. i took Rs. 2000/- from my mother. and i took maala. now i spend around 15,000/- for pooja, dress every thing.and now i sponcered one kanne swamy including dress, food, travel expenses etc., not even single rupee from him. he purchased only his under wears,bed sheet, tooth brush, bath soap and tongue cleaner. and more im feeding 4 more swamies( chaddi) lunch.in the after noon and one more 3 more swamies in the night and morning for biksha(break fast).u must wait for his blessing. so many ppl are there around the worl. he must hv look every one no. wait dont worry. one days ayyappa will come in front of u. swamy saranam i love ayyappa. thats it karthik narayan <karthik817 wrote: Swami sharanam to all Ayappa devotees, I had initially thought oif going to sabarimala after completing my 41 days of vratham and have Jyothi darshan, but unfortunately due o tensions in life and frustrating moments I took my irumudi on the day 7 of wearing mala and I went to sabarimala and had darshan yesterday, I cried a lot in front of him and seeking appologies, so as a ayappa devotee I am appologising all swamis to kindly excuse me........I am really really worried and I am getting tensed, I feel like dieing, and this is my 3rd year, Earlier I went all 41days complketed and jyothi darshan, but this time I couldnt, Why si this happening to me , what did I do , coz I am great devotee of ayap[pa, adn this time, I dont know why it happened l ike this, I am ready to even die in the name of lord ayappa, or leave evrything and take up sanyasa. I am married since last 3 yrs and day by day my debts arew going up, Unfortunattely My fate is also going very bad, time is getting worsened day by day, What should I do, PLease I welcome each and every ayyapan swamy ro give me a feedback... Swamiyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sharanam ayappaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Karthik -- KARTHIK.N Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 8, 2007 Report Share Posted December 8, 2007 Dear Karthick Samy Trust Iyyappan. We are nothing. Whether good or bad it is he who has created it and it is he who has to solve it. Try to start thinking that , as you are great devotee of Iyyappan, Your problems what you are thinking is less. Consider the other crores of pupil in this world, who are in a worser conditions than you. You are able to communicate to this forum get consolation. Think of others for whom, the internet itself is extravaganza. In my experience of 18 years, every day Iyyappan is with me. If some thing is happening bad to me, I will never feel it is a bad. I will always start thinking that in order to go to a higher position, lord wants me to go through these steps and get expertise to handle a higher position in our life. Dont feel bad, as you went and had darshan within a week. Think so much of real devotees, because of the personal family situationt hey are going and meeting Iyyappan through the North entrance. You should not criticize them. Because, by any cause they would like to have the darsan of Iyyappa. Your real devotion only has made you to go to mala within a week. If can't you will have a situation, where in you may have to mala and can't go to Mala. Most of the procedures were adopted, keeping in view, about 40 to 50 years back, wherein you can't get Parotha and Kuruma in Sannidhanam. At that time, unless and otherwise, you are practicising your body for certain habits, it will be very impossible for you to have your darsan. Now the days are gone, you can have cardiology center at Sabarimalai, Appollo hospital at Mala and cell phone at Malai. So don't worry. If you are having trust on Iyyappa, rest your mind that, it is he who has commanded you to be there. We are nothing. Don't think that you have planned and went there within a week. Who are you. By your thoughts, nothing will happen before Iyyappan. Only if he wishes you can go and have darsan. I too will pray to god, to sort out all your problems. Swamiye Saranam Iyyappa. R.Vijayan On Thu, 06 Dec 2007 karthik narayan wrote : >Swami sharanam to all Ayappa devotees, > >I had initially thought oif going to sabarimala after completing my 41 days >of vratham and have Jyothi darshan, but unfortunately due o tensions in life >and frustrating moments I took my irumudi on the day 7 of wearing mala and I >went to sabarimala and had darshan yesterday, I cried a lot in front of him >and seeking appologies, so as a ayappa devotee I am appologising all swamis >to kindly excuse me........I am really really worried and I am getting >tensed, I feel like dieing, and this is my 3rd year, Earlier I went all >41days complketed and jyothi darshan, but this time I couldnt, Why si this >happening to me , what did I do , coz I am great devotee of ayap[pa, adn >this time, I dont know why it happened l ike this, I am ready to even die in >the name of lord ayappa, or leave evrything and take up sanyasa. I am >married since last 3 yrs and day by day my debts arew going up, >Unfortunattely My fate is also going very bad, time is getting worsened day >by day, What should I do, *PLease I welcome each and every ayyapan swamy ro >give me a feedback...* >** >Swamiyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sharanam ayappaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa > > >Karthik > > > >-- >KARTHIK.N Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 10, 2007 Report Share Posted December 10, 2007 There are two categories. Observing viratham only during that time. Observing viratham for 365 days per year. Since the devotion level varies, the effect also. So do not take this neither to heart nor to head. Leave this. Come back and continue your job / education / family life or whatever may be. The cause for so called troubles could be from other side too. Some times you may have to change your view or you will be forced to do so. Nothing to comment on this. All asuras / devas do penance for thousands of years to get God’s darshan. But if a child calls immediately he appears. This is also like that. Enjoy man. HE knows when to steer you. Take care and be in touch. Regards, Dsln 044-22526518 sriayyappan [sriayyappan ] On Behalf Of raam murali Saturday, December 08, 2007 3:45 PM karthik narayan; sriayyappan Re: Need replies as soon as possible Swamy saranam swamy Karthik swamy. its a test done by our lovely god. see this is my 2nd time and i took mala on 8th of october from that day to till date. total days are 61 days co,mpleted. im ging to jyothi darshan. see before taking maala, i dont have single paisa. i took Rs. 2000/- from my mother. and i took maala. now i spend around 15,000/- for pooja, dress every thing.and now i sponcered one kanne swamy including dress, food, travel expenses etc., not even single rupee from him. he purchased only his under wears,bed sheet, tooth brush, bath soap and tongue cleaner. and more im feeding 4 more swamies( chaddi) lunch.in the after noon and one more 3 more swamies in the night and morning for biksha(break fast).u must wait for his blessing. so many ppl are there around the worl. he must hv look every one no. wait dont worry. one days ayyappa will come in front of u. swamy saranam i love ayyappa. thats it karthik narayan <karthik817 > wrote: Swami sharanam to all Ayappa devotees, I had initially thought oif going to sabarimala after completing my 41 days of vratham and have Jyothi darshan, but unfortunately due o tensions in life and frustrating moments I took my irumudi on the day 7 of wearing mala and I went to sabarimala and had darshan yesterday, I cried a lot in front of him and seeking appologies, so as a ayappa devotee I am appologising all swamis to kindly excuse me........I am really really worried and I am getting tensed, I feel like dieing, and this is my 3rd year, Earlier I went all 41days complketed and jyothi darshan, but this time I couldnt, Why si this happening to me , what did I do , coz I am great devotee of ayap[pa, adn this time, I dont know why it happened l ike this, I am ready to even die in the name of lord ayappa, or leave evrything and take up sanyasa. I am married since last 3 yrs and day by day my debts arew going up, Unfortunattely My fate is also going very bad, time is getting worsened day by day, What should I do, PLease I welcome each and every ayyapan swamy ro give me a feedback... Swamiyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sharanam ayappaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Karthik -- KARTHIK.N Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. " This Message and its contents is intended solely for the addressee and is proprietary.Information in this mail is for L & T Business Usage only. Any Use to other than the addressee is misuse and infringement to Proprietorship of L & T ECC.If you are not the addressee please return the mail to the sender.L & T ECC DIVISION " Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 10, 2007 Report Share Posted December 10, 2007 Karthik,Why so much of worries...don't get depressed...everything will come under your control and soon you will become the happiest person.Take care of your family along with your job in good way.With true love and devote you have gone to sabarimala...then,why do you worry of other things... Keep your cool and do your routine works.Pray the God with full confidence to free you from all the burdens and difficulties.Our lord will definitely find a solution to you.Be happy and think you can win any difficulties with the protection of Ayyappa... I suggest you to say the following mantra during your difficult times..Recite it with complete concentration .....Mookam karoti vaachaalam Pangum langhayatey girim Yatkripaa tamaham vandey Paramaananda MaadhavamSarvasya chaaham hridi sannivishto Mattas smritir jnaanama pohanamcha Vedaishcha sarvaair ahameva vedyo Vedaanta krid veda videva chaahamRegards, DivyaOn Dec 6, 2007 8:39 PM, karthik narayan <karthik817 wrote: Swami sharanam to all Ayappa devotees, I had initially thought oif going to sabarimala after completing my 41 days of vratham and have Jyothi darshan, but unfortunately due o tensions in life and frustrating moments I took my irumudi on the day 7 of wearing mala and I went to sabarimala and had darshan yesterday, I cried a lot in front of him and seeking appologies, so as a ayappa devotee I am appologising all swamis to kindly excuse me........I am really really worried and I am getting tensed, I feel like dieing, and this is my 3rd year, Earlier I went all 41days complketed and jyothi darshan, but this time I couldnt, Why si this happening to me , what did I do , coz I am great devotee of ayap[pa, adn this time, I dont know why it happened l ike this, I am ready to even die in the name of lord ayappa, or leave evrything and take up sanyasa. I am married since last 3 yrs and day by day my debts arew going up, Unfortunattely My fate is also going very bad, time is getting worsened day by day, What should I do, PLease I welcome each and every ayyapan swamy ro give me a feedback... Swamiyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sharanam ayappaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Karthik -- KARTHIK.N -- DIVYAIn Time Of Difficulities Dont't Ever Say " GOD I Have A Big Problem " But Instead Say " Hey Problem I Have A Big GOD " And Move On. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
saivan Posted July 12, 2011 Report Share Posted July 12, 2011 Hi karthick, How r u? after a long time.Where r u at present.Did u rememberd me.waiting for ur reply. Bye Swami sharanam to all Ayappa devotees, I had initially thought oif going to sabarimala after completing my 41 days of vratham and have Jyothi darshan, but unfortunately due o tensions in life and frustrating moments I took my irumudi on the day 7 of wearing mala and I went to sabarimala and had darshan yesterday, I cried a lot in front of him and seeking appologies, so as a ayappa devotee I am appologising all swamis to kindly excuse me........I am really really worried and I am getting tensed, I feel like dieing, and this is my 3rd year, Earlier I went all 41days complketed and jyothi darshan, but this time I couldnt, Why si this happening to me , what did I do , coz I am great devotee of ayap[pa, adn this time, I dont know why it happened l ike this, I am ready to even die in the name of lord ayappa, or leave evrything and take up sanyasa. I am married since last 3 yrs and day by day my debts arew going up, Unfortunattely My fate is also going very bad, time is getting worsened day by day, What should I do, PLease I welcome each and every ayyapan swamy ro give me a feedback... Swamiyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sharanam ayappaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Karthik -- KARTHIK.N Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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