Shiva worship & D20s

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Hi Soul Sadhak,

U are welcome but in all honesty there is so much left to be said. My reply below as [sunil]:sohamsa , Sadhak Soul <soulsadhak wrote:>> Hi Sunil,> > I cant express enough gratitude for the pains you have taken to elaborate on my problem and chart. > kindly see my responses below.....> > Sunil John suniljohn_2002 wrote:> Om Datta Guru> Dear Soul Sadhak,> Namaste> > Thanks for ur feedback, it helps. I first thought u were male but it seems u are female, well to be honest I do not know how to see from how to see if it is male birth or female though a technique exists.> Yes, I am a Female (for the sake of chart!) - otherwise the soul has no sex (or has both - like yin-yang) - ok pardon the joke please![sunil]: no worries I like humor>

1) Although rectification of ur divisionals is not required since that is not the issue at hand I contacted a Master with ur chart for some reason, ur birth time is PERFECT & the play is of few secs, it cannot be 9 secs earlier nor 28 secs later - the person who was contacted is one of the greatest Masters I have ever known & is not approachable as he has left astrology n astrologers and I feel jealous in a soft way that he has rectified ur chart & so far mine is not done by him. He has given an advice which I shall give later in personal mail.> perhaps Ganesha can help you there ;-), i'll wait for the adivce> 2) When I was looking at ur mothers spirituality & status at the moment of death (given by you in personal mail) in ur D20 chart, my mother called me, she was sleeping & had a cramp in her leg (bit painful only, not too much), are u sure the rites of ur mothers death has been properly since even after I massaged my mothers both legs and came back to the chart she still called me. Can u check with a spiritualist of a high order re this matter if the Sakuna presented herein stimulates ur mind to do so, rest I leave it to u. It just occured to me that the Saukuna could also mean that Mother in any form is to be pleased

SS: > i'm not sure if i'll be able to find out about the ingenuity of my mother's last rites, it's also upto my dad and brother who will be involved primarily... however, i still dream of my mom, esp. during late night/early morning hours! probably because couldnt get to see her in her last days. > Coming to pleasing the Mother in any form, i do feel at the bottom of my heart that i connect more easily to the father-principle tan the mother-principle - somehow the idea stuck in my brain that mother-Parvati is unhappy with me, while father Shiva protected me and loved me more (that was way back in childhood) but even now i still have to make a conscious effort to remmber the Mother (Durga) otherwise i am left so absent-minded and head-in-clouds following Shiva-dhyana! [sunil]: I think u answered urself the riddle, soul doesn't have male female - the consort is shakti of the main as some same and a part of the main, why I am remembering Ramakrishna here> 3) If it interests u, then see in D20, Moon is in 4H of mother, 12th from it will show her meditation & the lord of it is an exalted Sun (soul) & is in kendra to Ven, the AD (on 26th Dec 05 her demise date) & MD is Sat, 8L lord in lagna(someones death will happen) & even the Drigdasa that started was of Cp(8H) MD/Le (12th from moon) from 19th Dec 05 - it all matches to what u have said re her> i'd rather not read that - it'll tempt me to read about my dad too - which i dread doing for now!

[sunil]: Yes the D20 here fits beautifully with the event, also lets add here in D20 Mother is 4H & moon is also 4H, mothers mother (ur naani or grandmother) would be 7H & lord is Jup (Guru Granth Sahib adept- ref personal mails interaction) & retro & receives no support, it is with Gulika & has aspect of Rahu n ketu & trine to Mars all from 8H & direct aspect of Mer R (in laws/relations) in 6H of inlaws relations - all this matches to what u discussed in mail.

The D20 is such a beautiful chart that it is unexplored is what I have learnt from my teachers

Guessing the period is tough & there are many contenders & also depends if u remember the event which occured before birth

Rah MD: 1931-02-19 - 1942-02-19

Ven: 1934-08-01 - 1936-05-22 Jup: 1936-11-18 - 1938-11-07 Sat: 1939-11-02 - 1941-02-24 Mars: 1941-02-24 - 1942-02-19

Any of them can be the contenders to the event for Naani(grandmother)

Almost forgot to mention the Sakuna (omen) that I got of my mothers cramp and what u have said (mothers mother) now FITS IN PERFECTLY. I am sure by now u can see the beauty of the Sakuna

> 4) I also feel guilty that i didn't explain it well perhaps in ur chart re ur predicament. See when the 5th & 8L is in 12H the person would be bogged with phobias & has to conquer them in his spiritual sadhana progress marg, here in ur case it is Mer as a single planet who additionally is Retro, now in D1 it is dispositor of Gulika (poison, troubles, anguish) & Ketu (Ganesha) & in D20 it disposits Sat(Rudra) & moon (mother forms)> whenever the 5th lord & 9th lord combine in 12H person is made for spirituality is what Padia Saheb one of my mentors tells me. > and probably responsible for insomnias too! (ha! sometimes struck me - don't sadhakas do dhyana at 3am in the morning - medically they'd be insomniacs! i remember having these insomnia attacks during saturn retro 2005!> What can be a remedy for this? Vishnu/Narayan mantra?> 5) The Real key of the area of Anguish here is the dispositor (can't expand it further since it is someones work in upcoming book) & it is Sat (Rudra/Shiva) & it is there in the 2nd House of FAMILY, hence ur anguish in areas of fear (phobia) of family etc - this is what i should have explained it in one line yesterday which I didn't do at all I realised as my mistake> the L-2 is Jupiter (H2=Pisces) do we have a remedy?

[sunil]: Dear SS, pls see the word above in point 5, it starts with 'REAL KEY' & then u are a high adept, u know what ur Naani bhakti & she could break out of it , do we need to give u more remedies & make u run in 20 more directions when u already know the key. The reason I contacted the Master was to get the Key otherwise why would I have contacted such an advanced adept esp when he constantly has the 'Humans - Do Not Disturb' Sign written on his old but child like face )

 

> 6) are we missing something here? [sunil]: Oh I deleted the sentence but not the point, but u have been intuitive enough to bring it up urself> > 7) Some traditionalists will make it simple & that is Lakshmi Narayana (I also think someone wrote on list re it) which is 5L of devotion (Mer - Vishnu) & 9L of higher stuff (Ven - Lakshmi) are combined i.e Lakshmi Narayana in the 12H of Divine Knowledge & the dispositor of it is Rudra/Shiva ultimately> during childhood (~7-8 yrs of age) i "felt" that i moved on from house of lakshmi-vishnu to house of shiva (i dont know how to explain this - a childhood fantasy or indication from the divine! or my craziness!!) [sunil]: smiles, I understand u completely> 8) 2007-08-20 - 2008-06-19 & then 2009th year> I request u to give me feedback as to what happens in ur spiritual life during the period mentioned above. In my records ur file is maintained as SoulSadhak (Sohamsa List) file > no problemo> 9) Most Imp Feedback for me: Is ur name starting with N or Ri, am still developing this method & to be honest only done it on 4 charts so still unsure, u need not tell me ur name.> ru (tula lagna in moon rasi)

[sunil]: Ohh I do not remember the charan & name pada at all since I do not have a panchanga. The point is what I have been discussing with some Gurus, not every human is an indian who puts his name according to the moon sign charan etc. If we take for eg Donald Rumsfeld, then obviously there would be a pre-determined Destiny(or free will) by which his name has to be ascertained right in the Chart n we as astrologers should be able to predict it, as he didn't goto an indian astrologer like other westerners to get the Akshara for their name and hence in my tutty fruity technique I predicted N or Ri and Ru is close to it, so I feel this is my best prediction in recent times. U see 2 yrs back I was in Ramakrishna Library, Santacruz, Mumbai where I saw a old book called Gayatri Shastra which were it was written in the introduction 'If an astrologer cannot predict the name of the bride, name of the town of the bride then he is not an astrologer at all' - this hurt me and made me thinking & it is only in last few months I have been experimenting with it with some good success.

> 10) Can u kindly indicate in the 19th year of ur life from Feb 86 to Feb 87 - what happened in ur life re spiritual matters or 7H/12 combo matters> i was really obssessed with Shiva worship - rebelliously neglecting Maa Durga, like a very rebellious child (kinda electra complex? - i thought soul is the only truth and material world is obsolete!)> Recieved lot of guidance from Him - had understanding of dhyana, death, soul-evolution, also had my first stint with reading about Esoteric astrology, practised palmistry on my friends, used to advise/counsel my friends on deep soul/pyche issues, read a lot of J Krshnamoorthy, even made a couple of esoteric paintings!, wrote a couple esoteric poems...used to write diary about my meanderings into the 'inner world'.> Strangely He kept me nudging back to the Mother from time-to-time and still tells me I need Her for my existence in the material world (sighh...) He's so patient and i'm such a nut!

[sunil]: I think u are most loved by all, oh Jiddu I love him- fantastic man, anyways the 19th year part past prediction - the Astral Travel is what enchanted me though both of what u mentioned fits - Jup (airy) in 12H and RETRO -

Do u use Ashtakvarga?

Light & Joy

Sunil> Most of the events that u mentioned in other posts have been cross checked on concerned divisionals > > best> SJ> Shi kin hara mitsu DaiKo Myo!> Soul Sadhak> > > > > > Sponsored Link> > Mortgage rates near historic lows - Refi $200k loan for only $660/ month - Click now for info>