Guilty or not guilty?

[Guest guest]

To Umesh Ji, Jagannathan Ji, Lilly Ji,

 

After reading the messages posted in this group, my problems seem

really small. I pray to God to help all those in need and find peace

and solace in this mortal life. I here post my story in the hope that

may be Lal Kitab astrologers might be able to help me, as they have to

all others who post here. I would also like to mention that I am

prepared to pay for a professional help, if thats what I need.

 

Heres my story. After 4 months of my graduation, I get the first

break and start my new job. I move into an apartment with my

coworkers. We were three room mates in one bedroom apartment in

Anaheim, California, US. In January, 2005, the other two room mates

fought violently with each other with a knife. One was injured with

blood wounds in his palm and wrists. I was totally terrified. All

three of us worked for the same company. I couldn't go to work, I

couldn't continue to live with them, I was just totally shocked by the

incident. I was advised not to speak to anyone in the office about it.

Unable to bear the shock, I moved out, and later in all the confusion

that prevailed, I revealed what happened and I resigned. I have been

looking for job since then. After three months, I got a job with a

farmaceutical company, and I was terminated the third day at work. Now

I am again jobless. I am getting frustrated. There is total chaos and

confusion in my mind. My mind is flickering from one thing to another.

Against my wishes, no matter how much I try, I am ending up upsetting

a lot of my well wishers. I have lost many friends and earned new

enemies. I feel guilty for letting the " secret " out. I need help.

 

Date of Birth: July 21, 1976

Time of Birth: 8:59pm / 20:59

Place of Birth: Bangalore/Karnataka/India

Sex: Male

 

Current Status: Unemployed

Education: Master of Science (Electrical and Computer Engineering)

Major Events:

Positive: Come to US for Higher Education

Negetive: Job search and financial condition after my grad(MS) education

 

Father: Retired official from MICO (Division of Bosch tools)

Mother: House wife

Brothers: None

Sisters: None

 

Thank you for your time and patience to go through this mail.

 

May God bless all,

 

Indu