2-durga, re. Somethings I am having problems with during the last year and now... Mark Kincaid 3/3/05

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Dear Durga:

 

I can't tell if you're asking for some more formal Jyotish, or just a response, informally.

 

I'll list the 3 basic charts I do below for your information.

 

If you're interested in participating in one of my Jyotish studies, I can do your chart for free.

What I need to know is:

 

What is your rising sign, have you had many charts done before? and have you ever had your

chart rectified?

 

Sincerely,

 

 

Mark Kincaid

 

ps....See below: for a quick response...

 

 

 

durga gollakota <gkdurga

 

Thu, 3 Mar 2005 06:54:46 -0800 (PST)

 

Somethings I am having problems with during the last year and now...

 

 

Hi,

I am having some major problems of self pity and self respect. I draw into conclusions very very fast and dont budge from my position. I am very afraid of rejection. So I try my level best to convince the other person to accept me as I am. I usually run away from major decisions because I dont want to take responsibility of the loss if any.

 

This is very good that you're aware, so succintly what your're feeling...

 

self-pity...

problems with self-respect...

drawing conclusions too fast,

not budging from your position...

afraid of rejection....

run away from major decisions because I don't want to take responsibility for the loss...

 

Very well said!

 

Now, the key to Jyotish is this!

 

Once you identify the thing that you're frustrated about,

or wish was different, in your life,...

 

then,.... you need to find the planet, especially the maleficlly acting planet that's giving us

our problems...

 

so, let's see,.... even without knowing your rising sign,

I'd say....

 

self-pity... conjurs up the Sun...and/or Moon or Rising Sign....

all 3 of these Astrological configurations can reflect lack of self-pity...

 

Okay the Sun's in Taurus, 29th degree, which is okay, no negative influence upon the Sun,

however, it's in it's 29th degree, which sometimes gives some challenges...

However, your Moon is immediately suspect, being in debilitated Scorpio, in the middle

degrees, even...

 

Would you describe your self-problems as being at all, emotional? frustrated feelings about

yourself?

 

That's the Moon! for you...

 

drawing conclusions too fast,

 

Let's look at this one, too.... The obvious quality that comes up here, is:

going too fast! And going too fast, or being impatient, represents either Saturn or Mars.

And, when I look at those two planets...

 

Now, both Saturn and Mars look like they may be casting some negative, or malefic

aspects.

 

Regardless of the Rising sign, Saturn's in the same house as Venus & Mercury, which

would strongly influence 'decision makings'...and

 

Mars is in a house, 4 houses away from Gemini, in Pisces.

 

Do you notice that you have two basic qualities:

1) you want to go faster? and

2) you feel like you're being held back?

 

If so, this is typical whenever Saturn & Mars are simultaneously influencing each other..

 

Oh, yes, Saturn is also aspecting back to Pisces, where your Mars is, due to it's 10th house

aspect...so Saturn's coming back at Mars, too!

 

Okay, then,.... let's conclude...

 

that Moon may be responsible for your lack of self-esteem, or emotional lack of happiness,...

and Mars & Saturn may be responsible for your challenges in terms of decision makings....etc.

 

Then, it's a simple matter, of doing something....anything really....

 

to litreally strength your Moon, Mars & Saturn!

 

 

Does this make sense?

 

 

Let me know....if you're with me so far, and whether you want the more formal Jyotish, or not.

Don't want to say too much through this common correspondence, though you already were

very open in your thoughts.

 

 

Sincerely,

 

 

 

Mark Kincaid

 

 

 

 

 

I am nowadays generally very confused and am very tired of analysing what other people are thinking about me.(Identification that I am suffering, other wise can be understood as self pity) I get very unhappy when things dont go my way. and I always give a facade that everything is absolutely fine because someone in my life told me that I shouldn't tell your sufferings to anyone because they cant help you for one, whats worse is they will make fun of you when u least expect it.

 

Yes, I know I need help. But talking to all the people in my life only made things worse. They patronize and conclude in their own way(because thats what I do remember). I tend to take consideration of the things they do for me and feel responsible for not able to reciprocate.

I cant seem to figure out why I have to be so turmoiled about. I feel very restricted. I have one simple and straight forward question ( and beleive me I asked all the people in my life too, with no plausible reply) why is it that same procedure followed by two different individuals give completely different results. There is a winner and looser. Winner takes it all and the looser stands to fall.

Keeping up the spirits when you are being rediculed to the core is very difficult.

 

I am looking for a logical reasoning and I dont have the guts to find out.

I dont if this what you have been expecting. My birth details are

Date of birth: June 14 1973.

Time of Birth: 7:14:22 am

Place of birth: Kakinada, India.

 

Please feel free to comment and advise.

-Durga.

For Personal

Jyotish Charts....

 

See below for some more information.

 

 

3 Basic Charts:

 

#1 Natal - Birth Chart

 

Life Reading, includes a very complete description of one's strengths

and weaknesses. This is the basic of all Jyotish transformations and

how we can literally change and improve any aspect of our lives!

Cost: $ 100.00

Includes Tape Recorded Session - Followed by second session, follow-up

1-2 weeks, later. I find this 2 step chart process the best.

Time: Each session is an hour in length.

 

 

 

#2 Progression or 1 - 2 year Chart

 

People who have had charts done in the past, enjoy this shorter

Reading, focusing on the next 1 to 2 years, especially.

Also, good at identifying the 2 or 3 malefic areas in our chart

that are causing us our greatest problems!

Cost: $ 50.00

Time: This chart reading is 1 hour.

 

 

#3 Questions & Answers: Chart

 

People who have particular questions about their life or charts,

enjoy this Reading as it focuses on applying the Wisdom of Jyotish

to 1 or 2 different areas, or questions presently, going on.

Cost: $ 25.00

Time: 30 minutes.

 

 

Payments:

 

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Please use my below account name/email address when submitting.

 

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USA

[Guest guest]

Thank you again,

I am very fortunate to have found this group.

I do find that most of my feelings are frustrations about myself.

Feelings of despair and guilt.

I am trying to keep away from everyone because I am feeling so very

frustrated, and emotional about myself. I am either studying my

textbooks or reading web about astrology.

 

I have to enforce my planets moon mars saturn, how do I do that?

 

-Durga.

 

> so, let's see,.... even without knowing your rising sign,

> I'd say....

>

> self-pity... conjurs up the Sun...and/or Moon or Rising

Sign....

> all 3 of these Astrological configurations

can

> reflect lack of self-pity...

>

> Okay the Sun's in Taurus, 29th degree, which is okay, no

negative

> influence upon the Sun,

> however, it's in it's 29th degree, which sometimes gives

some

> challenges...

> However, your Moon is immediately suspect, being in

debilitated

> Scorpio, in the middle

> degrees, even...

>

> Would you describe your self-problems as being at all, emotional?

> frustrated feelings about

> yourself?

>

> That's the Moon! for you...

>

> drawing conclusions too fast,

>

> Let's look at this one, too.... The

obvious quality

> that comes up here, is:

> going too fast! And going too fast, or being impatient,

represents

> either Saturn or Mars.

> And, when I look at those two planets...

>

> Now, both Saturn and Mars look like they may be casting some

> negative, or malefic

> aspects.

>

> Regardless of the Rising sign, Saturn's in the same house

as Venus &

> Mercury, which

> would strongly influence 'decision makings'...and

>

> Mars is in a house, 4 houses away from Gemini, in Pisces.

>

> Do you notice that you have two basic qualities:

> 1) you want to go faster? and

> 2) you feel like you're being held back?

>

> If so, this is typical whenever Saturn & Mars are

simultaneously

> influencing each other..

>

> Oh, yes, Saturn is also aspecting back to Pisces, where

your Mars is,

> due to it's 10th house

> aspect...so Saturn's coming back at Mars, too!

>

> Okay, then,.... let's conclude...

>

> that Moon may be responsible for your lack of self-esteem, or

emotional lack

> of happiness,...

> and Mars & Saturn may be responsible for your challenges in terms

of

> decision makings....etc.

>

> Then, it's a simple matter, of doing something....anything

really....

>

> to litreally strength your Moon, Mars & Saturn!

>

>

> Does this make sense?

>

>

> Let me know....if you're with me so far, and whether you want the

more

> formal Jyotish, or not.

> Don't want to say too much through this common correspondence,

though you

> already were

> very open in your thoughts.

>

>

> Sincerely,

>

>

>

> Mark Kincaid

>

>

>

>

>

> I am nowadays generally very confused and am very tired of

analysing what

> other people are thinking about me.(Identification that I am

suffering,

> other wise can be understood as self pity) I get very unhappy when

things

> dont go my way. and I always give a facade that everything is

absolutely

> fine because someone in my life told me that I shouldn't tell your

> sufferings to anyone because they cant help you for one, whats

worse is they

> will make fun of you when u least expect it.

>

> Yes, I know I need help. But talking to all the people in my life

only made

> things worse. They patronize and conclude in their own way(because

thats

> what I do remember). I tend to take consideration of the things

they do for

> me and feel responsible for not able to reciprocate.

> I cant seem to figure out why I have to be so turmoiled about. I

feel very

> restricted. I have one simple and straight forward question ( and

beleive me

> I asked all the people in my life too, with no plausible reply)

why is it

> that same procedure followed by two different individuals give

completely

> different results. There is a winner and looser. Winner takes it

all and the

> looser stands to fall.

> Keeping up the spirits when you are being rediculed to the core is

very

> difficult.

>

> I am looking for a logical reasoning and I dont have the guts to

find out.

> I dont if this what you have been expecting. My birth details are

> Date of birth: June 14 1973.

> Time of Birth: 7:14:22 am

> Place of birth: Kakinada, India.

>

> Please feel free to comment and advise.

> -Durga.

> For Personal

> Jyotish Charts....

>

> See below for some more information.

>

>

> 3 Basic Charts:

>

> #1 Natal - Birth Chart

>

> Life Reading, includes a very complete description of one's

strengths

> and weaknesses. This is the basic of all Jyotish transformations

and

> how we can literally change and improve any aspect of our lives!

> Cost: $ 100.00

> Includes Tape Recorded Session - Followed by second session,

follow-up

> 1-2 weeks, later. I find this 2 step chart process the best.

> Time: Each session is an hour in length.

>

>

>

> #2 Progression or 1 - 2 year Chart

>

> People who have had charts done in the past, enjoy this shorter

> Reading, focusing on the next 1 to 2 years, especially.

> Also, good at identifying the 2 or 3 malefic areas in our chart

> that are causing us our greatest problems!

> Cost: $ 50.00

> Time: This chart reading is 1 hour.

>

>

> #3 Questions & Answers: Chart

>

> People who have particular questions about their life or charts,

> enjoy this Reading as it focuses on applying the Wisdom of Jyotish

> to 1 or 2 different areas, or questions presently, going on.

> Cost: $ 25.00

> Time: 30 minutes.

>

>

> Payments:

>

> All payments can be made through my paypal.com account

> Please use my below account name/email address when submitting.

>

> kincaidmark

>

>

> Otherwise payments can be sent to:

>

> Starlight Unlimited

> Checks or money orders c/o

> Mark Kincaid

> PO Box 1831

> Fairfield, Iowa 52556

> USA