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vedic astrology , Rafal Gendarz

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> *hraum namah adityaya*

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> Dear Pratosh,

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> Dont spam again!

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>

> Regards,

> Rafal Gendarz

> Sri Jagannath Center Guru

> email: rafal

> Jyotish pages: www.rohinaa.com

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> prathoshthegreat napisa?(a):

> >

> > Hare Krishna

> > My Name is Prathosh

> > My age is 21

> > I Have Finished My B.Tech IT

> >

> > My Childhood:

> > >From The Day i have Born till 12th Standard

> > I Studied in Same School

> > I am Very Reserved Nature

> > Very Shy to Speak

> > so ended up with No Friends and Suffered a lot in Childhood

> >

> > College:

> > 2003 i Got Into The College

> > There also bec of my Reserved Nature and Very Shy Nature i didnt had

> > any Friends

> >

> > Bet 2001 to 2004 In Family There was Severe Violent Relation bec My

> > dad Lost Very Severely In Share Market and was showing all anger

to mom

> > and i was very afraid That time and That 3 Yrs was a Big hell for me

> > to Survive bec No Friends also No Relatives also No body so i have to

> > stay in Home and see all Those for 3 Yrs everything

> >

> > Now Starts Imp Part Pls Read Carefully:

> >

> > At 2004 I Got a Cousin Sis came From Salem to Study And she Stayed in

> > My House...And so it was First time for me to Talk with a gal i mean

> > My Cousin sis...

> > so all 24 hrs i used to be with her in home i became very very

> > Attatched to her to the point like anything

> > and day by day I Unknowlingly Started to keep Affection On Her Very

> > Very Much and One Yr Like That she stayed...so i kept 10000% Love and

> > affection..

> > but due to some personal Issues...she broked with me That i couldnt

> > Tolerate and it was Hurting Like a hell

> > and i cried cried cried day and Night from Months sept 2005 oct 2005

> > Nov 2005 Dec 2005 ,etc

> >

> > Now Pls Pls Read Here Starts MAIN STORY AND REAL SORROW :

> >

> > So On dec 18 2005 I Met a Gal in Chat....She will Look good and i used

> > to chat to her Daily......In chat for 3 hrs from Night 10 to 1..

> > Till april i was chatting with her Very Very Happily i forgot my

> > sisters Hurt......

> > Now When april came...

> > Suddenly all of a Sudden

> > from april 2006 I Experienced a Very very Worst Severe Loneliness and

> > Worst Pain...so Unknowingly i Started Messaging her in Messenger

> > Very Madly till July 2006 IT IS SAY 70 OFFLINE MESSAGES...VERY

> > EMOTIONALLY. .....SINCE I COULDNT SURVIVE THAT PAIN..

> > LATER I FOUND THAT UNKNOWINGLY I HAD FALLED MADLY IN LOVE WITH HER 1

> > LAKH% SEVERELY THIS TIME SO WHEN I MESSAGED SHE AVOIDED ME TILL SEPT

> > 15 2006

> > TO BE FRANK EACH DAY WAS VERY WORST BEC IMAGINE FRIENDS

> > 1 LAKH% LOVE PLUS LONELINESS WITH NO FRIENDS FROM CHILDHOOD... ..

> > AND NO MESSAGES TILL SEPT..

> > HOW WILL U SURVIVE...

> > SO I COULDNTT

> > SO TO BE FRANK

> > FROM APRIL 2006 TILL SEPT

> > ALMOST EVERYDAY HAS CRIED IN THAT PAIN VERY VERY VERY WORSTLY..... .4

> > TO 5 HRS EACH DAY

> > THIS IS PROMISE....

> > THEN SEPT SHE CAME AND TOLD SEEING ALL MESSAGES SHE WAS MADLY IN LOVE

> > BUT SHE SAID SHE DON WANT AFFAIR AND LINE GOT CUT..

> > THEN I AGAIN MESSAGED MESSAGED MESSAGED TILL MAY 2007 IN HER

> > ANOTHER 250 OFFLINES...WITH 1 LAKH% LOVE PLUS SEVERE LONELINESS

> > AGAIN CRIED CRIED CRIED CRIED EACH DAY WITH WORST PAIN IN HEART....

> > KEEP THIS ONE SIDE....

> >

> > NOW HERE SECOND PART..

> > DURING THE SAME PERIOD

> > FROM JUNE 2006 TO SEPT 2006

> > I WAS HAVING MY CAMPUS INTERVIEWS.. ..I ATTENDED 23 CAMPUS INTERVIEWS

> > EACH DAY WILL GO AT MORNING 8 AND RETURN BACK WITH NIGHT 10 WITH

> > DISSAPOINTMENTS

> > LIKE THIS 23 CAMPUS INTERVIEWS SORROWS ALSO IN HEAD PLUS 1 LAKH% LOVE

> > PLUS 1 LAKH% LONELINESS PLUS NO FRIENDS...

> >

> > NOW THIRD PART SORROW..PLS READ:

> >

> > FROM SEPT 2006 TILL MAY 2007 DAD FINANCIAL POS BECAME AGAIN WORST SO

> > THAT SORROW CAME IN MIND

> > SO THINKING ABT THAT HAVE CRIED CRIED CRIED LIKE A HELL EACH DAY....

> >

> > NOW FOURTH PART SORROW PLS READ:

> >

> > MY DAD IS BASICALLY UNEMPLOYED AND HAS FACED LOT OF SORROWS IN HIS

> > LIFE....AND I LOVE MY DAD VERY MUCH

> > SO NIGHT WHEN I USED TO SLEEP....I WILL THINK ABT ALL MY DAD LIFE AND

> > HIS SORROWS AND WILL CRY CRY CRY EACH DAY WITH PAIN SORROWS

> > FRUSTURATIONS ETC

> >

> > NOW FIFTH PART SORROW PLS READ:

> > MY MOM IS VERY GUD HEARTED

> > MY MOM HAS SACRIFICED LIFE FOR US

> > SHE HAS GOT SO MANY WORRIES IN HEART

> > SO I HAVE CRIED THINKING OF HER SORROWS..

> > AND I ALSO CRIED THINKING I AM NOT ABLE TO PROVIDE ENOUGH HAPPINESS TO

> > HER......... .SO CRIED CRIED CRIED CRIED CRIED EACH DAY 4 TO 5 HRS

> > DAILY TILL MAY 2007

> > NOW IMP PART:

> > I WAS VERY SUPRISED AFTER MESSAGING 250 OFFLINES ALSO HOW CAN A GAL

> > CAN TOLERATE SUCH A FEELINGS IS THAT A MIRACLE OR SHE IS GODESS

> > THEN LATER

> > I CAME TO KNOW

> > IT WAS THE GAME OF PARA DARA DOSHA.......

> > SHE WAS LOVING SOME BODY AT THE SAME TIME........ ......MORE

FIERCELY....

> > BUT HERE DIFF IS

> > THAT LOVE WAS SHE WAS SEEING THE PERSON

> > WHEREAS MINE WAS CHAT......

> > SO MINE HAD BECAME A WORST 1 LAKH% ONE SIDED LOVE WITH TERRIBLE HURTS

> > AND MAJOR CLINICAL DEPRESSION.. ......... .AND IT MADE ME A WORST

TO CRY

> > DAILY FOR 1 YEAR EACH DAY 4 TO 5 HRS

> > I SINCERELY PRAY LORD KRISHNA NOT TO GIVE SORROWS LIKE THIS TO ANYBODY

> > IN WORLD....... ..

> > CONCLUSION PART:

> >

> > SO IN NUTSHELL....

> > I WAS FACING WORST 1 LAKH% ONE SIDED LOVE WITH 1 LAKH%

> > LONELINESS.. ...PLUS COUSIN SISTER HURT.....

> > PLUS TERRIBLE DAD SORROWS IN MIND AND CRYING EACH DAY

> > PLUS TERRIBLE MOM SORROWS IN MIND AND CRYING EACH DAY

> > PLUS TERRIBLE DAD FINANCIAL PROBLEMS IN MIND AND CRYING AND BEGGING

> > EACH DAY IN LONELINESS.. ........

> > LIKE THIS 10 MAJOR PROBLEMS IF IT HITS A PERSON

> > WHETHER HE WILL SURVIVE

> > WITHOUT GOING TO DOCTOR

> > WITHOUT SHARING TO PARENTS

> > WITHOUT SHARING TO FRIENDS

> > WITHOUT SHARING TO ANYBODY

> > JUST ONLY BY LORD SHRI KRISHNA GRACE

> > STILL I AM SURVIVING HEALTHY

> > AND INSPITE OF ALL THESE WORST SO MENTIONED ABOVE HURTS

> > AT THE SAME TIME

> > I PASSED B.TECH IT WITH GUD MARKS

> > TELL ME IS THIS POSSIBLE FOR ANYBODY????? ??????/

> > I SURVIVED THESE ALL WORST MENTAL TERRIBLE HURTS AND THIS ALL IS

> > PURELY DUE TO GRACE OF SHRI LORD KRISHNA..... ....

> > AND MY SPIRITUALITY POWER....... ......... ......

> >

> > SO I REQUEST ALL MEMBERS KINDLY TO SHOW THESE MESSAGES TO SANJAY RATH

> > JI.......... ..AND THAT WAS THE REASON WHY I BEHAVED SO BADLY WITH ALL

> > IN GROUPS...... ....

> > I AM VERY SORRY FOR ALL THE THINGS THAT HAPPENED....

> > SO I REQUEST ALL MEMBERS TO PLS SHOW THESE MESSAGES TO SANJAY RATH JI

> > VISITJI AND MANY MEMBERS

> > IF THEY HAVE REAL SYMPATHY FOR ME

> > I WISH TO TAKE MY BAN FROM ALL GROUPS

> > FROM SOHAMSA SRIJAGANNATH AND VEDIC-ASTROLOGY. ......

> > LET THEM DECIDE

> > HARE KRISHNA..... ......

> > SARVAM KRISHNAARPANAMASTU.

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