2-Elaine re. Saturn and all of lives' many interesting experiences

[Guest guest]

Thanks Mark I'd forgotten he

did this one too. I've got all of his Yantras..AND use his Kali-ma as my

desktop

Hi Elaine:For most people Saturn is both the most important and least

understood planet. Even spending a little bit of time figuring

out how to be more in-tune with Him, will help immensely.Check

out my Saturn group too if you haven't seen it yet? It's at:

SurrenderingToSaturn/

When I lived at the Institute I

began doing Yantras with oil pastels. I have no background at all with

ANY " creative art " ,..not sure *what* got " into "

me,..but, began, what I've been told, is called " smearing " the

oil pastels on handmade (cotton and silk) paper from Nepal, and also have

a gold (it has real 14kt gold in it) pen I outlined some of the Yantras

with. I got the " instructions " for the Yantras from the

MahaNirvana Tantra as well as the Netra Tantra..and a few others..and when

I got " stuck " with the language and technicalities would go to

either: http://www.shivashakti.com/

or a page at UPenn I'm trying to find..I HAD it bookmarked somewhere... Oh

well, I'll find it later. :)I painted a few too--although, my

talents must lie more near " crayons " than a #5 brush . One of these days, when I can afford to restock on supplies, (in other

words--when it's time , I'll get back into it again!!Oh, and just

FYI; I'm afraid I started WWIII the other night when I decided to try one

more time asking my parents about my birthdata. (or their birthdata or my

brothers birthdata...) My son says I either need " Divine Intervention " or

James Bond to get ANY information from my family. I have an appointment

at legal aid concerning a different, but related matter, so I'll ask the

attorney if he has any ideas. It seems I don't exist at the Dept. of

Vital Statistics in the " area " I'd always been told I was born

in, so.... I honestly did NOT want to open this pandoras box...I've

known for about 17 years (since my son was born with our

" genetic " disorder, that something wasn't right..but De-Nile

River runs fast and deep and it's much easier not to " rock the

boat " . Had things not exploded the other night and they'd just given

me ONE date/time/place of SOMEONE--perhaps I could continue to just float

along, but...... Ahhh well... even isolating myself in my apt. for

over a year, I seem to be able to stir up " drama " --without

really even trying. BUT, I also firmly believe that the Mother has things

happen, WHEN they happen, for reasons. Peace!!

This

already is a good Saturn idea! hehe. But, it's the Jupiter in life,

in us, that gives us the ability to rise up and change our karmas and

situations.And, Jupiter knows only " all

possibilities " and all it's graces and gifts are there toteach

us about how to find that field of all possibilities and learning how to

act from there...then will eliminate all problems in

life...!

I'm very happy to

have you in our group!

Sincerely,

 

Mark K.

 

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