the art of qualitative transformation....assist watching..lect. no.-2

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dear blessed ones,

blessed love,

 

om guru om ! hope by God's grace u all must be in peace n'bliss. it looks like i

am growing old because now forgetting has become quite easier for me than

remembering. but past events are very clear in my memory. when i was young what

happened. especially the wounds are still fresh in my memory.but for self

rememberence i have to work very hard!. what a pity, an irony of fate. we have

forgotten our roots, our source while we are remembering all other absurd

things.this is our reality, this is our truth..our all efforts are meant to

forget our self instead of remembering it.and even we remember obout us either

it is borrowed experiences or emotional wounds.divinity, godliness,spirituality

all are borrowed.whatever we are doing on the name of religion,

spirituality...it is all because of scriptures says...because of saints says..we

have not yet worked out on us.to be spiritual..one needs to work out very

intelligently, honestly..and the name of this

work-out procedure is sadhana...spiritual penance. so first uncovering

...unveiling of our being shows all trash, garbage, dirt, negativities.. and we

run away from ourselves to gods, temples, holy books, saints. one needs courage

to face and accept inner dirts.acceptence is the first step towards cleansing,

purifiying and transforming ...it is a gradual process. an secret inner

journey...which has nothing to do with outer world.it is purely personal

matter.once we are totally transformed, purified then nothing is left personal

then every thing is elated with others . now one can contact, communicate with

others. now there is no danger, risk.but if it is not there no body will accept

u with ur impurities.at least u will not accept urself.because inside u know

very well what u r inside..

as a young girl always use to complain about myself.. because i was not finding

any purpose of my life...for me it is sheer wastage .i did not feel like living

my life. i was always restless.i was seeking the goal...purpose..i did not find

in material world...the meaning of my life...and suddenly when i grew up...

slightly the vision was getting clear. more i grew more there was clarity of

vision. and then i started following myself. mistakes were there but chances for

inner growth, transformation was also growing simultaneously. thus still i am

growing...others will not understand. i have understood.my goal, my path, my

vision.and i am walking fast inside..because time is less journey is endless....

 

........................ swami maa

 

FROM HEAD TO HEART TO HARA....

 

" man can function from three centres ; one is HEAD , anoher is the HEART and the

third one is the NAVAL " if u function from the head u will go on SPINNING more &

more THOUGHTS. they are very in- substantial, dream - stuff-- they promose much

DELIVER NOTHING.the mind is a great CHEAT BUT IT HAS TREMENDOUS CAPACITIES TO

DELUDE , because it can PROJECT. IT CAN GIVE U GREAT UTOPIAS, GREAT DESIRES and

it always goes on saying " tomorrow it is going to happen...'and it NEVER

HAPPENS...nothing ever happens in the HEAD..; HEAD IS NOT THE PLACE FOR ANYTHING

TO HAPPEN..

 

the second centre is THE HEART.... IT IS THE CENTRE OF FEELING, one feels

through the HEART. u r closer home-- not home yet, but closer. when u feel u r

more SUBSTANTIAL.., u have more SOLIDITY.... when u feel, there is a possibility

that something may happen. there is no possibility with the head ; there is a

small possibility with the HEART.

 

" but the real thing is not even the heart.the real thing is deeper than the

heart.---- which is NAVAL. it is the CENTRE OF BEING... " THINKING, FEELING ,

BEING---these are the three centres.but certainly feeling is closer to being

than thinking, and feeling functions as A METHOD.IF U WANT TO COME DOWN FROM UR

HEAD, U WILL HAVE TO PASS THROUGH THE HEART.--that is the crossroads from where

the ROAD SEPERATES. u can not go to being DIRECTLY ; THERE IS NO WAY. u will

have to pass through the heart, so the HEART HAS TO BE USED AS A METHOD.

 

" FEEL MORE AND THEN U WILL THINK LESS.DO NOT FIGHT WITH THE THINKING , BECAUSE

FIGHTING WITH THE THINKING IS AGAIN CREATING OTHER THOUGHTS OF FIGHTING. then

the mind is never DEFEATED.EITHER WAY U R DEFEATED.---so never fight with

thoughts, it is FUTILE...

 

MOVE YOUR ENERGY INTO FEELING....

" rather than FIGHTING WITH THE THOUGHTS, MOVE YOUR ENERGY INTO FEELING --- that

means whatever you do.. do it THROUGH HEART ,for example if u give something to

somebody give it with feeling,through the heart... what will happen ? our energy

, your viberation will enter into that object making it viberant.when that

person will touch the object , will feel your energy, your viberation....not

only that but you will see immediately that something is happening in your heart

too at the same time. this is the real magic of HEART---FEELING. A LOOK OF LOVE

& COMPASSION ...WILL NOT POUR OUT YOUR ENERGY THROUGH YOUR EYES, BUT ALSO YOU

WILL SEE IMMEDIATELY THAT SOMETHING IS HAPPENING IN YOUR HEART ALSO.

 

HEART !

 

" the heart is the most neglected centre ; once you start PAYING ATTENTION TO IT,

it STARTS FUNCTIONING.when it starts functioning , the energy that was moving in

the mind automatically starts moving through the heart, and the heart is CLOSER

TO THE ENERGY CENTRE...THE ENERGY CENTRE IS IN NAVAL... so to PUMP IT TO THE

HEAD IS HARD WORK, in fact.that is why all he education systems exist; they

teach you HOW TO PUMP THE ENERGY FROM THE CENTRE TO THE HEAD AND HOW TO BY -

PASS THE HEART. all our educational effort is to DESTROY FEELING...so that

energy can be UTILIZED FOR THINKING.if u feel too much then the energy will be

stopped at the heart centre, it will never go to the head. it can only go to the

head when heart centre is completely DENIED. it has to go somewhere; it has to

find an OUTLET, it will go to the head..

 

for this reason LOVE IS DENIED,FEELING IS DENIED, CONDEMNED-- it is almost SIN

to be in love, to feel. our focus is more on logical, rational and intellectual

aspect than emotional .for civilized, decent being emotional person is

considered CHILDISH, IMMATURE inthe society of head-oriented people.but

intellectuals,rationals,head-oriented people are dry, dead and mechanical.no

juice flows any more. they are MORE MISERABLE. " MISERY IS BECAUSE OF THE

HEAD " . " THE HEAD CAN NOT CELEBRATE. there is no celebration possible through

head.it can think about celebration. it can think about....about...about... but

it can not CELEBRATE...

 

CELEBRATION HAPPENS THROUGH HEART....

 

ONCE U KNOW TO BE IN THE HEART-- TO BE IN THE FEELINGS...----- HALF THE JOURNEY

IS COMPLETE. and then it is easy to move from the head to the heart, it is even

easier to move from the HEART TO THE NAVAL...

NAVAL!...

 

ïn the naval you are simply a being--- no feeling, no thinking. you are not

moving at all. that is the center of the CYCLONE.everything else is moving...

the head is moving, the heart is moving, and the body is moving. everything is

moving ; everything is in aconstant FLUX. ONLY THE CENTRE OF YOUR EXISTENCE, THE

navalCENTRE IS un-moving. it is the HUB OF THE WHEEL.. " .

 

THUS THE REAL SILENCE EXISTS IN THE NAVAL.IT IS THE SOURCE OF ALLMOVING ENERGY,

ALL AWARENESS, ALL WISDOM, ALL LOVE, BLISS, TRANQUILITY, SERENITY. ONCE U TASTE

THAT ELIXIR YOU STOP running, rushing outward. your journey will be simply

inward from PERIPHERY TO CENTRE.

 

THUS THE SOLE PURPOSE OF " SELF AWARENESS MEDITATION " IS TO MAKE YOU CAPABLE FOR

EXPERIENCING YOUR TRUE IDENTITY, YOUR INNER REALITY. IF YOU DO NOT KNOW YOURSELF

THEN KNOWING EVERYTHING ELSE IS MEANINGLESS.YOU WILL MISS THIS LIFE FOREVER.

BECAUSE THERE IS NO REPETETION...

 

so before the life says GOOD BYE KNOW IT...MEDITATE ON YOURSELF.

 

in the service of godliness,

with blessed love,

shree swami maa , india