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Birth Data: fro Nancy J. Phillips

 

Day/year of Birth:

 

__April 28, 1957___________________

 

Time of Birth: 5:21pm

 

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(Include daylight savings if you know it) ______Y or No ____ ?

 

Place of Birth:

 

Town/city: __Park Ridge (outside Chicago

Country: _______USA___________________

 

 

Rising Sign: (If you know it, including degrees.

 

Sign: _Libra_______________ For example, Aries, Taurus, Gemini,

 

Degrees: ___11:10__________ For example 10:, 20, or 5:00 degs.

 

 

 

Some of the following questions will be a matter of a, b, or c,

while others will need personal answers.

 

Please try and be as descriptive as you can. Include dates,

times and places if you remember them.

 

 

Subjective Questions:

 

 

Self: "The Sun".

 

I am

A _____ Very self-confident

B __x___ Medium amount of self-confident. Or,

C _____ Lacking in self-confidence.

 

Please put in your own words how you 'experience' your

sense of Self.

 

Very strong; but held back, or in by stressful childhood situation

which shadowed what prob be more outgoing personality, tend to be shy. Been told I don't recognize my own energy, or how I impact people. Very deep feeling, usually laid back, neptune in 1st house so often feel we’re all one, whats good for you is ok with me ect, but also have very firey and fierce nature, if I do loose temper watch out, tho as get older, more rare. Am a kapha pitta. I do a lot of 'waiting' in my life. and act when the time is right, is very instinctive and intuitive. Make huge transformational changes, that may seem sudden, but have been in the works for years under the surface. I often say when I was born, I felt like I was on the wrong planet, after changes, on right planet but wrong continent, then right cont, wrong country etc. Now just looking for the right city and neighborhood!

I tend to be very loyal, in for the long haul with people, get 'confused' by people when they act goofy, am naive about how power play goes.

Spirituality is main current/backbone of life, incl work as expression of that, along with family, children - who are amazing. Tend to be very sensitive, in a watery way not airy way - see thru things and people, can't take alcohol or pharmaceuticals. Always been very healthy with exception of eyes (degenerative myopia). Travel brings a lot of internal growth and blossoming for me, wish/need to do more.

 

Please also include any other descriptions especially if you have

some insights

from your Jyotish charts.

 

Had Tibetan jyotish chart done recently Loved it! but very basic, little predictive. Very kind words to say -early childhood had much to do with parents karma, less with mine, that was a relief to hear, hope its true! . Said I am currently going thru difficult moon cycle, which will end in a year or so, health problem, if I was less strong, might have killed another person (?) I lost my eyesight, and had 2 reconstructive surgeries. More difficult (and all that was very traumatic- but I'm grateful because it was such a learning experience, - it was clearly illustrated that I had this attitude " I will take care of myself, and you too", had everyone trained to agree with that, )was I didn't get the help I needed when I was truly vulnerable. Surgeries - Sept and Oct of 2004. Had foot (bone spur) surgery Feb 3, 2006, a chance to practice arranging some support. Could hardly walk, still lots pain.

 

But, all this health stuff for someone hardly ever been sick, no drugs ect., unusual. Tough time recovering, got really sick from anesthesia, had to have 2nd eye surgery awake! (uuugh)Just starting to perk up more this spring, Yeah! Also learned that I grew up equating loss of health and needing help as weakness, and so I sort of decided I wouldn’t be ill if I could help it.Mind, Emotions, Intuition & Happiness: "The Moon"

 

I Have

A _____ A lot of personal Happiness.

B ____x_ Medium amount of emotional steadiness Or,

C _____ Personal worries, fears, anxieties or phobias.

 

Please put in your own words how you 'experience' your

Mental stability and/or emotional happiness.

 

I would say I'm now very happy, inside. I'm very grateful and feel blessed to be alive, and have certain things in my life. I've always been extremely strong and stable, even under difficult circumstances. On the other hand, I'm very deep feeling, complex and sensitive. I tend to keep things inside. As I get older (more vata) I notice the things I actually am afraid of more.

 

 

Please also include any other descriptions especially if you have

 

some insights

from your Jyotish charts.

 

Llama Kalsang said watch out for my fire when I go into my mars cycle next.

 

 

Intellectual Clarity, Intelligence, Clarity of Mind & Thinkings:

"Mercury"

 

I Have

A __x___ Good intellectual abilities

B _____ Medium amount of Intellectual talents Or,

C _____ Problems with thinking capacities.

 

Please put in your own words how you 'experience' your

Mental stability and/or emotional happiness.

 

 

 

I tend to learn best thru understanding rather than memorization. Have experience of 'knowing', lots old knowledge came into this life with, get to use again.

 

Please also include any other descriptions especially if you have

some insights

from your Jyotish charts.

 

said I had a fine mind.

 

Expressive Heart, Affections, Giving Nature "Venus"

 

I Have

A __XX___ I'm a very affectionate person

B _____ Only a medium amount of 'expressiveness' Or,

C _____ Am shy or inclined not be be able to express myself.

 

Please put in your own words how you 'experience' your

Giving, or Affectionate Nature.

 

super affectionate, very touchy feely, used to be open with people in general, much less so as adult, very much so with my kids, family. Very verbally and physically demonstrative with kids. Feel that relationship with another is a very precious thing. Children are gifts from the divine.

 

 

 

Please also include any other descriptions especially if you have

some insights

from your Jyotish charts.

 

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Teaching, Learning Capabilities, Morality, Spiritual Nature:

"Jupiter"

 

I Have

A _XXX____ Strong personal faith, enjoy learning and active

spiritual nature.

 

B _____ Medium amount of 'faith' or belief and am slightly

skeptical. Or,

 

C _____ Not religious or spiritual and strong skeptical naturew/little faith.Please put in your own words how you 'experience' yourspiritual or religious tendencies.Spiritual, not religious. Struggle with finding something 'deep' enough for me. 12 - 15 years practicing intense kemetic tantric practice, very fufilling. Now 'in limbo' spiritually because had to remove myself from the practice due to things happening with people involved, were below my bottom line of tolerance, very painful to pull away from 2 years or so ago. But put up with issues for a long time. My partner was my spiritual partner, so that has been rough. Because it is such a deep and important area for me, it is hard to trust or quickly find a new road or path to follow. Morality is situational - sometimes the right thing to do is opposite of what usually is right. I don’t care what others do, as long as it actually makes them happy, and they’re truly not harming another (not just offending others sensibilities). Please also include any other descriptions especially if you havesome insightsfrom your Jyotish charts.__________________________Objective Parts of Us:Physical Dynamism, Active power, Energy & Stamina: "Mars"

 

I Have

A _____ Lots of Energy, enthusiasm, physical power and

dynamism.

 

B ___x__ Medium amount of Physical strength & need to rest a

lot. Or,

 

C _____ A strong lack of of physical strength, and am timid or

shy.

 

Please put in your own words how you 'experience' your

physical prowess, strength and fiery nature.

 

 

Energy gets held back, keep in reserve, feel better when I get it out. Have some issues in physical area, have strong and graceful body, attractive, but have trouble getting out there. Very reserved, never did sports but love yoga. Because of bad eyesite, never felt comfortable in space, overcompansated and am graceful, people used to ask me if i was a dancer. Feel I should be out there more. Eye surgery brought the blessing of seeing well w/out glasses (except reading) for 1st time since toddler. and I can see who’s around me and where I am in space better. My family members were all very charismatic, and I feel i naturally would be that too if not for certain circumstances. Am currently always exhausted but think it will get better. Triple whammy of surgery stuff, pre-menopause and relationship issues.Please also include any other descriptions especially if you havesome insightsfrom your Jyotish charts.__________________________Patience, Balance, Losses, Maturity, Health: "Saturn"

 

I Have

A ___x__ Good Health, and balance in life.

B _____ Medium amount of patience, & some health

complaints. Or,

 

C ___x__ I have too many challenges, health complaints,frustrations or losses.Please put in your own words how you 'experience' yourinner stability, maturity, or losses, in life.Super patience, earth sign stability, great health til last bit, but tons of losses All that 8th house. Loss is prob the major theme of esp early life. Mother was always ill, I took care of her and aspects of house starting age 5, she was quite harsh; both my brothers died at young ages, one at 24 (I was 19) other, whom I was really close to at age 33 (I was 25) I left home when 17, had some difficult relationships, went to Art Institute of Chicago long after should of ( rec’d a scholarship in HS, couldn’t go then, 7 yrs later got there).After my brother I was so close to died, I got involved and married a man whom when I first laid eyes on him had a visceral response to that wasn’t positive, but I was grieving and his personality was perfect for that moment,. Horrible for a marriage, but had gotten pregnant, so married him. Helped put him thru law school, his life dream, than couldn’t live with the results! (changed him for the worse) and divorced him, went thru a 4 yr custody battle for our son, was harsh, like my mom, learned the great lesson that you can’t look to the world to be fair. I ‘won’ custody, but of course nobody really wins under such circumstances. Both parent died - mother 1998, father whom I adored, but wasn’t able to spend as much time with as would have liked, died 2000. I went to cheer him up and cook for him one weekend, and ended up medivac-ing him to the hospital where he died, at least I was hugging him, of lung cancer a couple days later. He was extremely brave, was very strong, mowing the neighbors lawn 2 days before, would have lived years more except for lungs, had a living will so made his own decision to be ‘unplugged’. Was very tough, and I was mostly alone to close up the lives / belongings of all 4 other family members.

Am weirdly rich in aspects of those I love, not so much stuff, but its beautiful, have done some neat stuff, but I am in survival mode financially way too much. Don’t keep credit card debt, but have scary student loans. Wear clothes that are nice but old (that Taurus rather have a few fine clothes that last forever) or get a super bargains., but often am frustrated with not being able to follow up with an opportunity, or be social at all, or take a next step because of lack of funds. Struggle to keep heads above water tho live simply. Frustrating because I can’t afford to do the things which would make it better. Tend to not take the easy way out too often, figure its harder in the long run.Please also include any other descriptions especially if you havesome insightsfrom your Jyotish charts.Tibetan reading said I was too nice., esp in business, get stuff in writing. So if a lama/monk says that, I guess I can believe it!

Desire Mechanism, Impulses, Obsessions, Addictions:

"Rahu/Ketu"

 

I Have

A _____ A balance with my desires, not impulsive or out of

control.

 

B ___x__ Medium amount of challenges with desires or

addictions Or,

 

C _____ Strong problems with out of control desires,materialism, or addictions.Please put in your own words how you 'experience' yourdesire nature, including obsessions, or addictions.I do a lot of ‘dreaming’ to bring things into being, if that makes sense. Desires more abstract like for beauty or harmony or potential. Tend to have small addictions like sugar that in past just stopped , (very pitta), enjoy physical world as way to structure energy or tools to help get things done. Have more trouble with things that just don’t know, or are dumb about.Please also include any other descriptions especially if you havesome insightsfrom your Jyotish charts.__________________________Health: "Saturn, 6th, & 8th Houses"

 

I Have

A _____ Very good health, rejuvenate very easily from

sicknesses.

 

B __x___ Medium amount of health strength. Or,

 

C _____ Many health challenges, get sick easily and take along time to bounce back.Please put in your own words how you 'experience' yourphysical, mental or emotional health.Usually, super healthy, if I have a prob. Is very minimal, bounce back super quick, til this last thing with surgeries on eyes and foot.Please also include any other descriptions especially if you havesome insightsfrom your Jyotish charts.Mentioned something in current cycle of moon, didn’t go into detail, re: recent health challenge.Also said I would be long lived, 98 yrs, 2 mo 17 days. Unless more karma, could also die at 65 or 80 so not to take too many animals lives - don't eat too much shrimp! (little - you have to eat a lot)Finances: "Jupiter, 11th, 12th & 2nd Houses"

 

I Have

A _____ Very good luck making and holding onto money.

B _____ Medium amount of financial success. Or,

C __xxx___ Many challenges with money, either making it orsaving.Please put in your own words how you 'experience' yourkarmas with money.Horrible ‘luck’ with money. I have to work super hard, don’t have maybe certain social skills ?? Or don’t understand something? Or its just my karma. Please also include any other descriptions especially if you havesome insightsfrom your Jyotish charts.Said I would have medium wealth and that after age 55, things much easier, will have worked off most of karma.Relationships: "Venus, Jupiter, 5th, & 7th Houses"

 

I Have

A _____ Very good relationships, and success with marriage,

etc..

 

B __x___ Medium amount of relationship happiness. Or,

C _____ Many challenges with relationships.Please put in your own words how you 'experience' yourrelationships including romantic ones.I have very deep, loving and passionate relationships. Current one is amazing in that aspect, but we are not married, don’t see it happening ever, certain aspects of it are very painful and we have been going through a lot these last 4 years esp. Please also include any other descriptions especially if you havesome insightsfrom your Jyotish charts.Said I should be with an older rather than younger man, my thinking is currently more ‘advanced’ than his.Career; Life Purpose: "10th House & Entire Chart"

 

I Have

A _____ Very good success with career.

 

B ___x__ Medium amount of success with work and

life-purpose. Or,

 

C _____ Many challenges with work and career and don't know

what my purpose is.

 

Please put in your own words how you 'experience' your

'Career' luck and success .

 

I have had luck with my career in the past in that I have faced challenges and still had good things happen although I have experienced not getting the credit I may deserve, or money. Currently, I am in the career of my dreams, my dharma I believe. I feel I have so much to do in it, its challenging to get the $$ to do so. Maybe I’m not a good biz person, I have a lot of great and creative ideas, lots of passion, doing all the ‘right things’, growing slowly, but maybe I’m missing something, maybe in the wrong place.Please also include any other descriptions especially if you havesome insightsfrom your Jyotish charts.mentioned success in educationSpirituality: "Jupiter, Saturn, 5th, & 9th & 12th Houses"

 

I Have

A __XXX___ Very strong spiritual or religious nature

 

B _____ Medium amount of success or interest in Philosophy

and/or Religion. Or,

 

C _____ Not much interest or success in spiritual matters.Please put in your own words how you 'experience' your'spiritual' nature.Very strong, unwavering, deep, purpose for being. Very intuitive, move energy powerfully, look for structure for that energy because feel its really big. Not very ‘specific’, feel all paths to the divine are valid.Please also include any other descriptions especially if you havesome insightsfrom your Jyotish charts.__________________________MIsc.: "Any aspects of your life or chart that we're covered above

and you'd like to talk about. These include general experiences,

as well."

 

I Have

A _____ Strong Benefits, not previously discussed.

 

B _____ Medium amount of success with these misc. areas.

Or,

 

C _____ Many challenges, described below.

 

Please put in your own words how you 'experience' your

MIsc.. experiences.

 

A key challenge in my life is learning how to nurture myself and take in good things rather than not. I can certainly put myself thru the hard stuff, and learn and grow, but its like Ayurvedic Panchakarma, its important to include the wonderful, feel good stuff along with the cleansing. Its hilarious that my job is to support people deeply nourishing themselves when its so hard for me to do!. Its not that I refuse it, rather I set it up (or my chart does?) that its not offered often, or prob I don’t pick it up when it is.Other huge key challenge for me has been blocked and frustrated communication, incl. speaking up in a timely manner. Balancing my laid back-ness with looking out for my own interests esp in relationships. I also experience what I call my Cassandra complex - seeing what’s going to happen very clearly, and no one listening to me. When it does come out that way I predicted, people get mad at me. I have learned not to care so much. This has certainly happened in my relationship and is central to our problem. Speaking and writing for business (successfully) has helped my communication skills tremendously. Other big challenge has been the dark moon (Edith? Laura?, I can’t remember which one it is. Do you ever work with dark moons? - are unconscious aspects/ desires, that people work thru as they grow older. More prevalent/strong for people who are born on or around eclipses, like me) Anyway, the ‘evil woman’ one….comes into your life to mess stuff up. My mom was one I guess, and relationship prob had revolved around a couple of them! Connected with speaking up, protecting self, ect. Otherwise, way better these days, but still working thru the after-effects in relationship.

 

Please also include any other descriptions especially if you have

some insights

from your Jyotish charts.

 

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Finally:

 

Please include a description of what you'd like to gain as a

result of this study, and especially where you'd like to improve

yourself, or with others. We'll keep track of theseas well.Also, if you have any previous benefits from either the studyor learning of Astrology I'd love to hear about yourexperiences.I’m really looking for insights that might be more about predictive or transits. I have concerns in the areas of finances, career, do I need to move (I‘ve really been wanting & needing to get closer to nature for a long time), and where to move; what am I supposed to do about my relationship; what am I supposed to do about my spirituality - go look for a guru, chill, whatever; I really need to get to India & Nepal, have been invited to study bhasmas with Dr. partap and invited to work at a women’s clinic north of Katmandu, but how to afford to get there, when best time to go? Should I sell my building and when? How can I serve the universe best with my Ayurvedic practice? People these days are really ill, and I want the best skills I can to help them.Anyway, thanks so much! I hope this is the kind of info you need, rather than rambling.Let me know if you need any more chart aspects.Much blessings,Namaste, Nancy