Guest guest Posted April 18, 2007 Report Share Posted April 18, 2007 Om Gurave Namah Dear friend, The pain you are going through is the shell that encloses the understanding. You are not this pain, it is but a part in the play for the actor to play out , so all the other parts in the play can also play out .including the so-called financial ruin of our parents..and we do not know the ultimate path of this knowledge. I too have had many trials in life , with successful and failing businesses, deceitful friends and servants and lost two beloved husbands to death suddenly. Reading Anurags careful and insightful analysis of your chart, then your own clear mail, I recognized many many similiarities to my own and I learnt many things.Thankyou No wonder I have been picking up all those thoughts of suicide everywhere!! You think you are on our own , as I often do, then you open some mail in your mail box and life is talking to you!!- Magic!! :-) The flavour of Shani's affliction to the moon , our mind sends us down a dark path if we do not learn to hold and follow our true being. We get grief if we do not make the effort for the finer and finer essence in what is being dished out by life, by people and situations.( our very own karma) We always need to look deeper and hear deeper yet always always keep on acting. Shani- Chandra combinations make us want to falsely detach from the world , even to stop completely, but it is a passing flavour and it is not who we really are. Who we really are is all powerful, unchanging, all consciousness and all bliss. Just reading these two mails has helped me to go deeper and stiller and connect more to what is true than all the labels, I often see written on this list. Thankyou. Does not jyotish act like the arrows of passing knowledge( lower) to get to the higher, true unchanging knowledge? It is interesting that Shani that 'causes' the sorrow also indicates service. Ask yourself who or what are you serving? Is it an idea of a role or a principle on dharma?.......................or is it God. Is the sun shining on our dharma as much as our adharma ? the light of truth is our true dharma, and we find this best without the claim of any right or wrong!! It just is. You are a good person, I can hear your goodness in your words, and it is a blessing that you have shared your suffering with us. Accountability, authority and confidence are all Sun issues and like you I have been learning much about this in the past year. And how can we ever become humble without making mistakes? Humility is the lesson of the sun, and the most successful , brilliant beings that walk this earth have made huge " mis- takes " seen from our lesser view - yet they glow with the light of truth....and they are great leaders! How?.............because they do not claim the results, or the knowledge! They ask questions, and above all they keep going! Their ability to respond is infinite, as is their responsibility. Which is what this word responsibility truly means. Responsibility has absolutely nothing to do with results and everything to do with purity of intent. A pure Mars like Hanuman works for the works sake, which is the true karma yogi. Results are up to God. With Love and Best Wishes Rosemary Vishwamitra-sjc _____ vedic astrology [vedic astrology ] On Behalf Of Anurag Sharma Thursday, 19 April 2007 7:49 a.m. vedic astrology [vedic astrology] Re: is suicide the only path left for me????? |Om Shreenivasaya Namah| Hello, Suffering is the prime condition of life. Rebirth on the planet necessarily involves suffering. This is not to belittle your trials and suffering but please know that many competent and fine people have to undergo almost intolerable trauma. We can deal with our Karma in many ways. In your chart, the mind is predisposed to suffering as there is Shani-Chandra Yoga. This Yoga causes sorrow and events that occur in life trigger melancholy and exclusion. The Moon is also aspected by Mars from the 4th House. Though there is Gajakesari Yoga in the chart, the Brahman Shrapa caused by the Yuti with Shani and aspect of Mars keeps it from manifesting fully. Further, the Lagna Lord is involved in the Shrapa in the Badhak Sthana and this will affect the intelligence and power of discrimination as too the psychological cognizance. The Lagna Lord is a Sura Graha in an Asura Bhava and this too causes intellectual mismatch with the surroundings. This situation has to be remedied as the Shrapa is manifesting now in the Moola Dasha of Shani as reckoned from Lagna, Moon and Sun as starting points: Moola Dasa (dasa showing the root of events - past karma): Maha Dasas: Moon: 1981-08-04 - 1983-08-05 Jup: 1983-08-05 - 1996-08-04 Sat: 1996-08-04 - 2010-08-05 Mars: 2010-08-05 - 2013-08-05 Ven: 2013-08-05 - 2031-08-05 Rah: 2031-08-05 - 2042-08-05 Sun: 2042-08-05 - 2047-08-05 Merc: 2047-08-05 - 2062-08-05 Ket: 2062-08-05 - 2065-08-05 Moon: 2065-08-05 - 2073-08-05 Jup: 2073-08-05 - 2076-08-05 Sat: 2076-08-05 - 2081-08-05 Mars: 2081-08-05 - 2085-08-05 Ven: 2085-08-05 - 2087-08-06 Rah: 2087-08-06 - 2094-08-05 Sun: 2094-08-05 - 2095-08-06 Merc: 2095-08-06 - 2097-08-05 Ket: 2097-08-05 - 2101-08-06 The most heartening thing is that the curse can be remedied. Please donate a cow to Brahmins on Guruvar. Feed the Brahmins a simple meal. Also chant 'Om Lakshmyai Namah' 108 times and then increase it to 7 Malas. As the curse happens in the 10th House from the AL, the way your work is perceived has also been hampered. Please chant the 5th stanza of the Sri Rudra Chamakam 11 times daily facing east starting saturday as Kantak Shani from the AL is going on giving adverse events relating to manifest life. Your Sade-Sati is about to commence and please make it a habit to chant this daily. As Shani is debilitated in the 5th House in Navamsha it has become very malefic. Chanting this will give you a lot of strength and help you in this situation. You can begin worshipping Shri Rama, your Ishta Devata to take care of your life and to prevent the worst of the Karma from overwhelming your life. The Mantra is: 'Om Namo Bhagwate Ramchandraya' Please note the following Mantra for when the Karma becomes very hard to bear: 'Sri Rama Jaya Rama Jaya Jaya Rama': chant this while travelling or when the mind wanders to the darkest thoughts. This Rama Taraka Mantra will combat the evil Karma. Despite the problems both natally and in transit, Narayana sits in the AL and the remedies should give way to the AL opening up. Dhanu Narayan Dasha is running and the Dasha Rashi will give the results. Moon is in Kendra indicating interaction with new social groups. This will happen when you start doing the remedies seriously and without expecting results in a day. In the Dwisaptati Sama Dasha, Sun Dasha is running. In the D-10 Sun is in the 5th House and can give new openings in work. It will approximate to the results of Moon and Mercury and you might get consultancy related work in the nature of short contracts. The Dashamsha Narayana Dasha indicates some success coming next year. The lord of the next Dashamsha Narayana Dasha is placed in the 5th House confirming the new job. Till then devote yourself to the remedial measures and overcome this onerous Karma. You are not alone in your suffering. Many people face it by virtue of Shrapa in the charts, Dosha, and affliction to the Moon. Some of them battle and try to remedy the situation through Japa and Sadhana. You too can try and feel the world lightening up, within and without. Best wishes, Anurag Sharma http://www.planetar <http://www.planetarytransformation.blogspot.com> ytransformation.blogspot.com <http://www.planetar <http://www.planetarytransformation.blogspot.com> ytransformation.blogspot.com> vedic astrology@ <vedic astrology%40> , " hirakbasak " <hirakbasak wrote: > > I AM A PERSON WHO HAS LOST ALL HIS HOPES IN LIFE. FROM CHILDHOOD, IN EVERY FIELD > OF MY LIFE, I FACED STRUGGLE TO THE UTMOST EXTENT. FOR THAT, NOT ONLY I > SUFFERED, BUT MY PARENTS SUFFERED THE MOST, BOTH MENTALLY ,PHYSICALLY AND > ECONOMICALLY. SOME SAY THAT I AM BRILLIANT IN STUDIES. I THINK THIS ASPECT OF > MINE IS THE GREATEST CURSE THE GOD HAS GIVEN TO ME. I BECAME AN ENGINEER ON > INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY. BUT I DID'NT GET A JOB ON CAMPUS INTERVIEWS OR ON > OFF-CAMPUS INTERVIEWS WHERE I FOUND MYSELF VERY UNLUCKY, GOING OUT OF THE > INTERVIEW IN THE LAST ROUND. THEN I THOUGHT TO DO MY MBA. I DID IT WITH GOOD > MARKS. BUT THEN ALSO THE SAME THING STARTED HAPPENING TO ME i.e. NOT GETTING A > JOB. BUT IN THIS PROCESS OF BECOMING AN MBA, I TOOK A LOAN OF HEFTY SUM OF LOAN > WHICH I AM UNABLE TO REPAY IN MY PRESENT ECONOMIC STATE. MY PARENTS ALWAYS > GIVE ME SUPPORT MENTALLY BUT I KNOW THAT THEY ARE RUINED AND I AM THE CAUSE > OF IT. TO ADD SALT TO THE INJURY, RELATIVES ASK THEM ABOUT ME. THEY DONT > UNDERSTAND THE REASON(WHICH I ALSO DONT UNDERSTAND) FOR WHICH I AM NOT > GETTING A JOB WHERE OTHER PERSONS WHO ARE LESS QUALIFIED ARE GETTING GOOD > JOBS. > > NOW I AM SO MENTALLY DRAINED THAT I SOMETIMES THINK OF DOING SUICIDE AND > MAKING THE END OF THIS CURSED LIFE. > > WHAT SHALL I DO??? > > > MY DOB:- 4TH AUGUST, 1981 > TIME:- 9:21 PM > PLACE:- CALCUTTA, INDIA > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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