Guest guest Posted March 18, 2004 Report Share Posted March 18, 2004 Dear Friends, all: Here's a fascinating question and answer regarding the very rough last few weeks, and what we could and maybe should have done about it! Sincerely, Mark Kincaid > Thu, 18 Mar 2004 01:38:59 -0700 > Mark Kincaid <m.kincaid > Dawn to Mark > > Hi Mark: > Called you at about 1 am your time. Sorry if it woke you. Somehow I > thought you were up. > It " felt " like that. > > I have had such a rough emotional week. Started about 2 weeks ago - and got > better for a few days and since last Saturday I have been in a real > nosedive. > > There are things in the environment I can blame it on - but it feels like a > HUGE spiritual crisis. > > I am taking it easy and getting rest. Not helping. I am spending time > reading and doing spiritual things. Not helping. Eating well. Not > helping. Staying as balanced as I can possibly be. Right now I am up later > than I have been in a LONG time...(due to a celebration of St. Patrick's day > here - altho I did not feel one bit like celebrating anything) > > I have one question --- > > WHEN WILL IT END? > > Sincerely, > Dawn Dear Dawn: Howdy! Well, if it helps any, I've been going through the same thing. If you've been following my daily transits, you should have seen a pretty intense group of days flowing by. I think the young boy being murdered on MUM campus, on a day, when the Moon was literally moving through the sky exactly between a way too close Mars & Rahu both in Aries, was representative of the incredible 'intensities'...going on lately. It sounds like you're doing everything rigtht. I unfortunately haven't been 'able' to stay on a good program, even meditating is very slugish.... I too, have been feeling all sorts of weirdnesses!, and there have been moments where I was feeling almost despair....especially since things have been going so well of late. Then, yesterday, I was up very late, by the way, hehe, but I was watching mindless tv. Sorry I missed your call. Then, I just surrendered to the whole thing, continued staying up late and at least started to allow myself to enjoy myself. I can give you a blow by blow description of the Astrological 'reasons' why we're feeling so rough. But, sometimes, even the reasons don't seem to help. I at least know things are going to be shifting very soon! The Moon becomes a New Moon on Saturday, 3:30pm cst, and then, like a miracle feel start to feel better! The Waxing Moon, at least will 'feel' better, more energy, more outwardness.....and more bliss! I'd also been talking about how a recent Planetary War of Venus and Rahu might contribute to a very rough feeling. Most of the time, I don't think, really, about how Venus effects happiness. But, the last 3 days, especially were representative of that! But, now, Venus is already 2 degrees away from Rahu and as it continues to move away, we all will notice feeling better, too! I think you were doing a lot of good things to feel better, unfortunately, the Transiting Planets were too rough and bizare to be much help. This lesson, unfortunately shows us how much more we need to grow, internally, so that even such 'rough' transits don't effect us. I remember when I was younger and I really hated cloudy days. And it seemed that my whole world would get bent out of shape, especially in the mid-west where cloudy days, especially in the Winter...would stay cloudy for even as long as a Month! Then, I noticed at some point, probably due to meditating, and perhaps due to watching and striving to be more in-tune with the Moon, but....I started noticing that I had stirred up enough bliss that those 'SAD' days didn't bother me as much! Like that, we're all learning how to be integrated with more Being, from within, and as we learn to do this, even very intense, Cosmic vibrations, which really sneak in there, bother us less and less! Hope this helps... love, always.... Mark Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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