I apologize for a very long email...

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Respected Astrologers,

I am writing with several requests, but will understand if you

do not have the time to address them. Please note that I would prefer

the good or bad information (I would rather have the true picture or

challenges and will not become angry if you are honest with me). I am

also going to include a bit of information simply for background and

chart verification.

I am very worried about my father and his health. He was

diagnosed with Cancer in January of 2006. He underwent surgery,

radiation and chemotherapy. (This was cancer of the colon) During

treatment for the first type of cancer, they found a second type that

they removed and gave additional chemotherapy for. Now he is having

problems from the radiation treatment for the first Cancer and they

have found a second tumor of the second type. I know that everyone

has love and concern for their father, but this is such a sweet,

responsible and caring person. His whole life has been about taking

care of his family with very little joy or concern for his own life.

I have a date of birth for him from his birth certificate, but in

those days babies were born at home so it may not be totally

accurate, although I would guess that it is very close to the correct

time. Is it likely that he will get well? Is there any remedial

measure that could be taken? If he is not to get well, how much

longer do we have to spend with him?

I am in need of several surgeries. One is to have some spots

removed from my skin (left cheek, left arm, back, feet), one to have

a hernia repaired above the belly button and I also have two growths

that need to be removed from under the skin, one is on my right rib

cage and one on the back of my right rib cage. I am wondering when

would be a good time to have these done. I would like to have the

spots on the skin removed first and the other surgeries combined.

There is not a great hurry for any of these, but I would like to have

them done before the end of the year. Is there one of these that I

should get done immediately? I am currently in a saturn period so

have been having quite a few challenges during the past few years. I

am wanting to return to school and would be grateful for any input

concerning a good career to pursue.

Whether or not these questions can be addressed, I will include

lots of chart information as my lagna is at 0 degrees of Cancer and I

know it is nice to be able to see trends in peoples charts. Thank you

very much in advance for any assistance that you can render.

 

My fathers information is as follows:

 

June 9, 1940 at 9:30 am in Monmouth Illinois USA

90 west 38 50

40 north 54 41

 

He had a child born on January 10, 1959

He had another child born on May 27, 1961

He had a child born May 31, 1967

He had a child born September 1968

He had a grandchild born July 10, 1979

He had a grandchild born December 29, 1979

He had a grandchild born July 19, 1981

He had a grandchild born September 17, 1988

He had a grandchild born August 30, 1990

He had a great grandchild born 26 August 1999

He had a great grandchild born 16 January 2007

He became ill in June or July of 2005

He was diagnosed with cancer very early January of 2006

He had his first cancer surgery Febuary 4, 2006

He has always worked hard, but with little financial reward. He is

very upstanding. He worked as a mechanic and also was a volunteer

Policeman for twenty years. He is very clean in his personal habits

and with his household and possesions. He was very hard working and

never missed a day of work until the last few years of his working

life. He had an accident at work and became disabled several years

ago, but I am not certain of the date. I would say that it was

approximately 4 years ago. Along with the health issues, there have

been financial issues during the past twelve months as one source of

income stopped and another was lessened.

 

My birth chart

 

Born May 27, 1961 at 9:05 am (I have not adjusted, but the clock had

been advanced that year by one hour for daylight savings time.Time

here is usually 6 west of GMT, but my birth time is actually at 5

west GMT due to this daylight savings time)

I was born in Monmouth Illinois, with the exact lattitude and

longitude of the building at 90 west 38 38 and 40 north 55 2. (You

can go to google earth and get an exact longitude and lattitude for

most any place on earth now and this was actually for the hospital

where I was born!)

 

I was going to be married to a man I met in 1977 but he was killed in

an accident in 1978.

I was married in 1979

I had a child December 29, 1979

I left home and moved across the country in early April of 1980

I had a second child July 19, 1981. This child was born with hearing

problems and severe facial deformities. He had to have many surgeries

to correct these problems.

I had a grandson born August 26, 1999

I had a major surgery on female organs in 1982.

In the late 1980's I had to have surgery on both feet and have bones

broken, but I don't remember the exact year.

I worked selling real estate for a short time from 1981-

My marraige failed in September of 1990. This marraige should have

ended years before it did, but I had a hard time giving up and

accepting that we needed to be apart. He was a very intense man who

was unable to truly be an equal partner in the relationship. At the

end I was frightened of him. I think that I was at fault in that I

did not stand up for myself and my children well enough. I was very

depressed at the end of this relationship though and felt very much a

failure.

I moved back cross country in late January of 1991.

I worked as a quality assurance manager for a manufacturing facility

from December 1985 until January 1991.

I worked as a residential administrator for people who have

developmental disabilites from 1991-1998.

I was in a relationship with a man that I did not end up marrying

from 1992 until 2003. It was another negative relationship in that I

again did not stand up for myself well and he was another angry,

unhappy man. When this relationship ended, I again was very depressed

and felt very much a failure.

I cared for two adult ladies with developmental disabilities in my

home from August 1998 until December 1999. I then returned to school

for two years.

In the mid to late nineties I had an accident where I broke my left

wrist. I would guess that it was 1995 or 1996.

I worked with folks who have mental illness from June 2003 until June

of 2004. After that I worked with the computer for a period of time.

In 2006 I had a son stationed with the military in Iraq and another

son who was in New Orleans during the Katrina hurricane, but am

blessed that they are both just fine.

It seems that when major relationships end for me, I am always very

low and depressed. I always end up having major financial loss. I

also usually end up leaving my job soon after. It seems that life is

very much an up and down prospect. Oh, almost forgot, on April 25 of

this year I had an accident and broke bones in my right foot.

I am generally a happy person, but have had times where I was

very, very depressed. I would say that I am Kapha, Vata. I do spend a

lot of time on my computer and reading. I like quiet. I am devoted to

my children, grandchildren, nieces and friends. I tend to mother

everyone in my life to a degree. I have a very high IQ, but have a

poor memory. I am very sensitive to others and can feel others

happiness and pain. I cry often when I am happy for someone. I spent

my childhood in the church (christian) but find as I get older that I

am more spiritual than religious. I have issues with making big

decisions and I have a hard time letting go of people. I grow to love

almost anyone that I am around on a regular basis (not romatic love

but as a sister) I am good at making decisions at work. I do tend to

get bored at work after a certain number of years when I have learned

everything in my positions (I usually am promoted at least once) I

like to make a home and can make a home anyplace. I am very reserved

and stay home much of the time, but can talk to most anyone. I have

had a lifelong interst in astrology but am just now truly starting to

study. I doubt that my memory is such that I can make much progress,

but my interest is more in the fact that it explains things for me

from a spiritual perspective. In the States I am considered a bit odd

for having an interest in Astrology. I tend to look at a Western

chart and " feel " information about it, rather than knowing

information about it. I love nature and feel closest to spirit when I

am outside. I like the quiet. I have respect from the community, but

not from my family. I am good at crafts but have standards that are

too high. I am very clean about myself and my home, but am not good

about wearing the right clothes, getting my hair done, painting my

nails. I don't care much about money and if I get any I tend to spend

it on my family. I think that I was a bit smothering for my sons when

they were younger. I have a very hard time making decisions,

especially the big ones, about relationships, career, etc. I try to

help everyone that I can. I don't venture out often but tend to have

a house full most of the time. I would fit well in a religious

community, but feel that I am supposed to be " doing " something out

here in the world. I wish that I knew what that " something " was. I

can very easily become " removed " from the world and have to try to

stay grounded. If I have any grounding at all, it is through being

tied in to others through emotions. I do not watch TV as it is very

negative. I try to be careful to feed my mind positive things. I do

have times though, when I make judgements about people and have to

struggle to let others walk their own path. I know that it is not my

place to judge others or their actions. I have problems with sleep in

that my body can not decide whether I should sleep at night or during

the day. I never know from week to week when I will be awake and when

i will be sleeping. I love animals and have rescued many from the

streets. I can be unreliable because I will often say less only to

realize later that I should have said no. My mother said that I was

like a " little old lady " even as a child as I was always reading in a

quiet way or involved with drawing or crafts. I never truly felt like

a child. I have had a problem relationship with my mother. I was in a

situation where I needed to take care of her and my sisters as a

child and someone still needs to take care of her to a degree. Even

though she will accept this care, she still does not truly care for

me. Hmm, I am trying to think of anything else that might be of

interest, but can't think of anything at this point.

 

Well, I am sorry for writing such a long diatribe, but felt that it

may be of help to someone in their study to see how charts are

expressed in peoples lives and events. Thank you all in advance for

your patience.