A valueable help, plz....

February 14, 2008

Dear All,

Thanx for adding me to your group. I am a KP Stellar aspirant,

started from scratch. I hope i'll find well gravified guidance and

support here.

Also, I have a personal problem of mine. My life is going no-where.

I am not that knd of a person but even these stupid thoughts of

giving up this life itself sometimes cross my mind. Sice July 2007,

life is hell. I am ok with it but now i just donno what way to

go??!!!

I dont have a job. Was doing good in a Multi-level marketing program

for 2 years but left it after learning a few deeds of the founder.

Started a software business of my own but i cudnt succeed. I did it

all during last 2 years of my BE i.e. form July 05 to July 07. I was

sooooooo happy n high in spirits, earning name n money during this

period.

I loved a schoolmat of mine since age of 14. After school, we met

again in Dec 06 n by March 07, we had decided to get married. We

were so happy but in July 07, her cusion brother in Canada, whome

she loves most in this world n who by the way is very selfish n

cunning guy as per people's advise, he got a hint about us n tried

to separate us but she somehow managed to fight. Now, by 12 august

07, under her brothers pressure, she was forced to comlpetly

separate again. We again came in touch in october first week. Both

of us are very upset about the separation. She is a sacrifising kind

of a gal so she gave it up for the family. (CAST PROBLEM). She got

engaged on 25th Nov 2007. Her engagement is not working at all

either. She doesnt like her fiance but has no option. We were in

touch within all ethical limits, till around Jan 20th, 2008 (not

sure of the date but it was between 20 and 24 Jan) again her bro

realised it n emotionally blackmailed her n threatened to desert

her. Now we are separated again. She has deleted me from all his

groups n YM lists n we cant talk at all. I just cant do like this.

M falling apart. Had a paralytic seizure, out of dissappointment, in

August when i went to delhi to see her but failed as she was not in

the city. I just cant give it up just because we are from different

casts. Her life is hell with that guy anyways which her family

doesnt realise n she wont utter a word against it. I just cant do.

I've loved her all my life, n no other gal, n i cant stop to do so.

I cant put in words. I am going crazzzzyyyyy. M a calm person by

nature but a few days back though of killing a guy just for a small

quarell. I am loosing my mind. Frusrtration n pain.

1. Will we ever be in touch again, ever? How can i get her back

again? Please help me.

2. I want to marry this gal, at any sacrifice. Wud I? 4. I am

finncially broke. Dont hv money enough to buy food for myself. When

wud this improove?

3. I was ranking among 5% All India, in mock tests but cud not make

it in even a single exam. I want to do MBA. I have now got only 1

hope, management seat in a big college of my city thru a daughter of

my dad's friend. Wud it work?

Please help me, genuine helps only, please.

My birth details:

22 September 1983, 13:15 Hours, Jaipur (Rajsthan)

Her Details:

21 April 1983, 04:50 Hrs, Ajmer (Rajasthan)

With regards,

Amit.

February 18, 2008

Dear Amit, Pl tell me the exact place where U born. There are more than 20 places in Jaipur. So, I need the name of the place where U born. If it is a hospital then which hospital? then it will be easy to find out the exact Lati, long for me. Thanks, Regards, Abhijit Lahiri. (Astrologer) 98210 16963.Amit Saxena <amitsaxena96 wrote: Dear All,Thanx for adding me to your group. I am a KP Stellar aspirant, started from scratch. I hope i'll find well

gravified guidance and support here.Also, I have a personal problem of mine. My life is going no-where. I am not that knd of a person but even these stupid thoughts of giving up this life itself sometimes cross my mind. Sice July 2007, life is hell. I am ok with it but now i just donno what way to go??!!!I dont have a job. Was doing good in a Multi-level marketing program for 2 years but left it after learning a few deeds of the founder. Started a software business of my own but i cudnt succeed. I did it all during last 2 years of my BE i.e. form July 05 to July 07. I was sooooooo happy n high in spirits, earning name n money during this period.I loved a schoolmat of mine since age of 14. After school, we met again in Dec 06 n by March 07, we had decided to get married. We were so happy but in July 07, her cusion brother in Canada, whome she loves most in this world n who by the way is very selfish

n cunning guy as per people's advise, he got a hint about us n tried to separate us but she somehow managed to fight. Now, by 12 august 07, under her brothers pressure, she was forced to comlpetly separate again. We again came in touch in october first week. Both of us are very upset about the separation. She is a sacrifising kind of a gal so she gave it up for the family. (CAST PROBLEM). She got engaged on 25th Nov 2007. Her engagement is not working at all either. She doesnt like her fiance but has no option. We were in touch within all ethical limits, till around Jan 20th, 2008 (not sure of the date but it was between 20 and 24 Jan) again her bro realised it n emotionally blackmailed her n threatened to desert her. Now we are separated again. She has deleted me from all his groups n YM lists n we cant talk at all. I just cant do like this.M falling apart. Had a paralytic seizure, out of dissappointment, in

August when i went to delhi to see her but failed as she was not in the city. I just cant give it up just because we are from different casts. Her life is hell with that guy anyways which her family doesnt realise n she wont utter a word against it. I just cant do. I've loved her all my life, n no other gal, n i cant stop to do so. I cant put in words. I am going crazzzzyyyyy. M a calm person by nature but a few days back though of killing a guy just for a small quarell. I am loosing my mind. Frusrtration n pain.1. Will we ever be in touch again, ever? How can i get her back again? Please help me. 2. I want to marry this gal, at any sacrifice. Wud I? 4. I am finncially broke. Dont hv money enough to buy food for myself. When wud this improove?3. I was ranking among 5% All India, in mock tests but cud not make it in even a single exam. I want to do MBA. I have now got only 1 hope, management seat in a big

college of my city thru a daughter of my dad's friend. Wud it work?Please help me, genuine helps only, please. My birth details:22 September 1983, 13:15 Hours, Jaipur (Rajsthan)Her Details:21 April 1983, 04:50 Hrs, Ajmer (Rajasthan)With regards,Amit.

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